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        "What the --?" He was blindfolded and could feel the cold metal of the handcuffs digging into his wrists and ankles.  From the feel of it, he was chained to a couch or something like it.  He tried to think how he could've gotten there.  He vaguely remembered the girl inviting him inside and offering him a cup of coffee but at this point it almost felt like that had been a dream.        "Oh hello dear."  The voice came from about fifteen feet away and she might've been standing in a doorway when she spoke.  "I hadn't expected you to wake so soon."  The voice was getting closer.        He felt the pressure of her thighs as she strad
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Falling Off
        "Stanley Jacobson, are you ready to dazzle us with your final performance?"  This was definitely not an ideal time for Stan to give his drum performance.  Doctor Anderson always timed things so that Stan got screwed over.        Stan pulled his music out of his bag and walked to the trap set, wondering why he'd dropped those three tabs before class and why a doctor was teaching high-schoolers how to play musical instruments.        With the whole class and his teacher watching, Stan wiped his sweaty hands on his jeans, picked up his drumsticks, and tried to focus before finally playing.        Halfway through his performance, wh
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Apprentice
     The frustration finally boiled over and he snapped his quill.  Kheris had been trying all morning to understand this spell.  It wasn't a complex spell, but there were several parts that seemed to contradict each other.  "On the bright side," he mused to himself, "any of the others would be drooling husks after working with this."  With that pleasant thought, Kheris set down the broken shards of his quill and set off in search of food.     The tower was always cold this time of year.  After three years of living here, Kheris still could not get used to it.  There was no heating in the hallways, and even though he was wearing his heavies
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The Nice Guy
What does it mean to be the nice guy? It means to listen; it means to understand It means to give them power, instead of making demands It means to be the shoulder they lean on It means being the one at 3AM they can call upon What does it mean to be the nice guy? It means being the one whom they can cry in front It means not being the one they'll ever want It means knowing it'll never go the way you planned It means sitting down so that others can stand What does it mean to be the nice guy? It means letting go when you want to hold on tight It means backing off because you know you'd win the fight It means to suffer and be scorne
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About a girl
This is for the one I love, The one who even in my pain can take me anywhere You were an angel sent from above, I hope you know how much I truly care. I tried to think that when I met you, The world had changed its mind. Like I could take my pieces and you would be the glue, No matter how close I looked, there'd be no cracks to find. I should have heard what you said with your eyes, When I asked if she was an ex. Maybe I did and it just took my heart awhile to recognize What could only come next. You waited until the very last, To break it down and lay it out. The engines failed and then I crashed, In that moment, I forgot to s
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What it means
What does it mean to be human? It means to struggle through every single day It means to spit on the gates of Hell and walk away It means to fall more often than not It means holding on because it's all you've got What does it mean to be alive? It means your heart keeps beating though it be empty, Because it's the only way to survive What does it mean to be afraid? It means you've still got something left to lose It means knowing you can't unwalk the path you choose It means knowing if you fall, your knees will get scraped It means kissing her because you may not get another date What does it mean to know you stand alone? It mea
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Left to Wander
Out of the light and into the dark Toward an unknown destination our spirits embark Different origins, united on the path yet I wonder how long this will last A small rift has been between us since the beginning And as it grows, our bonds are thinning You not knowing what has been done And me too afraid to share with anyone I've never been more alone than when I'm in your company Why oh why did you come to me? No one is to blame for what has transpired But my will and determination have all but expired What is the point in carrying on Everything that was ours is surely gone While I was trying to make things right The path slipp
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Sin
Until then, never again Powered by this rhyme, imprisoned in time A repentance for this sin But where do I begin? From the beginning, end, or middle? What if there are no answers to this riddle? Inside the wrath, inside the fury My vision's cloudy it's getting blurry I know the goal, it's in my mind Yet the path's so hard to find Do I have the will to overcome? It pounds inside like a slaver's drum It's the voice that says give up! Go back! That's when I know I'm slipping through the cracks Breaking down and breaking apart Here's the best time and place to start Out of fuel and at the bottom Peel away all that's rotten Dig d
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Asylum
Staring out the water spotted window, I look down at all the people So small, so far away. My fingers pressed firmly against the glass try to reach them These walls I've built are now a prison though they started out a castle I'm left sitting in solitude while everyone thinks I'm an asshole Every time I think of breaking out I realize that the will just isn't there All I say is that it isn't fair So much would I have done different if I'd only known But time is an unforgiving master as she has surely shown Over and over I tear this place down with my mind But it always comes crashing down upon me. My body they'll never find It's sad
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Death
Bang bang! Goes the knock on the door Pounding until knuckles turn bloody and sore For some, Death may appear on your porch more than once But eventually, go with him we must Science, health, technology and medical breakthroughs All working to make life longer but it just means more suffering for you As you grow older and more decrepit You can't help but to start feeling wretched And that knock on the door starts looking more appealing The thought of this is appalling. It makes your stomach churn and your mind starts reeling The time comes. You let the unknown walk freely into your house No longer the enemy. He is no longer the cat
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Double Standards
Violence is not a cycle, it's a downward spiral that never stops And it will go on until the last man drops All my life I've heard people talk about the golden rule I just sit and laugh because they're all fucking fools Delusions of self righteousness, and thinking that you're better than me It gets so hard living day to day when this is all I see "Do what I say and not what I do" is what parents tell their kids But what do you expect them to learn when they see daddy get drunk and throw another fit? We invade foreign nations yet we wonder why they hate us Each patriot taking it as a personal insult when they talk of how they'll brea
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Maybe things won't ever change Maybe I've been cursed I've felt this pain Since the very first I was lost in a dream About the rainbow's promise I remember how your eyes sing But I've dwelt too long upon this I am so sorry This is what I've always done Bliss leads to worry About whether you're the one It's an infection of the soul A cancer that won't remit It always takes its toll And turns my life to shit I've hit the bottom I can go no deeper So much of me is rotten I watch the walls get steeper What hope is left for us, When I don't know what can be done? I have no compass I can trust To guide me to the sun I live i
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Emptiness
What's the focus? What's the pain? What part of me has now been slain? I know something's missing because I feel lighter Yet it isn't something bad because my world did not get brighter There's a hole inside my soul It's a void that can't be filled Like my heart was tortured then very slowly killed Like all the things you take for granted until you find them gone I know the symptoms well but I can never find what's wrong Sitting here, I wonder why the answer hides from me... Every time I think I'm close I can only watch it flee What have I failed to do in order to live my life? They keep saying I can never appreciate joy without a
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Fallen Hero
Surrounded by the cold, the light is gone All alone in the dark, the wait is long Trapped inside the shadows Alone after so many battles He's the last surviving champion of his people but he's really just a pawn Expecting relief but little does he know the coldest hour is the one 'comes just before the dawn His will is diminished His duty yet to be finished He knows not how badly he's been wronged Left to die by the ones that he protected None stood up for him, none objected "We've known war for so long!  Now all we want is peace" They asked "What is one life in order to make the fighting cease?" But once truces and treaties were
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Migraine
Blinded by the light, I can't see a thing Forgetting the truth, I'm on the edge of the dream Recovering from pain I'm no longer sane Be quiet, I can't hear my screams
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The Open Road
Both windows down, eighty miles an hour Speeding down the road, the wind is so loud Coming to a turnoff, the signs tower Eased into a truck stop and passed the crowd Picked my friend up after his car broke down Headed back home, into the setting sun We listened to the engine's rumbling sound And sped off, a round from a smoking gun Almost home.  Only an hour left to go We passed a rest stop and a few diners The last leg of the trip and my thoughts flow On the open road... There's nothing finer I think about all of this once I'm home I'm free in my car, the country to roam
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Restless
No one sleeps for rest. They hope and yearn to dream Where in your soul and mind's eye you see the mists of twilight gleam Adding a halo to every source of light, making them seem almost angelic Yet when you focus your attention upon them, they disappear like so many lost relics Visions and prophetic hallucinations, the false realness is overwhelming And as you try to savor them for just a moment longer you feel yourself delving Deeper and deeper you dive downward, no longer able to distinguish reality from fiction The perfect drug is created in your mind. There is no substitute and no cure for the addiction I've gone for weeks withou
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Sanity
Sanity is a temporary thing, it can be chipped away It is always at the edges that you start to fray You start to rust Dreams turn to dust Pound on the walls, try to get out No one cares how loud you shout You've lost your reason, you've lost your mind The drugs are making you go blind You see spots, you hear voices They tell you what to do though you can make no choices Sound proofed walls and padded cells They lock you up inside this Hell They analyze and label you Give me a break, give me something new They sit there, rewording the same old questions Pretty soon you're afraid of  your own reflection You get the jitters, you
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Restless
No one sleeps for rest. They hope and yearn to dream Where in your soul and mind's eye you see the mists of twilight gleam Adding a halo to every source of light, making them seem almost angelic Yet when you focus your attention upon them, they disappear like so many lost relics Visions and prophetic hallucinations, the false realness is overwhelming And as you try to savor them for just a moment longer you feel yourself delving Deeper and deeper you dive downward, no longer able to distinguish reality from fiction The perfect drug is created in your mind. There is no substitute and no cure for the addiction I've gone for weeks withou
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What I'm thankful for in 2006
I am thankful for new friends I am thankful for new opportunities I am thankful for old friends I am thankful for having good people in my corner, who no matter what, won't let me throw in the towel I am thankful for the chance to move forward with my life I am thankful for the ability to learn from my mistakes I am thankful for the strength to keep making mistakes in the pursuit of life I am thankful for those who acknowledge my mistakes and whole heartily point them out to me in ways that are impossible to ignore I am thankful to be alive and surrounded by the lives of such vibrant, wonderful people Happy New Years
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...With a devilish grin...
Recap: Friday-Bren gets back, gets pissed, glad I could see her (muchos missing of her), wish things had worked out better with Patty and the apartment but nothin I could do.  Glad I could be there for her. Saturday-Lounged around most of the day, did some stuff around the house, packed for the weekend, went to the police gun range and got to shoot 100 rounds in the state qualification course (first time shooting a semi-auto but I had a blast!), then I drove to Normal for the big party at Blair and Amy's apartment.  It started out a bit slow (even though the drinking didn't! [we started on the Jungle Juice at 7!!!] but between the dancing g
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Never chase buses or women...
You'll always get left behind... So... Met a girl, first... four days were amazing... then the following two, I got my car towed, ripped off by the tow company, pissed her off by getting mud on her carpet because I was mad and not thinking... It kinda feels like Yoda just force-kicked me in the nuts... Which brings me to the worst part... I got her a not really expensive starwars item because she lubs starwars like 15 hours before she breaks the news to me that because I got mud on her carpet she's not interested... Why the fuck couldn't she have been a bit more expediant so that I could've saved my money for something worth more... like a
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Hi there:wave: Happy new year :love:
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Thanks for the Watch!
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Thanks for the +watch!
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Bountiful Birthday Blessings!! :)

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Hey,

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ty for the watch