Do not cry for me because I do not want your tears Do not pray for me because your prayers cannot save me now Do not mourn me because I am neither sad nor afraid Throw a party for me because I am relieved and happy Do with my physical body what you wish because I am not it and it is not I You could never understand so do not try to

Fall asleep Go into darkness where people you love will be waiting for you They have a message that your consciousness would never decode Hopefully you might remember if you try Go to sleep where nothing is of concern Just your nightmares where everything seems real Wake up on the floor because you can't take the criticism anymore As if you were on trial, you are guilty before innocent Don't try to believe else Wake up again to your nightmare Killings in the name of God, killing of animals for delicacy Can't you hear their cries for help? Where everyone is listening but no one will come to their rescue Nothing will ever be fair o

I wish I could engrave my heart in a story If I did, would you read it? Or would you blush and shyly turn away; waiting for me to go elsewhere? I bet if you were to read my feeling's you'd become confused. You can't even tell me if you like me. Guess what? I like you. Hating how you make me feel. Stupid and          Awkward Wishing I could make you tell me your true and honest feelings          Lust            Love               Hate Is what I feel for you If I could turn you into anything You would be an author Write me your life's journey I want to know you.

The bleeding cuts that are embedded in my wrists The salty, painful tears that stung the open wound Every scar has a story and I could tell you all of mine I wish I could write about being happy, but it's better to write about what you know best Horrifying memories haunt the soul I bet you could tell I was just another emotional teenager writing about her fucked up life How could I not be? Look at my society