Hello, Some recent events that unfolded?
Well, i've painted a little again, actually alot. I was also gifted Arcylics by a friend, and quickly fell in love with the style. I rounded up some 11 paintings, and painted 2 glass sheets with watercolour, and acrylic plus one was gifted to a leaving friend; but unfortunate for tune it had a plan of its one own.
A women in transition with herself, visited my room and started to observe my paintings, finding much grief and eventually anger within, she asked multiple times to take them down, being refused she would insist that their are many un-plea-saint symbolism within the third eye, pyramids, "masonic" and "satanically" perspective, it frustrated her to see the sun and moon, believing it was cultic worship, and being allowed to say her mind, She was eventually persistent enough to find a pleasant way of asking to tear down the artwork, where they later gathered many paintings (not all) off the wall. Later she would go through each inDiviDual scrap paper, charcoal doodle, and forgoton stacks of paper.
After observing all and collecting them they set fire to the paintings, casting them into the stove. The twist in the event did not happen to be the allowance of such, but incredibly when the women reflected to herself in prayer she found beautiful prespective shift in the symbology of the sun and moon being created by a unified, infinitely finite, One GoD, being both the sun and moon to create all life, as to be all life, that feeds on life, to create life.
This was one of the pieces that was burned, it was my first to be posted in DeviantART, and its been a very interesting ride, thank you all for sharing it with me.mikhaillifirenko.deviantart.co…fav.me/d34r988
Someone very close recently passed away from me, I didn't know them as mush as i wish i could've: There are things we regret saying, but sometimes it can be a blessing in the skies, disguised as a simple answer to a man pondering, "What if I did shoot myself?" most people pushed it aside, whereas i turned around, looked him in the eye shortly answering, "And that would be the best bullet you ever knew."
After his suicide, family members were torn, often hating the kids choice, calling it out of GREED to leave us. "Wouldn't it be greedy of us to force someone to stay?"
I don't deserve the right to look at his moms eyes, knowing i could've begged him to stay, i could've pointed at every other direction, yet, eye who met eye, asked not what it was looking to force the change, but to see what can we do?
I apologize, for not apologizing.
-such an a**hole