Deviant since May 9, 2014 | Core Member until Oct 26, 2018
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Its about two rock type animal pokemon who become brothers and they through their life journey along with their trainer and meet their friends, family and foes! Both funny and emotional story I plan to make in the future.
This year is probably the worst for me, despite making improvements, learning more things to do, and more tools to use but death and decease keeps hitting my family and...
I lost another dog...
I never had this happen before...
Ive lost Mabel almost a year ago, then in 2018 my Grandma passed away from her poor health around spring, then around late spring my 13th year old Lab Duke passed away from old age and poor health and now today in August my Black Lab Shadow had potentially cancer and had problem with his stomach which probably it was diabetes but Im not completely sure I though we could save him but it worst than we thought and we had take him bake to the vet and it was good choice because it would gotten worst in couple day and he was losing muscle mass.
So... Was I just meant to suffer now when Im taking responsibility as an adult now....? I feel so depress right now, I feel real alone now, I hardly ever get to hang out with my brothers or make some friends in person. I'll so it now 2017 to 2018 is the worst, and I HATE it!...
I'll I can say now is that 2018 is not my year I thought I could maybe expand more for my art but it has interrupted and pretty much spoiled to not do it because I lost 4 family members in just one year I dunno if I can keep going, I feel like evil is going ruin what Im trying fight for.
...Ive been trying to do what I can to do what I wanted to do but it just feels pointless again. Ive wanted to reach goals, maybe help motivate people but Ive been trying do what I can and also being serious here Ive been disappointed with how bad things are especially other countries that I hope to sometime help with making some fantasy stuff that could help kill the stress, but i feel like Im doing nothing and maybe create something that can be message or a way to motivate people and maybe not become killers or sick addicted humans.
Ive seen how bad most humans are, greed, addiction and threats that can kill people, its just sad despite here in my country America are economy has improved and President doing a good job, there are still people here who probably assholes and mentally ill and don't work their part. And all the people from shooting like the schools and criminals getting in are screwing not just my country but every who just wants to live and work hard to make a better world.
I wish I could help this world and I also stand for the animals too and yeah I know Im carnivore who has to eat but I don't want to hurt people, but those people who hurt us have to be punish and it doesn't matter what money and power they have and no matter the race.
I'll have to move on but more bad has happened in 2018 so Im probably wont any happy memory of 2018, death comes for every living creature eventually but its even worst when it happen too many times not too long after. But am I alone...? Do you guys had someone you lost in 2018? Is your country and people suffering in 2018?
Thank you guys for all your support, I gotta heal my scars and heal for my raptors and family...