I always liked reading
Fiction actually, never touched the non-fiction section
As silly as it sounds whenever I found a new book
It was like finding a train ticket to another world
An escapepod from reality
A window in a dank dark room
And as I got older reading became the virtual world of the internet
I could become whoever I wanted to be on there, without people judging my appearence
I could create my own "world", without the need for the "ticket"
Thus books became slightly less relevent to me
and there are times where the virtual world...felt...feels more real than the world outside my window
In anycase I suppose the only reason I liked reading and virtual worlds
Was because I didn't...dont like reality
Didn't like the reality that
I was practically blind
I was practically friendless
I was practically invisible
...Yeah I know. Stupid cliches. But its true.
And yeah, things are different...but then things also stay the same.
And surprisingly enough there were...are times I