Hey..., writing this journal won't be easy for me... but here we go about my life news... Understands... :/
There is good and bad news, sadly there's more bad than good i guess.... but i hope the good things will come at me in the future, so the why my hopes are still here concerning my own situation. I will separate that all clear;
Now that I learned that I must accept and deal with the fact I can be a depressive and very anxious person now today, as 2017 started, things got a bit better on my side, gradually, and I learned to deal with my life issues. So! I'm aware I can have ups and downs kinda often :/ ... I never wished to stop drawing, never, I was continuing to doodle weekly when I had the time... I had to find a solution, which I found few alternatives, my sister got into watercolouring and started getting the material to make watercolors.... I was watching her trying watercolor and viewing some interesting tutorials, so with the time, she influenced me to do so, then my mom gifted me my first watercolor set and my sis also helped me to get more material which i very appreciate the support♥ . So I started to make my first watercolors, that ended up to be a christmas gift for her. which, surprisingly, is my fave watercolor piece i've made so far.
What made me go further into watercoloring, is that it relaxes me, no stress... really, and I never had so much pleasure to do it like before, I have no headaches and no eyes burning by doing them... Except that I needed time to learn before starting.
And the more watercolors I was creating, the further I want to go.... so.. I guess in a way, I am finding precisely what my true passion is? Well, we have only have one life, so I want to live it with what lights me deep in my heart. If I do something that doesnt makes me happy during my whole life, never I'll be happy and motivated I guess...
So this is looking like I'm going more back into traditional Arts yah(like in my teens years)... and that I put the Digital ``Arting`` on hold for an undetermined time, I'm not about to say I'm completly stopping to make digital arts, but I sure will stop digital arts for commissions, Art-Trades, etc, forever... Ofc I will finish those listed on my To-Do List as promised. I can't forget them, I am aware of it more than you think. :,(
Maybe in the future, Ill make more digital artworks for my own pleasure i guess? Who knows.... I might surprise at the most uexpected moments >o<
Having Already a facebook page, tumblr and Twitter, I also started my Instagram at the beginning of 2017 I guess, and I rly like it! As I'm someone using more my cellphone than a Desktop, I really like it!, so you will see me very active here, posting all and nothing hehehe
As I'm also starting to work more and more on watercolouring, I guess I am finally confident enough to restart posting on de...de....DeviantART AGAIN? oh damn, idk why but it scares me, but I will take the courage and let my shyness going away :,/,
I believe some of my arts really deserves to be shared to you guys as well! >:0
So In my future Posts, I warn you, but as every artists, our skills improves, changes, so be prepared to see that my art skills a bit changed with the time. But as long as I'm satisfied with what I do, I guess it's right? awwh man, Im so the unsure kind neeking to be reassured about my arts eh... :,S
I also will post Original Arts combined with fan Arts depending on my mood ^^
Who knows, I may become a great painter...! ~(uhh shut up mia, youre not good enough to dare to say this so early... >: ( *please guys, slap my negative mind...*)
AND TO FINISH, *breathes*, I ... I... HAVE OPENED MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL, I will share you guys SpeedPaints videos on youtube now! Isn't it great? If yes, come and subscribe, I would appreciate so much odihfughodkcthdifuhfxisyjhxfkis *cries and breath with joy*! =>www.youtube.com/channel/UCGpaA…
My Channel is in construction, so forgive me ! >w< ♥
I think I have resumed one year of my life in this journal, so I guess it's normal it was a long one.... Despite everything, I hope you understand me, dear lovely watchers.... It wasnt easy to write but I felt the need to write to you all this, cuz I dont want you think I left DA forever... neno... In fact I was checking my messages when I can.. o:
So Now I might spam you guys with few activity Feeds msgs to share with you where u can also finds me arting on other social websites..! And I hope you will support me guys *hugs* :,D
hey... finally i think i had more GOOD
news than Bad
news, right? :3
Have a nice day! ♥Mia♥