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Can't believe it's almost been a year since I announced my break.. And although I don't have such a large following here, I guess I felt like posting an update anyway.

I've been battling depression these past two months; Yeah, I know, I've been going on and about it for at least a few years now, but after a few months of my emotional state deteriorating to the point where I hardly felt like doing anything (and dreaded the idea of finding a job), I finally seeked professional help and have since been taking medication for my anxiety and depression, as well as going to monthly therapy sessions. It's helped, somewhat. At least I'm a little more active now; going on morning walks and finally applied for a job recently (I got rejected ;-; ). And although I feel more calm and a little optimistic, not a day goes by where my worries get to me.

Once more, summer approaches.. And it seems that I'll yet again miss out on college. And I've yet to even figure out what it is I want to study. The original plan of moving to Colorado with my sisters is beginning to seem unlikely, and I'm beginning to question whether leaving would be a good choice at all; with how costly education is in the States, the thought of a crippling debt scaring me. Given our financial position, I'm starting to realize just how limited my choices are. I'm not sure what to do. I'm often reminded to relax a little, as I'm only 19. But the pressure of being an adult and making choices and long-term plans is really weighing me down, especially as I see others moving on with their own hopes and dreams, all the while I feel lost.

This, along with a lot of other things is really discouraging me, and detracting my interest in anything. I haven't drawn in much. I began trying out 3D modelling but eventually lost interest as well. 

I'm going through some really rough times. And I find I've kind of distanced myself from everyone, except my mom. Apologies to any friends whom might've felt neglected due to my silence. 

As for art... Sometimes I long to get back to it. But despite my free time these past several months, my motivation remains dead. Sometimes I feel like I should just give up on it. Any brief spark in interest or idea that comes up in my mind quickly vanishes. I can never get anything done, or started even. So I'm afraid that this hiatus will continue, sadly. 

I hope everyone that still watches me is doing alright though. And thanks for following me all these years. I mostly just lurk here and on Instagram

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:icongabycoutino:
GabyCoutino Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Nice gallery ♥
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josh-123-4 Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Heya Miza, you've greatly improved since the last time that I've seen you art. Meanwhile, me. Well, was just dropping by for old time's sake. :)
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Marbletism Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2018  Student General Artist
Hey MizaT11 ,
Sorry for being a bit childish. I know it was a while ago, but you really were trying to be sensible and I was being intolerant. Sorry :(
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GreenInsanity Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2018  Student Digital Artist
hey! I know its been a long time but I just came back on and wanted to check up on everyone. How are you doing? its been forever I missed you! Junko Enoshima (Kawaii Blush) [V5] 
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noisulivone Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Tnx for the fave!
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XxSynisterxX Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2018
thanks so much 4 the watch!!
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Logan-The-Roleplayer Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2018  Student Writer
Tf is he doing? Lmao
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ReaverFury22 Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2018
Hello there how are you doing today ^^
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THOMAS-GUENTHER Featured By Owner May 13, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
Is there a better way to see your icon the creator doesn't have it
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MinzyKat Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the faves!:glomp:
Have a wonderful day!:wave::heart:
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