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Birthday Wishes
Age is but a number, but
Oh that number grows
Each year brings its own stress and peace
Its own joys and woes
I know the dark can sometimes seem
Oppressive in its weight
But we need its contrast with the light
To help appreciate
The subtle balance in this life,
The things that make it great
I hope for every tear this year
A laugh is shared as well
For every trial that wearies you
Another fear you quell and
I hope you welcome someone new
For every fond farewell
Here's to you, my friend
I hope this day you savor
And let the balance of the world
Be forever in your favor
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Literature
Manic
Twisted nights and
Starry breaths
Alight from
Memories
Hard as bone
Those ardent sighs and
Thorny eyes are
All I've ever known
Do not take me to the ball
I haven't got a dress
Besides
The hats and fans all know
My
Garden is a
Mess
I do not think that's a good idea
Said the lady to the knight
Your horse is faster than your sqire
And besides
He's far too light
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Literature
Vow
Every day with you, my love
I chase the fleet moments of happiness
A drop of warmth in a dark pool
Your voice, your smile
Like the strike of a hammer on a string
Resonating in my heart as a song of content
The little moments make me happy the most
A perfect life is not worth living
I am striving to always be my best for you
To improve and be happy
To make you proud
Every song and dance is a step closer to
Moving in time with each other
Every kiss a step closer to
Saying "I do"
You make my heart light
You make my life bright
Every moment with you is a mote more alive
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Literature
Travesty
"What a travesty." she says
With a pen in her hand
Her lips and words
Somehow out of time
The warmth that I feel doesn't match the
Cold words
And my heart loses its
Piece of mind
Her kindness confounds me
As words take their journey
From her mind straight through
To my core
A part of me wonders how
I can still feel so lonely
As I sit 'cross the table
From her
The ones that are near me are
Part of the scen'ry as
She stands and
Walks to sit by my side
As her hands clasp my own
Her lips move untimely
And I hear
"You're so brave
Don't be shy"
My lips rush to find hers
But she doesn't linger
And I open my eyes to her
Wry little smile
As she sits 'cross the table
Face still like marble
And the pen shattered to splinters
In a fist bleeding white
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Literature
Happiness
A cloud sits perched on a prism of light and
My whole world tilts as I stand
The closer I look at this
Mirrorball majesty
The harder it is to comprehend
Eyes closed, light continues to
Shift on my lids
Pops of yellow and white and bright pink
As I shake my stiff limbs and
Try to focus on the shapes
They scuttle away as
Crabs shy from a wave
While I wake this dream light
Flits and flutters its way
Through the cracks of my
Frail sanity
The warmth it creates as it
Batters my face
Seems a moon and a half song away
In my dreams and my life
It is beautiful, yes
Surely and painfully so
But I hold my head high and
Still look at the light
For a light that is harsh
Is still light nonetheless
And it causes my pale heart to grow
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Literature
In Coherent
simple lies and
travesties
this wall built round your heart
a bit of trust and
shoelaces
try my
wilting heart
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Literature
These Words Mean So Little
these words mean so little
compared to what
i can see in your eyes
when your lips form that
shallow grin
and your foot taps a rhythm
in my head
this lilting music
comforts me
in ways I can't explain
and your voice has tender qualities
I just can't help
refrain
it's the little things that
just
drive me crazy
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Literature
Tapping
tapping
tapping
breaking down
I'm trying not to stare
is this really over now
or is there something there?
I know that wanting you like this
is really just self harming
I try to tell myself
I hate you
but
that cocky grin is just so --
disarming
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Literature
In the Quiet Times of Life
in the quiet times of life
I slowly find myself
turning desperation
into
de-aspiration
breath out
I tell myself
just breath it out
I'm just trying not to fall
pulling myself up
by the hand-holds
of my aspirations
my wants and --
and dreams
for myself
myself and no one else
but it's hard
and it's hard
trying to find a place
between
romanticism and
perspiration
somewhere safe and
somewhere sane but
never stable
the place in our
minds where
lust and
passion and
friendship become
love
love
that thought
that place which is
as transparent
and
as elusive as
a ragged breath
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Literature
Loneliness His Heart Doth Break
Loneliness his heart doth break
and gingerly uncoils
the fear I harbored in my heart
and love blooms from his toils
His hands I feel upon my waist
when passion's words I read
and elegantly posed he breaths
the words he knows I need
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Galaktion the Kraken by Mishomishi Galaktion the Kraken :iconmishomishi:Mishomishi 1 2
Literature
Possesion
Sometimes the stillest moments in life make me
Think the most
My mind seems to push away the
Questioning feelings when I am most busy
But
I could fill a thousand pages with the
Words that end up on the tip of my tongue
Every time I look at you
I feel that you
Should know
When I'm around you
I feel like a fool
Like everything I do
I say
It's just wrong
But I just want to make you mine
Steal you
Mark you
So that you can
Never
Belong to anyone else
So that
It's never the same
I just want to make you mine
Toungue and lips
Ears and neck
And that gorgeous body
All mine
Always
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Literature
That Girl
So many years spent
from the outside
looking in
wondering if you
ever wonder
about me
I'll never be a model
I always hoped that was okay
maybe not
You should know that you were
the first girl to ever
steal my heart
And perhaps in a way you
still have a little
part of it
And maybe if I hadn't taken so long to talk to you
you might believe me when I say
I think I love you
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Literature
My Romeo
You're really too good for me
I think we both know that
If I'm honest
you're too a lot of things for me
But still, your dorky laugh makes me smile
And when I'm around you
I know I'd do anything to hear it
Look
Okay
You're a
Blue eyed
Brown haired
Nightmare with wings
And everytime I see pictures of you and her
I could just scream
So turn that crooked smile this way
And let a girl who won't waste your time
Make your day
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Literature
Finally
Happiness is a blue string
Tying me down to you
To this world of
Loving thoughts and
everything-makes-sense.
Stability is that crooked smile
That seems to just fit so well
On a face that
So often holds
A pensive frown.
Hope is that funny little
Feeling you get
When the world stops around you
And the only thing you notice
Is the rushing whir of a fan
And the soft brush of his fingers over yours.
And after so very long
I am just so happy that
This is starting to feel real.
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Literature
Love is No Storybook
Does love, like a silken petal soft with dew,
float on perfumed winds to exotic shores?
Does it bat its virginal eyes at some
soft-spoken suitor with perfectly wavy brown hair?
No.
Love hides in coffee mugs,
drowning in the dregs of a
wasted afternoon.
It finds its way into the hearts of people who
never wanted it, never needed it, but
by god did it need them.
It folds itself into little notes left
stuffed under the door by the guy in 2B.
It implants itself into the minds of teenagers who are
cursed to be told that they don't understand it,
they're not old enough.
But perhaps they had it right all along.
Love is not ashamed to show itself in the shadiest of places.
It is not worried about what its parents will think.
And it is certainly not afraid to stand up for what it knows its right,
even if it isn't.
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Favourites

Literature
untitled
all these books
 I brought to read
   lying useless
     in a pile
       beside your hair
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Literature
confessions in a crowded place
i. When I was with you
I could not write about
love in any tense.
ii. I'm a mess
because of you.
iii. Somedays I think that
I don't remember how
your smile tilted
slightly to the right.
iv. There are more days
when I wish I could forget.
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so.. by Bassiya so.. :iconbassiya:Bassiya 83 30
Literature
A Long Night
how nice would death be
       ...her kiss so sweet
a tingle on my neck,
   cold blade along my spine
       she whisper's softly...
the rise and fall of her breath
   teasing, teasing
       generations gone by under her blade
           yet I remain...
   head on a block, a book
       as I lay in the library.
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Literature
Wall inside.
Too many people,
 cluttering this place
              this space.
Too many people,
 erasing the time
  the moments that make up
   experience.
It hurts to see them
 bleeding out
  the tears of others drowning them out
   not able to save them from themselves.
To comfort them past this human barrier
 impossible for me
               for me.
Unacceptable in my mind to cry and
 leave myself vulnerable
  again a stone inside.
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Literature
Sometimes I just want to cry
Self Worth,
sitting here looking in a mirror, only to see beyond.
looking through into other peoples lives
comparing part by part,
seeing each flaw as they appear,
piece by piece proved imperfect.
and what is left but an existance left wanting
seeing yourself summed and surpassed,
looking into that mirror and seeing happy people living normal lives
looking into that mirror and seeing happy people without you
looking into that mirror and seeing yourself alone and in the wrong
What is it to be polite, what is it to be "nice"
When did kind words turn into burning insults and kids learn how to curse with ease
When did schools become a brothel and an illicit market for devotion and addiction
The world is not a kind place, it is anything but
It works you, builds you up only to throw you down
It spins you around, leading you astray
Who are you, there in the mirror
who are you, but a shadow of me
looking, judging, seeing all that is wrong
not wrong, but not right
how can you love yourself if y
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Literature
Operator
Your brother is a formidable figure.
Every time he faltered on the roof, so quickly it was practically impossible to notice, you hoped it would give you the advantage. Let you be the big man for once. All those notes stuck up to the fridge with banana and smiley face magnets would burn, useless. He would be nothing with his beartrap mouth and drawl that you only hear in old movies and his stupid fast fingers that render, destroy, render, destroy, strangle, prod, deep and hard, like a sewing needle.
You try to mimic him in every way. For a while you worshipped him, begged whatever God there was out there that someday you could be as cool, as capable, as strong. But you knew it would never happen. Genetics never really translated as well in those cases.
Sometimes he is the topic of discussion between your hand and your crotch.
That's something he'll never know about, even if the occasion comes upon that he would see you engaging in such an act, which you do when you are certain he is asl
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Age is but a number, but
Oh that number grows
Each year brings its own stress and peace
Its own joys and woes

I know the dark can sometimes seem
Oppressive in its weight
But we need its contrast with the light
To help appreciate
The subtle balance in this life,
The things that make it great

I hope for every tear this year
A laugh is shared as well
For every trial that wearies you
Another fear you quell and
I hope you welcome someone new
For every fond farewell

Here's to you, my friend
I hope this day you savor
And let the balance of the world
Be forever in your favor
Twisted nights and
Starry breaths
Alight from
Memories
Hard as bone

Those ardent sighs and
Thorny eyes are
All I've ever known

Do not take me to the ball
I haven't got a dress
Besides
The hats and fans all know
My
Garden is a
Mess

I do not think that's a good idea
Said the lady to the knight
Your horse is faster than your sqire
And besides
He's far too light
Every day with you, my love
I chase the fleet moments of happiness
A drop of warmth in a dark pool

Your voice, your smile
Like the strike of a hammer on a string
Resonating in my heart as a song of content

The little moments make me happy the most
A perfect life is not worth living
I am striving to always be my best for you
To improve and be happy
To make you proud

Every song and dance is a step closer to
Moving in time with each other
Every kiss a step closer to
Saying "I do"

You make my heart light
You make my life bright
Every moment with you is a mote more alive
"What a travesty." she says
With a pen in her hand
Her lips and words
Somehow out of time
The warmth that I feel doesn't match the
Cold words
And my heart loses its
Piece of mind

Her kindness confounds me
As words take their journey
From her mind straight through
To my core
A part of me wonders how
I can still feel so lonely
As I sit 'cross the table
From her

The ones that are near me are
Part of the scen'ry as
She stands and
Walks to sit by my side
As her hands clasp my own
Her lips move untimely
And I hear
"You're so brave
Don't be shy"

My lips rush to find hers
But she doesn't linger
And I open my eyes to her
Wry little smile
As she sits 'cross the table
Face still like marble
And the pen shattered to splinters
In a fist bleeding white
A cloud sits perched on a prism of light and
My whole world tilts as I stand
The closer I look at this
Mirrorball majesty
The harder it is to comprehend

Eyes closed, light continues to
Shift on my lids
Pops of yellow and white and bright pink
As I shake my stiff limbs and
Try to focus on the shapes
They scuttle away as
Crabs shy from a wave

While I wake this dream light
Flits and flutters its way
Through the cracks of my
Frail sanity
The warmth it creates as it
Batters my face
Seems a moon and a half song away

In my dreams and my life
It is beautiful, yes
Surely and painfully so
But I hold my head high and
Still look at the light
For a light that is harsh
Is still light nonetheless
And it causes my pale heart to grow

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seaboundstars Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2014
Thank you. xox
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TwistedAxels Featured By Owner May 3, 2013
thanks for the favs =p
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Welcome to :iconrussia-x-sweden:
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*can stalk you on DeviantArt now!*

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... fine I won't, but I will post here. :c
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Mishomishi Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2011
Omg, why? T.T

Nah, I'm just kidding Feliks. lol.

Hi~
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Because Po loves you. ouo
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And Francis loves you too. lol
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thank you for the fave =)
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You're very welcome. =]
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