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Hi!~ ♥
I know it been a little bit...but I'm feeling a lot better.

*~~~~*

I've been dealing with things a lot differently
and even had to go the extra mile and stop being friends with people who made me feel crappy....AGAIN
I'm even getting ready to open up my own shop (eventually lol)


I wish I could communicate with my friends a lot more to be quite honest, I just don't want to annoy anyone c:


Anyways....
COSPLAY IS ALMOST DONE ♥
and the cons is in april...perfect planning time

:star: wanna see a test photo? you can peek at my personal instagram:


there's some interesting personal life photos there too
like lolita photos, photos from travels and cute stuff I own, etc

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Thinking about reopening commissions
(PAYPAL WISE...)
They won't be expensive but...I'm not going to keep bringing down my prices because people can't afford 5+USD?
how is the expensive...i'll never know
if your interested I'll be making and update to that journal soon...

---

When I'm in a happy mood I usually don't know what to write
but...I started playing a lot of new but stressful video games lately....

LIKE THIS ONE
It's called Omega Quintet *w*

These girls are basically idols and fight monsters called "Beep or in english (Blare)
//and no...They aren't magical girls...they're literally idols who use weapons to fight monster

there's no magical summoning or nothing of the sort
normal girls
being idols
fighting monsters

not magical girls...musical girls lolol :rofl:

the game kind of triggers motion sickness...(for me at least)
but I'm trying to fight through it...because I love those characters and the story so far.

I literally bough this because of the art and the cutesy aesthetic I have to match my personal life and style
here's a photo of these adorable bunch ♥
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I'm sorry for rambling...I'm just feeling better and not sure what to write....
I'll cut it short ^^;
take care guys

thank you for your support c:
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Hey...
A lots actually bothering me.
~~~
1. Working on cosplay stuff...either way I feel inferior, no matter who said I'm doing a good job.
I'm proud of my work even though I'm a beginner with crafting and junk...some people refuse to understand it.


2. I'm not gonna say my art isn't improving but...it's definitely not what everyone likes...
I don't expect recognition: favs, comments, etc
in fact I get none 99.9% of the time, ever since the bad rumor and the bullying from an ex friends and their friends.

:star: Another thing is a particular person CONSTANTLY makes me feel inferior about any and all of my story related work.
Quick to correct me...but has nothing nice to say...why idk?
this is discouraging as heck!
it contributes to why I haven't worked on SM or MS in YEARS

My story should be for me...absolutely!
But it sucks being supportive to people who dust you under the rug.
who takes one look at you work and have nothing but condescending things to say


3. Things just aren't looking bright in general in my personal life either...I'm trying my hardest to fix soooooo many things!
(which is why I'm inactive for the last month or so)
I'm not too bummed out when it comes to personal things because it takes time~



I'm sorry.
I just wanted to let this out a bit
I considered deactivating multiple times because, I feel like all my friends are gone as well.


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Why yes, I am in a giving mood! :giggle:

I've decided to give some of my wonderful friends/web siblings a gift each!~ ♥
I hope you don't mind me being generous.
When will they get done? Who knows...it's a mystery.
What are you getting? that's a surprise~ :happybounce:

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more....may be added!~



My heartfelt thanks!
your kindness is always remembered and treasured ♥
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♥*~~~~~~~~~~~~~*♥

Howdy!~
To make this journal short and to the point... I want to do art trades with people
just to push me to get back into art.
I've been having on and off motivation a lot these past few months... ^^;


♥*~~~~~~~~~~~~~*♥

Anyway, Let's get started!
I'm only accepting "3" art trades at this time
:pencil:Edit: I've open additional spots for very close friends ONLY

:star: Reminder: Chibi For Chibi
:rose: first come first serve
:rose: One trade per person
:rose: Send your references, I will NOT search your gallery...sorry
:rose: I'm not good at furries...only kemonomimis  (Humans with animals ears)


♥*~~~~~~~~~~~~~*♥

1. :iconmissabigailwyatt:
Chibi AT: Raine by MissAbigailWyatt

:iconmiss-gravillian1992: AT: MissAbigailwyatt by Miss-Gravillian1992
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2. :iconmlg-illustrations:

:bulletpink: In Return: Maiden Midori

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3. :iconlapisloli:[AT]Pink sweetheart~ by LapisLoli

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:rose: Special Slots: :rose:

4. :iconanimecolourful:
AT-Momoko by Animecolourful 

:iconmiss-gravillian1992:AT: Animecolourful by Miss-Gravillian1992
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5. :iconfeatheryjustice:
:bulletpink: In Return: Etoile Mink

:iconmiss-gravillian1992:
Fusion Drives: Masahomie by FeatheryJustice(for: masahomie)
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6. :iconjhielin:(AT) Maiden Orenji by Jhielin


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♥ Di Molto Grazie ♥
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Hey guys~
How have you all been?

I've been very quiet
I work as a bank representative now so I'm always tired, especially looking at a computer screen 40 hours a week
^^;

Anyway
I haven't stopped drawing...just haven't been posting them 
(I'm being pretty forgetful)

~~~

Oh also....haha I started cosplaying again
and will be doing that a lot more :giggle: 


too shy too post it
and camera quality is ugh
so click the ink below if you wanna see 

♥ Gravi as Kakyoin ♥
That character is literally me lol

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Despite that
how are you all doing lately?
I miss it here to be honest...
I wish I didn't feel like I don't belong here anymore...


well that's al for now
if you still support my art and as a friends thank you very much
I miss you all
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I'm honestly struggling with anatomy still...
I can't draw what's in my head...because I can't draw...

a bunch of things have been popping up in my head
and I can put pen on tablet, to draw it out

a lot of it is funny!!
stuff me and my friends in my personal life joke about
or stuff I think about when I'm alone seeing funny things online



If any of you could help me with anatomy practice
I would be greatly appreciate it ; - ;



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Trying to get back into my story writing and drawing so I thought it'd be fun to do this for
my main characters
//I may add other characters later

♥*~~~*♥

:iconcuterainbowplz:RULES!~
:iconcuterainbowplz:

1. No inappropriate questions...

2. ONE question per character
:star: Please make sure you write out who the questions for~




♥*~~~*♥



:star::bulletpink: Miyu Sachihana/Maiden Pinku :bulletpink::star:

Q: "Miyu, I understand you have a Pomeranian puppy named Piko. Are Pomeranians your favourite breed of dog?"

A: Hi, MissAbigailWyatt 
Oh!~ Piko is actually a Maltese Puppy! ♥
Poms are one of my favorites, but I perfer a Shiba Inu...but Piko was adopted from an animal shelter (by my dad) when I was in 10th grade. ;v;
*---*
Q:" Miyu: Which lolita style you think would fit you the most?"

A: Hi Hi!, Pikokko
Hmm, Probably Sweet... I usually look at things like that online since I've never been in the big city
to see shops that sell these kind of clothing ♥
It's really far from Iwanabi ; v ;
Hope I can wear a frilly big dress with bunnies and cookies on it one day!


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:star::bulletblue: Chinatsu Nishidakei/Maiden Aoi :bulletblue::star:

Q: "
Chinatsu: Do you read a lot of manga? What genre?"

A:
Good Day, Pikokko
.//v//. I read a few manga, mostly because it's a hobby I did with my brother when he was very young. ♥
My favorite genres are Shoujo, Mahou Shoujo and... Shounen Ai :blush:
I read those in secret! D-Don't tell my parents about my boy love stash!
*---*



:star::bulletgreen: Sasami Hosokawa/Maiden Midori :bulletgreen::star:

Q: 
Sasami: I guess you are the most possible of maidens to have experience in combat.If you do, what technique do you usually use?"

A: What's Up!, Pikokko
Haha! I'm still awakening to my powers just like my friends...But not gonna lie
I am probably the most capable in combat, which can also be a flaw.
I tend to attack without thinking... ^^;
My fist usually does the talking for me..if I can't use magic ♥
I...love using magic to be honest :giggle: 
*---*

:star::bulletred: Tsukimi Kokobunji/Maiden Akai :bulletred::star:

Q: "Tsukimi, what is the most important piece of advice you'd give to someone who wanted to be an idol?"

A: Hello!~ MissAbigailWyatt
To be an idol looks like fun, but it hard work!
long hours of practicing singing and dancing...hmm, the best advice I could give
is doing your best and try to be optimistic! ♥
Idols spread joy and happiness for people going through tough times or just want something fun and catchy to listen too!

I hope my answer is sufficient for you Abby!
*---*
Q: "Tsukimi, What's your favorite part about being an idol?"

A:
Hey!, Animecolourful
Wow, That's hard! :giggle:
I guess I have to say, traveling to new places is one of my favorite parts of being an idol! ♥
*---*
Q: "Do you ever find it difficult to not only balance your idol and your personal life, but also your life as a magical girl?"

A: Hey, suburbantimewaster
Truth be told...yes! ^^;
I have to wake up early on weekdays around 6am, just to make it to school before the bell rings at 8am!
(People usually expect since I'm an idol...I should get taken to school...but all I do is put on a face mask and take the train...no one has noticed yet..thankfully!!)
After school, I usually get escorted to the studio by my manager to practice. Then try to hang with friends, do homework and other recreational things I like.
Being a magical girl adds on to my schedule because it's SO RANDOM!!
I'm waaaaaay too busy...i'm only 17 ; n ;

That was a mouth full, hope it was enough to answer your question!
*---*
Q: "Tsukimi: If you were a fish (or a mermaid) what type of fish you would be?"

A: Hey, Pikokko
Aw, Fishies!!! ♥ That's a good question!
To be honest, I think I'd either be a Moorish Idol or a Clownfish.
they are my favorites salt water fish~ ^v^
*---*



:star::bulletorange: Ai Yukimuri/Maiden Orenji :bulletorange::star:

Q: "
Ai: How did you meet Kaoru?"

A: HEYOOO!, Pikokko
Oopsies...I don't think I'm allowed to say how yet.
It's a spoiler...I'm not even in the story yet ; 0 ;
Mommy, might yell at me...
*---*

Yay!~ ♥
They're ready to answer questions!
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( ̄▽ ̄)/♫•*¨*•.¸¸♪

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLO MY LOVES!


Just a little notice
that'll i'll be more active now~

Been working on SM stuff that'll be posted.
Gonna open Art Trades soon as well
so stay tuned for that!


AND there will be a starlight maidens contest coming up ♥
(ノ>ω<)ノ :。・:*:・゚’★,。・:*:・゚’☆

~~~

ps. I didn't forget about commission...you'll get them ^^;


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Good evening everyone.
Sorry I haven't been on much again... ^^;

To keep the journal short I just wanted to say 
I'm preparing for oral surgery in the morning

Basically I getting all 4 of my wisdom teeth pull
ouch...
I'm gonna be put to sleep while they work on it...my anxiety has been kicking my butt because I'm nervous
I probably won't be able to sleep well tonight; ^ ;


Just wish me luck ♥


Anything I owe....will have to wait until i'm partially recovered
:star:(being able to stand, walk and sit up on my own)


Well, that's all folks
Thanks for reading ♥



-Gravi ♥

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literally me going to the office tommorrow~ haha.
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Hi guys!~
I'm back!!!! :happybounce:

I've been working at my new job and dealing with other things as of late but it feels good to come back and get back into drawing! I'm also having problem with my wisdom tooth on the right side of my mouth ; ^ ;
Most likely...I could need oral surgery to get it extracted x - x
it's literally so painful that if I wasn't taking the medication and antibiotics for it...I'd be crying like an infant! I cann't make up this pain...it's bad. (Apparently my lower jaw is possibly crowded...)

ANYWAY


(outside my gums being in pain...because wisdom teeth wanna grow in wrong)



The truth is I haven't drawn in weeks so i'm probably a little rusty... ^^;
.....
....

HEY! Maybe you guys can help me out~


I wanna draw something~
I'll start with portraits to get me in the swing of things again.


:star: I'll accept "3" request :star:

:bulletpink: Only ocs
:bulletorange: no furries....only kemonomimis
:bulletpink: first come first serve.
:bulletorange: send reference...I cannot stress this enough
:bulletpink: NO FETISH DESIGNED CHARACTERS
♥*~~~~*♥


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:iconcuterainbowplz: :iconrisingsunyamamoto98:  - Party Girl Vivallia 2 years later by RisingSunYamamoto98




Tbh... I'm Doremi when I draw for the first time in forever lol ♥
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No need to be alarmed...
needed sometime to get myself together so I kinda left...

I was not in my right mind, forgive me

I'm doing a lot better
sorry...
Just trying to get level headed again
it's been hard...




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Hi!~ ♥
Some of my prices have changed~


Star! What I will do!;
Bullet; Green Girls and Guys
Bullet; Green Children
Bullet; Green Kemonomimis (character with animal ears)
Bullet; Green Light gore (bloody clothes and stuff like that nothing too scary)


Star! What I will NOT do!;
Bullet; Red My Little pony
Bullet; Red Furries/Fursonas (not really good at that)
Bullet; Red Hentai (18+) 
Bullet; Red Fetish stuff... ex: Passing Gas , Vore, feet (you get it...)
Bullet; Red Fanart (as in from animes/manga/video games/tv shows..ect)

RULES!
1. DO NOT rush me...(personal life...I have this)
2. One per customer!
3. Send references, I can't draw with one
I'm not going to search your gallery...i'm sorry

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40 :points:
:bulletyellow: Simple Background: (FREE)
:bulletorange: Complex Background: 5 :points: extra




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Commission: Evvervescent (2/2) by Miss-Gravillian1992 Commission: Liliire (2/2) by Miss-Gravillian1992

15 :points:




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Commission: Magedusted by Miss-Gravillian1992 Commissions: Magical-Mama by Miss-Gravillian1992

30 :points:
:bulletyellow: Simple Background: (FREE)
:bulletorange: Complex Background: 5 :points: extra



More to come!~ :music:
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1. :iconevvervescent: - (cds) 
2. :iconarch-guardian-angel: - (chibi) 
3.
4.
5.
6.




:giggle: Thank you for your business! :giggle:

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Uh... Hi ♥
I'm Gravi, you heaven't heard from me in 100 years

I missed everyone...who is active...
this place is a ghost town.
~~~

I'm clean out a few pieces of old art from Starlight Maidens
and editing parts of the story because my thought process is a lot better...
I've been also working on Vol.6 
Yeah I know, it's been at least two years...
I'm in a slump with Magical Sweets but eventually I'll break out of it! :giggle:

I hope all is well with you guys~
Y'know you guys can contact me on skype if i'm not on deviantART

(I'll :note: you, if you want to exchange)

~~~

:star: I'll be starting a lot of things back up...like NOW!
I hope you'll continue to push and support me through this...
I appreciate your kindness for these past years! ♥

I'm glad some of you are still quite close to me
and that gives me every reason to smile and continue doing art!

happy smiley sparkly sparkle!~
~~~

OH!


Btw...Does anyone want one for their fan character?
(I'm adding more to this..idk why I uploaded them half done...)
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Tsukimi's Starlight Transfiguration by Miss-Gravillian1992 Ai's Starlight Transfiguration by Miss-Gravillian1992


*♥*♥*♥*
Just remind me who:

1. your character's name: (civilian full name and maiden color)
2. School they attend

I'll provide the rest~



Thanks for reading~
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CUZ' I'M LAZY AS HECK! lol
Hi guys!!

What's going with everyone? :heart:
I've been pretty lazy recently and haven't had motivation to draw
because of what's going on with me mentally

I need to work on that c:

I'll also be trying to post more art!
and reply to those I didn't reply too ♥
~~~~

Spring is coming and today is 75 degrees~
so I'm pretty happy and feeling more optimist than I have.
A lot has gone on but it's getting much better!

:star: If you're in the Philadelphia area, I suggest if you like anime conventions and maid cafes you should be heading to
Philly comics and cosplay day on March 19th, 2016

ANNNND Zenkaicon April 1st, 2nd and 3rd, 2016

I'll be there working and stuff .//v//.
and I'd like to see some of my dA friends appear 
at events I work!

here's our advertisement~

excuse me for my mini derpiness 
(This was recording during our sailor moon theme and I was Usagi)
and I was trying to get back to my table and clean and serve customers X'D


well that's all for now
I miss you guys! ;//v//;




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I've been writing a lot of journals back to back recently.
forgive me.

I'm caught in a rut and hatred of my own work...
As you all know...(maybe you don't...) that I have two stories;

Starlight Maidens and Magical Sweets
to keep this short...I have being losing feelings for my stories.
No matter what I change or make better
the time and effort I put into everything seems meaningless recently.

~~~
Seeing everyone else's stuff...

Written Story: Don't get me started, much better grammar, outlining...you name it.

Comic/Manga: Dare I say how perfect and HD most of them look
almost like the real deal...

~~~

Vol. 6 of Starlight Maidens has been sitting in my sta.sh since November 2014...
I'm highly ashamed of myself, it's January 21st of 2016
A lot has happened in the mix too, that's also one of the causes of the set back.

I lay in my bed, night after night wondering if my efforts
are meaningful for my story...it's a lot.

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:star: Optimism won't let me quit them and
Pessimism won't let work on them...
it's a never ending battle with myself and my work.

I also make them for the enjoyment of others but...
that's not working to well and I guess that's okay too.
It's like i'm waving a flyer and expecting people to take interest!
nobody ever takes flyers...

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As of now...I'm not sure what to do with my work.
I put so much effort into my art and stories
and something ends up being wrong...no matter what I fix!

I went back a started editing the chapters with better dialogue and i'm pretty proud
of the new wording.(still in process of editing Vol. 2 & 3 of SM)
I don't really know what to do...


Ugh, I hate that I can't be more confident in my stories!
I read everyone elses and I'm sitting here like:
"you're stories are garbage Tiff...why bother?"


I know I shouldn't be thinking like this but
i'm my own biggest critic...maybe sleep will change my thought process(?)
I'm stuck as hell but I guess I'll dig myself out eventually




This gif of Shikamaru is perfectly accurate to how I've been so far
trying to work...
I'm beat...


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No offense...
but if I stop talking to to on dA, that means you in the red zone.

I really don't know who to trust anymore on this site...
For you to say you're my friend and be friends with
people who have done me dirty, lied, stole from me and made me out to be a bad guy;
I can't really consider you my friend.

That i'm gonna play neutral stuff don't fly with me anymore!
Especially if you know these people/person has done terrible things to me, others and

EVEN TO YOU!



No sir...
you, yourself know the person is bad news
but continue to associate yourself with them???????????
That makes you look like a minion of theirs.

please...if your friends with enemies
don't call me your friend
all I've gotten is my feelings hurts and almost "hurt myself"
I don't wanna go through that again!
so now is the time for your to cut your friendship with me if you're going befriend
people who are manipulative, deceiving and thieves 

honestly...i'd knock you all the hell out
in real life
for befriending anybody like that



I refused to be used and lied to again!
you have no idea what stuff like this did to my health... 


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Good evening.
To keep it short and sweet, I am getting a lot better!
things have changed and I hope it stay as calm and relaxing as it has been.

I'm been reading but haven't replied to anyone
Thank you for checking up on me and stuff. ♥

I'm working on art but I won't be posting any yet ;v;

:star: coming back to dA, yet?

I could, but i'll wait a little while longer
i'm working on raffle prizes and stuff and my own work for now
you'll hear from me again...I'll probably be back officially, this weekend

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That's all folks ♥
love youuuu~
xoxo



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I'm sorry to announce that I'll be taking another hiatus...
I'm actually spiritually drained and lost motivation again for art...

I'm also trying to face my own demons and fight them off once and for all!
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As for any art I owe anyone
I'll get to it soon as I can...I never go back on my word.


Hope all is well and happy with you guys...
I care a lot about others, more than I do for myself
I'm very loving and give as much love as I can.


but who's going to love me?
I have to love myself, if no one else will...

I just need to sort out this sanity issues I have
and make myself happy

I got a text earlier today and it made me cry
because I was told that they care about me and my mental health and would be devastated if I lost sanity
and took my life...
she's a kid...a very good one and I'm happy to call that little girl
my sister.

I have to fight these monsters off so I don't have to worry
anyone who cares for me
and I have to do it for myself

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Don't hate me guys...
I'll be back soon :heart:


Love you all, from the very bottom of my heart.


-Gravi
xoxo

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Guess who back?
Haha....yeah
Not that many of your cared....lol
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It's a new year
and I'm putting my foot down~

:star: I'm gonna try to get so much FREAKING WORK DONE IN 2016
:party::party::party::party:

I also have zero tolerance for assholes now
You guys know how forgiving I am...but i'm 23 years old and i'm so
sick and tired of people using my kindness as weakness!

So if you did me wrong last year
and haven't apologized for the shit you did to me
Don't expect me to fucking nice to you

YOU GET WHAT YOU DESERVED!

:tea:
*tea sipping intensified*

Half of you are soooooo fucking salty, it's not even funny!
I'm still the problem to some people but every time I look up:

they got something similar to my stuff in their gallery or visit my dA page almost daily 



If i'm the problem stop
that's fine, but stop stalking my page to keep tabs on me
the fuck you think this is

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I also apologize for using curse worse in my writing, but I use these words when I have to get how I really feel out...
and honestly I feel like some people have used me as a human stepping stone!
that's not right...and I've been so good to a lot of fucking people on this god forsaken website

:star: As of today, 1/2/16
I'm not putting up with nobodies madness anymore!
I really need peace in my life as much as I pray to god for it!
So be warned, if you fuck me over this year...THAT'S IT
I'm done with you on the nose....
try me if ya like c: ♥


I'll still be trying to get better at my art and STILLLLL look beautiful while doing it :rose:





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So rant over...
stay tune for my 2016 art raffle! ♥
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