I saw your pics and the video and I am amazed, you are not just nice but BEAUTIFUL, your beauty is perfect to make YOU one of your own models.
Have you seen profiles like
? They make digital art of other models and themselves as well
Both are gorgeous girls, just like you, and they make artworks with themselves as the stock model. Why dont you try? you have a stunning beauty!! you don't need to be super tall and skinny as supermodels of catwalks. I am not either of these, nor tall not skinny, and I also dared to use my own pics as model for some artworks. You are amazing, I am sure you'll surprise EVERYONE if you do so!