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Feeling
I feel bad in my body
But you never told me
It was ugly when you saw my skin
I feel bad in my mind
But you never thought
There's anything wrong with me
The thing is, I think I am
All the bad things I think
And I'm thinking that I'm thinking
That I'm overthinking again
And I wish I could stop myself
From always being a tornado
But it's stronger than I am
And I'm always left with the damage I cause
The thing is, I think I am
All the bad things I think
And I'm thinking that I'm thinking
That I'm overthinking again
I feel bad in my dreams
Cause there's something
That wants to catch me
I feel bad everyday
Cause I keep wanting to pretend
Everything is alright
And the thing is, I think I am
All the bad things I think
And I'm thinking that I'm thinking
That I'm overthinking again
And I wish I could stop myself
From always being a tornado
But it's stronger than I am
And I'm always left with the damage I cause
The thing is, I think I am
All the bad things I think
And I'm thinking that I'm thinki
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Literature
Searching for love
I searched for love in a small room
Bad idea on a good night
I sought it in your arms, on your chest
But our kiss wasn’t true
And you were just playing with me
Said you were having a good time with me
And even if I loved it, now I hate it
Oh, I wish I could forget everything
I lost the chance for love without doing anything
Just by being me, I missed it
I should’ve known you’re not into girls like me
I should’ve known I was just an accessory
And you were just playing with me
Said you were having a good time with me
And even if I loved it, now I hate it
Oh, I wish I could forget everything
I denied it wasn’t love so badly
And now I’m paying the price
For my foolishness and my idiocy
I still wish you would’ve been the one
And you were just playing with me
Said you were having a good time with me
And even if I loved it, now I hate it
Oh, I wish I could forget everything
And you were just playing with me
Said you were having a good time with me
And
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Literature
On The Edge
I’m on the edge
I’m interpreting everything they say
I hate myself
And they know ‘cuz they are vultures
So far they haven’t tried anything
But I know in nightmares
In nightmares everything can happen
I’m still on the edge
Cuz I fear their gaze
And I fear their words
And I fear their hits
Maybe I’m weak
I’m on the edge
I’m trying to focus on what I want to say
But in my brain
Invaders fight any thought I have
So far they’ve won all their wars
And my nightmares
My nightmares are coming true
I’m still on the edge
Cuz I fear their gaze
And I fear their words
And I fear their hits
Maybe I’m weak
Maybe I’m made to be nothing more
Than I am now
Maybe my wings aren’t meant
To fly
I’m always on the edge
Cuz even when it’s not my fault
I apologize
And they expect me to do so
Every time something happens
But I know in dreams
In dreams this wouldn’t be true
Maybe I’m weak
Maybe I’m made to b
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Literature
Blank Paper
And tonight I’m scattering my bedroom floor with blank paper
Because you ripped all my words from my mouth
I can’t believe it was only yesterday you swallowed the whispers
I offered you when the blankets were hugging us
I’m sorry I can’t hold down the I love you’s you’ve been feeding me
But I’ve been getting sick of their artificiality lately
There’s nothing you can do anymore, you just died in my eyes
And now what I’m feeling is stronger than you are
Ooooh, but I’ll miss the sweet anythings
You told me when we were drunk
But, ooooh, if you don’t mean it
I don’t need it at all, yeah
Ooooh, but I’ll miss our midnight dreams
And your face touching mine
But, ooooh, if you don’t mean it
I don’t need it at all, yeah
And tonight I’m not talking to you out of spite
Cuz I know you found another one
I can’t believe you would tell them the same things
You offered me that time I was lost
I’
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Literature
Art
I am a work of art
I am scarred, marked all over
And dotted in tiny beauty marks
I am a work of art
I can paint myself all over
And look just like how you expect
I come in different colors
And even in different emotions
It’s almost like I’m real
And I’ll allow myself to be
I am a work of art
You can draw my life for me
And I will still fill it with other colors than yours
I am a work of art
You are trying to define me
And I will always escape your understanding
I am a work of art
I’m just a possibility
I’m not perfect, will never be
I come in different colors
And even in different emotions
It’s almost like I’m real
And I’ll allow myself to be
I am a work of art
I don’t know what I’m worth
But surely it’s more than I think
I am a work of art
You can stare at me all day
And learn everything or nothing at all
I come in different colors
And even in different emotions
It’s almost like I’m real
And I’ll allow
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Literature
Belgian Girl
She had eyes like Belgian chocolate
And skin like white praline
She had hair like a chocolate fountain
And I wouldn’t have minded
Having a piece of her mind
She had trouble flowing
She stumbled a lot
But when the ending was near
She made sure she flew
And I miss my sugar
My Angel, my Juliet
But it was never meant to be
She had scars like lined decorations
And monsters like dark chocolate
She had talks about how much she was worth
And I wouldn’t have minded
Telling her she’s a treasure
But I never did
And I miss my sugar
My Angel, my Juliet
But it was never meant to be
‘Cause I’m not Romeo
I'd rather be Christine
And I have the heart of a pirate
Before she went forever
She made sure everything was sweet
And now, I miss my sugar
My Angel, my Juliet
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Literature
Emergency Room
Too drunk
But not weak
Why are you apologizing?
I'd follow you anywhere
To the moon and back
So what's an urgency room to me?
Angel, I want you to live
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Literature
Book
You opened me like a book
And said reading was easy
But with time you got scared of my story
And in your rush to leave you stained pages
I still am not able to read them today
Because I couldn’t restore them
And that tells more about me
Than I would like
Then came along
Someone who started a new chapter
You opened me like a book
And said reading was easy
But with time you got tired of my story
And in your rush to leave you ripped pages
I’m still chasing after you
Trying to get them back
But you’re unreachable
Since the day you left me
Then came along
The time for me to think
My lesson, I learned it
Not every page can stay blank
And it’s better to stain
Than to stay away from everything
It’s better to rip away
Than to jealously guard everything
Now I know I’ve lived
Because my book is so torn
But I can still make it beautiful
I haven’t ran out of time
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Merle de la Font des Fades
Belgium
Hi, feel welcome !

My name is Merle, I'm currently 19 years old. I prefer to be addressed with they/them pronouns and I thank you for your understanding.
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I'm a huge music, manga, anime, book, film, etc. fan. I like to write, to take pictures, to draw, to play cello and being artsy in general. I am horrible at cooking though (laughs - but I'm improving !). I speak 5 languages in varying degrees of fluency. I have a ginger cat named Flame who should have been named Garfield. I'm an INFJ-T. Tim Burton and Hayao Miyazaki are my favorite directors. The next thing I would like to buy or receive is a rocking chair. My next personal challenge is sticking photos and quotes on the big empty wall in my bedroom. I enjoy coffee.
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"The wind is rising ! ... We must try to live !"
-Paul Valéry
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Remember, no matter what, you are loved. I hope you had a good day and if that's not the case, remember, tomorrow is another day.

With love

Merle de la Font des Fades
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StrongButGentle Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
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ArunaWolf Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for faving :dance:
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VizardGirl Featured By Owner May 27, 2017  Hobbyist
Thank you so much for faving Nell!! :D
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DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner May 10, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks a lot for the watch. I'm glad you're taking such an interest in my artwork :hug:
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999999999a Featured By Owner May 7, 2017
Merle de la Font des Fades, Thanks so for the watch ,
very much appreciated .

BTW , Welcome to DA , have fun .
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MoonArtDreams Featured By Owner May 7, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hello fellow deviant Hi!

Just wanted to stop by and thank you so very much for the watch! I absolutely appreciate your support and it really means a lot to me! Hug

I hope you're having a very nice day! Heart
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