reflecting on this year and reflecting on everything, i have realized that my greatest gift is not my talent, but my intuition. it's quite a blessing and i wish i was kidding when i said that in a matter of months i got better at doing what i love than others in years. i just know because everything comes to me. along with this, things almost always play out the way i see them, quite ridiculous. it's not magic though but sensitivity that runs deep in me. it's a little difficult to convey, but the world stops for a few seconds and then i know. if you love me, i know. if you miss me, i know. appearance is nothing when you see past all layers.
this year though, i felt like all intuition failed me, but only because i stupidly put a time limit on it. i wanted everything i felt strongly about to happen now, and then disappointment followed. the good news is, it hasn't failed me because it never really does. if i drown the ego and just listen, i know again.
what i wish you for now and for the next year and forever is that you love yourself more. love everyone and everything into submission. keep that heart young and your eyes childish. i hope all your wishes come true and that you stay happy and healthy.
much love to you and stay near, i will make your hearts explode in january. after all, feeling is what i know best.