sometimes in life you just gotta say "fuck it! I give up, whatever"
I can't commit to art, or rather, this thing so called "LIFE" and "COLLEGE" is not giving me the chance to explore what I love and develop my art skills. Life has a way of making you feel good sometimes, yeah SOMETIMES. the other times, life makes you feel like shit. I don't believe in life so much anymore, I'm sorry but I didn't know being alive would be this difficult. I didn't ask for this, I know that sounds selfish and ignorant. but I'm simply tired of it. I just wanna get over it. I complain and people would call my situation as "you had it easy" and now I wonder what