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  • Listening to: TV n office annoying conversations
  • Reading: whatever is necessary/ whatever I can
  • Watching: my dumb office PC screen
  • Playing: with my life
  • Eating: whatever I can
  • Drinking: plain water
    I feel like a failure (I could barely find how to even spell "failure", that's how messed up I feel - I say "I FEEL", because that might not be what I actually am - just that today everything has gotten to me).

    I think my cup is empty (it spilled Sunday, when my parents messed up my program by coming home waaay earlier than they initially said, it was my dad's birthday and I barely had time to tidy a bit around the house, not to mention go out and buy some sparkling wine and a cake like my mom asked me the previous day -  they went to the seaside on a half business - half pleasure trip for my dad, which they didn't actually enjoy - no wonder, as long as they went there with a bunch of geezers the granma and granpa's age).

    My co-workers' ringtones annoy me whenever they get a phone call, I enjoyed them at first, but hearing them everyday, tens of times a day, for almost the whole past year it's taken its toll on me.

... Meanwhile...

I'm back to feeling pissed off for some reason.
  • Listening to: anime sound tracks
  • Reading: for exams, again
  • Watching: Boruto n cracks
  • Playing: dead, though i'm still breathing
  • Eating: my brains with a spoon
  • Drinking: bloooood!
I finally found a job in HR at the main railway station. I hate it cause it's a big waste of my time and the people there are old fashioned and mentally and/or culturally limited, but I do have a pretty good salary and I can get free time as I please, so to say, (it's not that easy). Right now I took a month off for my exams, but that also means I don't get paid, but at least I get to keep the job (which I get it's a big deal). I just wished it were a more friendly environment (without so often fights, gossips and sneering among co-workers), I just don't want to get involved at all if possible. Also I wish they'd just let me study when they don't give me any work, they just expect me to stare at the screen for 8 hours even though I don't have anything to do at times (or to go shopping like some of my co-workers, and then showing off whatever bullshit clothes, bags and shoes they bought... so stupid. bleh!), I'd prefer to read during that time, cause at home I'm mainly watching movies and anime (TEMPTATIOOOON! OH,NOOOO!...but I like it). People in this country seem to be allergic to books and knowledge in general, all they ever think about is food, clothing and fucking, no wonder they are taken advantege of by politicians and we get to have such a bad reputation outside the country. But as I said before, I don't like politics and I don't want to comment any further.

And yeah, I'm a university freshman again. Right now I'm studying Foreign Languages and Literatures, English and Chinese to be exact. I initially wanted to apply for Japanese, but there were no more places in that class at this university and the state university is kinda hard to enter without a proper preparation before hand, and I just finished my Master Courses the same year and barely even had time to decide. Though I've been meaning to study languages ever since starting the Master on School Counseling and Career Development. I remember jockingly telling a colleague of mine back then that I'm studying Chinese, and right now I'm actually doing so. Funny how life is, huh?! But I haven't given up on Japanese either, just that it's kind of hard to do them both at the same time, when you have so many other things to do as well. I also hope that in the near future I would start a manga drawing course or any kind of drawing course actually, cause I haven't given up on this dream either.

Overall my life's pretty messed up (but whose isn't, is it?). I am in therapy so I can solve it, and I highly recommend it to others too. My main current problems stems from my relations with my toxic parents and other relatives, especially on my mother's side, cause that is where I grew up. It's not something that concerning to others, it's nothing of the physical kind, but more some kind of mental torture and emotional extortion, but I also need to mention that this has deep roots in our culture as well (cause here kids are expected to care for their elders as well as for the family they form and to still listen to their parents and grandparents until the later die, about almost everything). As a matter of fact I'm 28 and I still live with my parents and they keep pressuing me to get married and make them grandchildren, all while I have gender identy and sexual orientaions doubts (that's why I'd say I'm pangender and pansexual), but I can't talk to my homophobic family about such a thing. All I can do is tolerate theirs snide remarks and comments on the topic and me not having a boyfriend, ever. At least I have my two furballs that love me, Andy (7 months y.o. dark ash british short hair) and Lexy (6 months y.o. milk n chocolate scottish fold straight eared), and I love them too, a lot. They've both had some health problems since I've, actually we've got them (cause we took Andy to keep company to my just retired father and then Lexy to keep company to Andy in case my dad does get another job), now she seems all better, he still has to wear that cone around his neck and needs his ears cleaned regularly. The problem with her is that she seems not to sleep enough for a cat, he's a heavy sleeper, so to say, he actually sleeps soo deeply cause I noticed that he gets startled at times when we wake him to be taken to the doctor, while she wakes up at any slight change or wind. She was a handful to deal with at the beginning, very much like with an abused child. We got her from some really mean people that didn't care about them at all. All those wanted were the money, they would bread pure bloods and take the babies too early from their mothers and keep them in some kind of barn I guess somewhere in Ukraine, and from there ship a couple of dozen in Pitești and from there sell them throughout Romania. Thank got they got caught by authorities, at least in our country. Many kitten would die in the first week that the owner would take them in cause of the respiratory infection they had. Even in Lexy's case doctors were sceptic, yet we insisted and finally found a clinic where the doctor's cured her, and saved her sight as well.

Guess, this is enough for now, I'm kind of running out of time. I need to go take a bath (CAUSE I SWEAT LIKE A PIG AND I STICK!) (SMTH.'S WRONG WITH MY CAPS LOCK, FIRST IT DIDN'T TURN ON, NOW IT DOESN'T TURN OFF). Guess I need to hit it several repeated times. (Hope it's not cause Andy likes sleeping on my laptop and drawing pad). He also likes chewing on cables, they both do. And not just cables... Love them still! Also need to keep tidy around my room so my mom won't chew me up, cause tomorrow a couple of guys will come to put some kind of bars and nets round the windows so we can keep the windows open in the Summer without concern that the little guys might fall from the 4th floor.

Now I really need to go. My dad came back. I need to run, or he'll chew me on wasting time instead of studying and/or earning my income. Bye! Best of wishes.

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i'm sincerely sorry for those of you who actually liked my removed deviations. i've choose to do so in order to refresh my image. nothing much for now...
  • Listening to: TV n office annoying conversations
  • Reading: whatever is necessary/ whatever I can
  • Watching: my dumb office PC screen
  • Playing: with my life
  • Eating: whatever I can
  • Drinking: plain water
    I feel like a failure (I could barely find how to even spell "failure", that's how messed up I feel - I say "I FEEL", because that might not be what I actually am - just that today everything has gotten to me).

    I think my cup is empty (it spilled Sunday, when my parents messed up my program by coming home waaay earlier than they initially said, it was my dad's birthday and I barely had time to tidy a bit around the house, not to mention go out and buy some sparkling wine and a cake like my mom asked me the previous day -  they went to the seaside on a half business - half pleasure trip for my dad, which they didn't actually enjoy - no wonder, as long as they went there with a bunch of geezers the granma and granpa's age).

    My co-workers' ringtones annoy me whenever they get a phone call, I enjoyed them at first, but hearing them everyday, tens of times a day, for almost the whole past year it's taken its toll on me.

... Meanwhile...

I'm back to feeling pissed off for some reason.

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Irbisty Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the watch. I appreciate it Retsuko [2] Have a hug! *Free Icon/Emote* Pusheen (So exciting!) 
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Hisekii Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2017  Student Digital Artist
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pinkythepink Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2017  Professional Artisan Crafter
:love: Thank you for the favorites, it really means ever so much to me that you enjoy my artwork! I invite you to add me to your watch so that you can see all the future beaded and stitched pieces I have planned! :blowkiss: Just think of the sparkles... :squee:
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ramatto Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2017
Thanks a bunch for the watch :heart:
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Atelierdereve Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2017   Traditional Artist
Thank you for the many favs, I feel so happy now ! :) :hug:
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Myria-Moon Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Sorry for the late my friend , much love !!!

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Alexaphyr Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2017  Professional General Artist
Hey! Good to see you around again! :)
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samugtr Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2017
Ciao!
Many many thanks for all the support!
Really happy you like my pics!
Thank you!!
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HolyBlackEyes Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
*blackflips into your comments section* 
HI THERE!! B-)
i'm completely late with this (typical) but i just want to let you know that i greatly appreciate you stopping in and faving my work!! :love:
i hope your day is completely amazing, so amazing that your face melts. not a whole lot, just a little bit. :la:

xxx finn :happybounce:
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SIDFan1 Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fav!
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