The end of a decade comes in 2 days. Not really sure how to look back at it. This year in passing has made me realize how absolutely stupid I am as well as makes me realize why people don't wear their hearts on their sleeves. Can't really say I didn't have some of this coming to me. Looking back on the decade that I lost so much in both family, friends and love, its hard to imagine that the next few years I'll get ahead, but I have to be positive. I have no choice.
It most certainly has been for me. I'm sure for so many others it has as well as December brings on winter and its usually not slow about it pushing fall aside for the harsher weather. Then again, I live in the San Francisco bay area, I don't know what harsh winter is compared to the rest of the world. Well briefly I knew what winter and snow was all about, but it was a very long time ago, a time where it was more awe and less dig my car out. That said, I want this year to end and it can't seem to happen any sooner. Summer needs to come back into my heart and keep it warm. Only a matter of time I'm sure.
December also seems to bring out the
Yeah its only titled that cause this isn't on the 2nd of the month. Ah well. Anyways, a lot has happened since I last posted. I tried typing up a huge journal entry about a decade of my life a while back, only to realize "Wow, nobody is gonna sit through my wall of text about my high school years and beyond, nor will they care to read about it." To sum it up, the past is the past, now it is time for the present since the future is the unknown frontier we all will be journeying to. Enough of me trying to sound all wise cause I'm starting to sound like I'm full of it.
I've realized I have lost a lot of drive to make stencils. As much as I enjo