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hey so this is gonna be a little serious and i'll be mentioning some shit about mental illness so if you don't wanna deal with that/don't care (i dont blame u lmao) then please don't read this
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i havent really been making any kind of progress in my digital art since like a year after i started proper, despite practicing almost every week and trying different techniques etc.

i know i dont rly post anything but it's exactly because of what i just mentioned rly. i cant make progress and im embarrassed to post because showing the public that i haven't, nor will i make any kind of tangible improvement, is really humiliating and i dont think i can face that
ergo, i dont think i'll really be on here much any more.

i hate my art and i haven't enjoyed drawing in a very long time, whether that's due to depression or just my own lack of talent, idk, idc. sorry if anyone's disappointed by this, i just... dont see a point to keep practicing when i just cannot improve no matter how hard i work.

i'm probably gonna turn my main focus back to writing, which is something i can do, i enjoy, and i can see improvement in my work over the past months, let alone years. god knows how long that will last, but. eh. while it lasts.

i also kind of want to say goodbye for a little while because my illness is getting really bad again and as much as i want to believe that i can force my way out like last time, i'm not entirely certain. life is just incredibly dull for me at the moment and i can't really feel a lot except for fear and hurt, general discomfort. nasty feelings, whatever. i never really saw myself getting past the age that i am now when i was in my deepest depression, and i'm petrified of life right now, because i'm having to mature much faster than i'm ready to and i have no plan because i never thought i would need one. i'm very grateful for the people who have supported me here, and i feel dreadful just standing up and leaving, but at the moment i'm in a really critical condition and i don't want to make anybody feel responsible for me, nor do i want to cause damage

it's hard saying this out loud (if you can refer to it like that?), especially to a load of people who i suspect aren't particularly bothered about this - not that i force any blame or resent for that, i understand. it's really difficult admitting that your problem is this bad, that there's this kind of... expiry date? if you will? on your life, and that you feel like you're nearing it. i'm not really sure what's gonna happen. i don't really want to think about it either.

anyways, thanks for reading, assuming you didn't just skip ahead to the end. if you want to talk, you can reach me on my instagram (mimikyuutie.art) because the dm system on here is hellish. thanks for your support.

xoxo vi 

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