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"Why am I not happy?"

"I have everything that makes me happy..."

"Yet i'm not happy..."

"I just want to be happy..."

"Will this make me happy?"

"Right now, am I happy?"

"I'll do everything to make myself happy..."

"Why can't I be happy?"




It's been a while since I last made a clean painting...
Software: Photoshop CS3


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:iconmixjester:
MixJesteR Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2017  Student
Oh damn
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:icontriggahlead:
Triggahlead Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
If I recall a story I remember something back then.....
The story goes like this . The mother of the child married other men cause she is a widow. Without judging her marriages everything seems fine. However all of her marriage seem to take a toll. The daughter of the from the biological father is abused by every man she happened to be spouses with. It takes three men till she realize this. On the night of March, she found out her living partner is raping her kid. She tried to call the police, but the living partner was enraged. Fearing to put in jail, he stabbed her 14 times. This leave the 8 years old daughter scarred. He threatened the daughter to about the incident and she talks, she will end up like her mom. Cops came to the house only to believe the case to be a robbery case. But 6 years later on her 14th birthday she did what she thought was necessary. While she is being molested on her 14th birthday she hid in a knife in the bed sheet of the living room. While the living father , no legal custodian of the kid, is having the time of his life, the girl goes on top of him. He thought its gonna be a big game. But no. He is wrong. She immediately grab the knife from under the bed sheet and stab him relentlessly. He struggle out of bed , only to be stabbed multiple times on the back. Needless to say justice is given ,as the death of the was avenged and so hers struggle from the treacherous pig. However violence does not justify violence.The sad end of this story is that she hang herself on the bathroom. It took 7 days until the neighbors and the police found the body of the girl and the custodian. The body of the mother was never found. To where the madman put it ,may she rest in peace.
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:iconalejandro13tx:
Alejandro13Tx Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2015  Professional General Artist
Interesting yet highly disturbing. :D
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:iconorangeletters88:
OrangeLetters88 Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Poor girl...this is well done!
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:iconzoedow1120:
zoedow1120 Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2014
cute
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:iconal-rice:
Al-Rice Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
maybe this is what we feel when our parent angry at us :iconwthplz:
DON'T DO THAT! THINK TWICE
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:iconhalfpi:
halfpi Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
that's how I feel every once in a while
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:iconstarinthedark91:
Starinthedark91 Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2013

awesome! you deserve a fav+! I have you in my collection.
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:icondjafactor:
djafactor Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2013
I've been better
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:icondeencz:
deencz Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2013
I finally made a life changing decision this was the perfect solution now I feel whole again just trying to look out for you
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:iconlixir:
Lixir Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2013
Want to lose any weight? go here
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:iconnickmaster64:
NickMaster64 Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
shes very lovely i would give her lots of love :)
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:iconharontiar:
Harontiar Featured By Owner May 12, 2013
She reminds me of that girl from the movie "The Loved Ones".
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:iconiridrei:
Iridrei Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2013
Wow...I wrote a poem called the girl with the bloody knife a while back, and this made me think of it...but my parents chunked it.
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:iconsugar-crzy-donut:
sugar-crzy-donut Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2013
At first i thought she was a unicorn... ^-^""""
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:icongodlydestroyer:
GodlyDestroyer Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2013
The makings of a sociopath, how wonderful.
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:iconiridrei:
Iridrei Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2012
Everyone looking over my shoulder just simultaneously said, 'That's you as a child.' I think that's fantastic.
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:iconlabfind:
LaBFind Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2012
the teddy bear stole your smile...
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:icone-m-o-x-a-zexy:
e-m-o-x-a-zexy Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I understand this Y.Y --
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:iconshoopao:
sHoOpaO Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2012  Student Digital Artist
i'ts a 100 ph bill.. woah! i almost missed that! XD
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:icondylanyo123:
Dylanyo123 Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2012
...
Just what i love the most
A small, innocent looking, homicidal girl /sarcasm
I still don't know why i fear children so much
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:icondisturbinggreen:
DisturbingGreen Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2012   Artist
aw.... ):
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:iconkatu-ko-kasuta:
Katu-Ko-Kasuta Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2012  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
True...
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:iconopheliaciinme:
OpheliacIInMe Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2012
featured:[link] !:)
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:iconjangofettx:
JangoFettX Featured By Owner May 18, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday...To JUSTICE!
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:iconemaciatedbrain:
EmaciatedBrain Featured By Owner May 5, 2012
That girl is me :(
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:iconennlin:
Ennlin Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2012  Hobbyist
So freaking sad... D:
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:iconlianhuastardrops:
LianhuaStardrops Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2012  Professional General Artist
Sadly, this is how I feel right now. :c
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:icontenfacedgirl:
tenfacedgirl Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
oh poor thing
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:iconseriia:
seriia Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Reminds me of the song Happy Birthday by the Birthday Massacre
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:icondarkprincenoctis:
DarkPrinceNoctis Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
:iconmegaepicwin:
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:iconoagm:
OAGM Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2011
OH!
MY!
GOD!
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:iconw0lfygirl:
w0lfygirl Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
O___O <my face i love this though!
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:iconkaboose92:
Kaboose92 Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2011
reminds me of anri sonohara from Duararara!! a little.
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:iconnickmaster64:
NickMaster64 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
i would hold her tight in my arms with love and comfort and i will dry all her tears though heartfelt compassion
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:iconneruperu:
Neruperu Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2011  Student Traditional Artist
The girl doesn't make me scared. Its that bear in the background. See it? Fear it!! :iconhearts:
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:iconnickmaster64:
NickMaster64 Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
poor girl all that stuff in the backround yet it doesnt make her feel happy i would hold her in my arms giving her warmth and love
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:iconsuzzi94:
suzzi94 Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2011  Student Traditional Artist
That will be My new screensaver
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:icontheoriginalgatu:
theoriginalgatu Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2011  Student Traditional Artist
This is facking amazing!!
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:iconguroriamoon:
Guroriamoon Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2011
I understand
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:iconelpachonisimo:
elpachonisimo Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2011  Student Writer
THIS MAKE ME HAPPY yes im goona kill this nigth
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:iconrobz2236:
robz2236 Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2011
murderous little girls... one thing that creeps me out, at the same time, the one thing i like... =D
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:iconyinwa333:
yinwa333 Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
the feelings in this pic is very amazing :) I can relate to this pic :| NOT THE MURDERING PART O_O the part before that...
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:iconhannahrulestheworld:
hannahrulestheworld Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
hahahaha! I can totally relate (not the killing and bloody stuffs!). I have everything I need, all the things I could ask for yet I find no happiness. Not even satisfaction. It's like there's this something that I need to find and sad to say i don't what that is. Kuya, Idol na kita! LOL. After seeing this....I kinda smiled. >A< I dunno why BUT I JUST SMILED!
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:iconitachifan154:
itachifan154 Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2011
sad....
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:iconspadeemowolf:
SpadeEmoWolf Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2011
disturbing..... i like it :D
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:iconthe-angelic-shadow:
the-angelic-shadow Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2011  Student Traditional Artist
MAYBE BECAUSE YOUR MURDERING PEOPLE
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