I know I hear from friends in private and on instagrahm about my art, but I have been here on DA for a very long time.
Most of the time I am used to being ignored. One reason why I stopped writing these journals. Only noticing from the lack of comments & while this is not why I post art, yet some feedback does help me to improve, yet like the title reads above, does anybody even look at my art anymore?
I am beginning to wonder if it's even worth staying here on da?
Yesterday was the calling hours for my Dad.
Earlier last week my Father died in his sleep. My big sister was by his side when it happened. She says his breathing changed then he was gone. Today I will be attending my Father's funeral & I have a speech written for him. Little nervous about it because I always get nervous speaking in front of an audience, but I have promised my Father I am not giving up. I am not giving up on writing or my art because my Father would not want me to give up. In a way I look at it as if we are both a new journey now. My Father's journey has already started on the other side in Heaven.(He's with my Mother aga
I just left facebook maybe for good this time & I have no real urge to return to you tube now day. Why?
I see people for who they are free. A friend on facebook accused me of demanding attention when i said that 2 hours later I see people still ignore me. I said that because that's how it felt. Here was my day today. I get up very early, I help my Dad (who's fighting cancer) gt dressed which I am not used too yet. I join him at the hospital to help drive him in a wheelchair & I come up totally drained & find a message like that waiting for me on facebook. I had just left a u.f.o. group(one where they are not welcoming me back yet