MG0815

i dudes and dudettes...or something like that...girls, women, the kinder side of humanity....i'm at College studying history and archeology with the main emphasis on roman, greek and egypt history. Its funny, my dream came true but everything else is baaad...i live in a village now but decided to move back to city, where my university is. Im so cut off from everything...miss my friends, miss my fav bars, my fav clubs...the city life...its like i miss something everyday. Oh man...thats too deep...dont want to go deeper for now...i neglect everyone of you, sorry for that, and dA in general...AND my fun to draw...hope i can find it...im looking through the galleries and my art...so i hope i catch some spirit...thanks for reading this pitifull activity. See ya

Night in the Woods deeply impressed me.... finished it a little time ago but its back in my head again...will play it again for sure...
there is so much MEANING in this...and that sountrack! godammit...so much beauty and sadness WITHOUT actual speaking......oh man...thats winter for me...when i have to describe the dark season then i just say NITW...

Hey hey whaddup?

Whats wrong with dA?
A plenty of Thumbnails arent loading...
that makes me sad

so sad....

saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad...

ok....enough sadness...
how are you all doing?
Excited for Christmas?
Well i love the winterish blues...makes me creative and i love Christmas markets AND mulled wine *in german Glühwein*, i dunno if its just a German phenomenon or is it famous in the states and somehere else too?
Oh man...what questions i have...
well...just a life sign from me

take care you all!

Well i was reeeeeally long off...
long story short...
My Brother died two years ago because of drugs, he was my best friend and my most important person in my life...
after two years i accept it more and more that he is gone forever, but i cant hide anymore, he is now in a better place, he NEVER belonged to anywhere here.
He's chilling now in heaven and watches me...

well enough, i dont really want to talk about it...

Sorry for my long absence
never had the will to draw seriously anymore, well i still love it to look through art form me and others...its a good sign, or not?
I submitted Art...hallejula, PLEASE jump on it, write criques, print it out and destroy it... WHATEVER
wow...sorry it was too exaggerated
whatever....love it to be here again...

well thanks to her especially
i showed her this page because she is an great artist and she got a lot of talent!!!
Be sure to watch her, she is a good person

thats all for now...
see ya

Wiedersehen!

Hey guys...wow my last Journal entry was ages ago...
I'm fine and my life goes pretty well...
More detailed journal entry tomorrow!!!!