The Sinner's Waltz's end

Someone is dying, Gabriel…

Dying of too much evening happiness, Gabriel… This is what you should do. Lay down in a coffin and expect death because your heart can't bear any longer. Your misery is entwined with the sun's killing razes. Your life, Gabriel is nor ending or passed… your body bleeds and wins the cups on Christ's table. Help us, save us, Gabriel… mesmerize us… unchain us! Help us! Christ for us! Sin for us!

And I hear them coming to my funeral of pain and the suffering lingers supreme. I am eternal as the dying thought of your mind… nevermind, the sun… is down and it will end the night, with my smile.

Gabriel found peace…

In his own person… in the one he never abandoned without even knowing.






I met Gabriel and I smiled in his tears.


Love me, my Gabriel… Failures after failures…


I fail within his arms and he caresses my head as I speak aloud… that I love him. THIS is my funeral… this is my end.

Gabriel found peace within him. It took him years to realize he was looking for his own person with greener eyes.

Is this what my eyes always wanted? To be as green as yours, my darling…? Is this what my sins tried to do? Get me closer to myself? Get me inside myself… and get me inside myself… The hour and the Golgotha are upon us… you are mine… YOU ARE ME. You are my failure, my past… and I shall drain the night sky from you, to be able to breathe again

BREATHE!

My Gabriel… Myself.