I haven't been checking deviantART nearly as much as I should.
I haven't been submitting things to dA nearly as much as I should.
I haven't been creating things nearly as much as I should.
I used to be in control of my creativity; I used to be the one at the wheel. I'm not anymore. I feel like a boat, a very little boat upon a very large ocean. But without an oar, a sail, a rudder, I'm completely at the mercy of the elements.
Sometimes I get lucky, and wash up on an island. I can get up, stretch a little, wander around for a while-- but I never get to stay. Sooner or later, I'm going to get washed out to sea again.
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