Hello there! I really sorry for not to upload anything new from my Aus and my nexgen but I have been a little sad these days.
You know I try to look for a part-time job, like in a supermarket or a store, to have more money to pay my bills of the dentist , doctor and of the college.
I have been rejected before,'because of my age or lack of experience. Its cool I understand that.
But they had never rejected me... because of my physical appearance. Apparently my body was not appropriate for the eyes of the clients, they wanted something... "attractive" and with "big curves". They literally told me in my face that with a body and face like mine I was not able to work there.
Now the job for which I applied was to order and clean materials such as cards, chips and dices of a small casino type in a mall, which is a copy of a real casino.
And in no moment, in any time the clients were going to see me, because I would work in the back rooms with the other employees.
I know I'm overweight, I struggle to maintain an ideal weight and take care of myself so I do not have diabetes because I have insulin resistance I cant lose weight like a normal person. Call me fat if you want, but I'm not stupid maybe something clumsy or rough but it's because I do not control my strength well and I'm much taller than the average woman in my country.
The whole world says that overweight people cant do anything and that we should not use things that show our unpleasant bodies for the sake of the eyes of others.
My body is my, MY business, I have stretch marks on my arms, legs, chest and stomach, if I want I will wear short sleeve or sleeveless shirts. I dont like to use makeup, or combed my hair with elaborate hairstyles.
I dont follow the fashion of the season, because I like to use what feels good for me, I dress for myself not for someone else.
Now I am talking about being overweight, this and having an eating disorder are two very different things.
And the worst part the girl who was next to me was a thin girl without curves, like a ballet dancer and they also told her the same, practically they told her you're cute but your body does not have enough mass.
Ugggggh I was so ANGRY!!!
But in the end I just left and I warned them that maybe next girls who insult in that way, they are not goint to be so patients as I was, that they could denounce them by discrimination.
In short, I just wanted to share this with you guys. Has it happened to you? Being discriminated or insulted by something that is part of you and you can not change?