Hate is what i feel

by mitsi, Aug 26, 2008, 12:09:04 AM
Literature / Poetry / Human Nature / Urban & Spoken Word

The hate taints my soul
My very being withers away
As these words pierce your heart
Like a poisonous bullet
The contentment I feel
As you lay there wounded
Is short lived for the pain you feel
Eventually flows into ME.

Hate is what i feel by mitsi

©2008-2019 mitsi

I was feeling bad about being mean to my GF so i wrote this to get the feelings out so i knew what i really felt.im not an expert at writing so yer be kind its my first go at trying to express myself in this way.

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