Steps too FarI must admit that I'm looking at the same image for quite some time. And after a long time for the first time I do not know what I see. All signs are vague, can' feel the certainty of the next logical move. Time has come when silence is too loud, and the light symbolizes the confusion, rather than salvation. You become lost when you have too little or too many options. I can't say which lie I want to believe anymore. Each new step becomes a step too far. The worse I get, the better I feel. The perfect linearity of restless uncertainty. Waiting with the knowledge that you are getting nowhere in a hurry, it is so perfectly absurd.
It is ridiculous how much we try to simplify the way in which we tend to understand the world around us. People may have a perception of me, and that perception will be be so different but probably equally accurate as my perception of myself. The truth will remain on the margin, and wrongly perceived person probably will never exist. But t
In The Air TonightHere it is ... in the air tonight ...
... Smell, that only I can feel
... Picture, that only I can see
... Story, that even I can't understand
Just a thought on that dark shore. Oh, what a curse is to love alone.
I can feel it coming in the air tonight, Oh Lord
I've been waiting for this moment, all my life, Oh Lord
Can you feel it coming in the air tonight? Oh Lord, Oh Lord
How come the only one thing expected whole life just turned into dust relentlessly swept by the wind of life? I see no reason ... They say that everyone deserves a second chance. How come I haven't got any yet? If I could change everything, forget everything, if only I could.. Forget that smell, that picture, the damn story that does not lead anywhere. If I had for once closed my eyes and turned away. Now I wouldn't have to be here. Maybe I sound like all that is not worth it. It is worth, is pointless to even talk about it. But it seems like some petty thief with a lever is trying to get into the most heavily guar
Perseverance"Blue sky to forever,
The green grass blows in the wind, dancing
It would be much better sight with you, with me..."
Sometimes I wish I'm in some other world, out there, far among the stars. Somewhere where I got another pair of cards. The place where the air is fresh, sky is blue, and the only sound is the one that you hear when the blowing wind messes your hair. Right there, on some meadow filled with Sun's warm rays, on some planet far away. There are my thoughts. Flower of Life that grows within us is in full blossom only when we aren't alone. Celestial hights are waiting for our eternal hug, so many eyes are discomfortly staring at us, so many ears want to know what is happening. But in spite everything, we are alone. It looks like it is the reason why we are born. Though we are only two drops in a great lake, without us, many would be thirsty. Our destiny waits somewhere in endless Valley of Eternity...
...the only question seems to be, how to get there?
Is the key really within