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Cat Crimson
Artist | Hobbyist | Photography
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:iconfeelingfreeplz: welcome to my deviant art account :iconfeelingfreeplz:

:iconilovekrissiplz: i love romance anime and poetry. pretty much anything that has to do with art. music:cd: and singing:sing: are my passion.i guess i dont really have a religion, but i have studied several. im not an atheist, but i dont have a religion. my favorite colors are black and red. my favorite animal is kitty cat :3 i hate it when people lie to me, its one of the things that dance on my nerves.

my girly:heart:: :iconshizuderp:

~zombiehkillah out~~~~:iconikilleditplz:
so update: my bfs mom is recovering currently at home, thankfully. that stress is off my mind.

but now more has taken its place. this week my boyfriend is going to be at school and work constantly. I wont be able to see him much. to top it off no one really visits me so im going to feel rather alone. all of my friends are starting to be online, because the people i know in person never see me. i dont know what to do. im trying to remind myself that all of this is for the better. our baby boy will be here soon o occupy my time. I just hope I get to spend more time with my boyfriend considering hes one of my only in person friends now. i dont know how to make friends and my social anxiety doesnt help too much. my depression is just going to get worse i know it. when i feel too alone i start getting into these patterns of constantly sleeping, constantly trying to block out time. lately though this hasnt been working, my dreams are just making me more sad, because as of lately, none of them have been good. i dont want to go to a shrink or nothing because whenever i did in the past they never worked, they always told me things i already knew. i dont want to go through that again. i feel drained and constantly tired, I feel like my life is just a dead end repeating everything. the only one i have besides my parents (who i dont really interact much with) and my boyfriend, who as of recently is trying to make a better life for us, sadly that results in him constantly either working or going to school. i dont want to let my mind wander anymore because it always goes back to me being alone. all my artwork has halted, i dont really do my makeup or anything anymore, i dont even really take pictures. i dont feel like myself, i feel trapped in this world, like a caged animal. 


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LordMaverick Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday!
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Sorry for the awfully late thanks~ :(
Thanks for the Favourite~ :tunes:
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Hi! thank you very much for the +fav in my Mikuru Bunny Cosplay :D (Big Grin)

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redkiler Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
10x a million for all the fav's :) Hug 
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Thanx for the fave...
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