I love you all so much. I haven't been a good DA'er. For the last 10 or so years I have uploaded pics and not really commented much. Most of the time I didnt know how to set up my email notifications right and just never knew. I still am passionate. My irresposible life and growing fears in the past have stopped me and made me a fool in so many ways. I'm learning and growing and wanting to redeem myself. I've been making myself stronger. I'm lucky I still have fight left in me. I do so many things. I'm a musician, computer guy, nature lover etc and so, I have a lot pulling at me. I also need these things anyway to keep me from burning out on any one thing. I just need a lot of energy to do it all, which I never had much of. I've always had severe social anxiety, and other issues.
I love and need you guys for my heart. I hope you all know I'm a gentle person, not a bully, not overly ambitious, just passionate.
I'll leave it at that. I want a new start. I want redemption.