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The Proust Questionnaire

Tue Jan 8, 2019, 1:05 PM
The Following is a Questionnaire made by Marcel Proust, the French essayist and novelist, who believed that, in answering these questions, an individual reveals his or her true nature. Answer Each truthfully and tag whoever you wish.

1. What is your idea of perfect happiness? - Being financially stable and being surrounded by my loved ones who mean the world to me with no judgement from others for being just who I am and who we are and my daughter's/future children's happiness.

2. What is your greatest fear? Being Alone following  a disaster with something happening to my children, and loved ones.

3. 
What is the trait you most deplore in yourself? - I forgive people to easily for bad things they've done to me. I feel like there's good in each person, and fall for that lie over and over and I need to learn not everyone has best interests for me, but only gain for themselves. 

4. 
What is the trait you most deplore in others? - The fact everyone makes a competition out of everything. I've done X thing longer, better, or faster than you.  Each person lives at their own pace and lifestyle that they live. 

5. 
Which living person do you most admire? -- Tom Hiddleston. The man has gone through so much, but he's shown that the worlds fame can still prove you are human and can still be kind no matter what fame you have.

6. 
What is your greatest extravagance? -- Mostly helping artists by getting commissions as well as going to conventions.

7. 
What is your current state of mind?  -- I feel uncertain. I'm told things will be fine, but in the back of my mind, sometimes I feel my current stress isn't worth the recent events that have unfolded. 

8. 
What do you consider the most overrated virtue?  Patience. Sometimes things to to happen without the wait. I feel. 

9.  
On what occasion do you lie? When its a white lie that I feel would hurt someone if the truth came out.

10. What do you most dislike about your appearance? My Teeth, they are crooked, and chipped and just look ugly. I hardly ever smile showing my teeth if I can help it.

11. Which living person do you most despise? -- My soon to be ex husband for how he treated me, when I tried to be the best I can be to him. 

12. What is the quality you most like in a man? -- When a man is open with their emotions and isn't overly macho about them.

13. What is the quality you most like in a woman? -- Being open, honest, and caring to others.

14. Which words or phrases do you most overuse?-- "Long Story Short."  "Flat out." "The Works" 

15.  What or who is the greatest love of your life? - LOVES I'm making this pluarl. It's Strayokami  and TravelingArrow 

16.  When and where were you happiest? Megaplex this past year I had Me, Strayokami , TravelingArrow and the girls were all together with each other.

17. Which talent would you most like to have? --  Professional Fursuit Making or Voice Acting. 

18.  If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? -- I'd listen to my brain more than my heart when it comes to peoples feelings, especially if the person/s in question are being cruel and disrespectful. 

19. What do you consider your greatest achievement? -- So far its the community I've helped build through youtube and the furry community.

20. If you were to die and come back as a person or a thing, what would it be? -- A person with the understanding of how hard life can be so I can prepare from early on and be successful and less panic ridden. 

21. Where would you most like to live? -- Miami Florida on the beach. 

22. What is your most treasured possession? Other than my kids, my two rings on my neck given to me by TravelingArrow and Strayokami 

23. What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery? -- Being fearful of everything or being to lazy to not live life to its fullest.

24. What is your favorite occupation?  Voice acting.

25. What is your most marked characteristic? -- Being able to push through stressful times, even when I want to fully give up.

26. What do you most value in your friends? -- Their love and compassion for others and their ability to not judge or be disrespectful even if its something they may or may not agree with. 

27. Who are your favorite writers? -- Stephen King and Anne Rice

28. Who is your hero of fiction? -- The 10th Doctor from Doctor Who.

29. Which historical figure do you most identify with? --  Sally Rand. She was a burlesque performer who went against all odds and found loop holes to make her life better.  Even when people were pointing finger saying she was doing bad.

30. Who are your heroes in real life? - Honestly, Traveling Arrow, Stray Okami, my cousin Matt and my two daughters: Emma and Megan. 

31. What are your favorite names? Lilo, Kiara, Jareth, Xvaviar, Adaline

32. What is it that you most dislike? -- Deadbeat parents who put their own lives in front of their kids, and blame others for their problems that they have caused and know very well they have done wrong.

33. What is your greatest regret? -- Not Meeting Traveling Arrow and Stray Okami before my Ex. My life would have been much easier. 

34. How would you like to die? -- Old age surrounded by my loved ones holding my hands as I pass.

35. What is your motto? -- "Don't use excuses for the things you know you can change. Don't blame others for your problem, take responsibility, show love, show kindness, and above all else, be you." 


I tag: TravelingArrow Strayokami and anyone else who wants to play.



  • Listening to: LSD feat. Sia, Diplo & Labrinth - Thunderclouds
  • Playing: Second Life
  • Drinking: Water


So long story short my husband and I are getting a divorce after me being subjected to lots of emotional abuse and heartbreak from this man.

Either way it goes I, along with Strayokami and my Cousin Mattthew are about to be homeless and we need your help to get us on our feet.

It's sad, this is the price i pay for getting out of a toxic marriage... from a man who doesn't care about anyone but himself.

Either way TravelingArrow has put up a go fund me, to help with the expenses of getting us on our feet.

Here's the link. PLEASE help by sharing.   

www.gofundme.com/help-koka-the…

  • Listening to: LSD feat. Sia, Diplo & Labrinth - Thunderclouds
  • Playing: Second Life
  • Drinking: Water

Custom Adopts OPEN

Mon Oct 22, 2018, 2:30 PM


Each Custom Adopt Will Be $10.00 USD Paypal.

I will be using this Base Set:

Designs by LockworkOrange
Edits: by Mephonix 

ADD ON PACK - Full Body Base & BASE - Chibi Closet

I will need you to Comment/PM me the following Info:

Style: (Chibi or Full Anthro) 

Species of Animal: 

Gender:

Theme: 

Other Details: 

  • Listening to: LSD feat. Sia, Diplo & Labrinth - Thunderclouds
  • Playing: Second Life
  • Eating: Ginger Chicken
  • Drinking: Sweet Tea

Commissions Owed and Projects

Journal Entry: Fri Aug 24, 2018, 11:25 AM
This is a list that I'm using to keep up with the Commissions and projects that I both owe and that are owed to me.. It will be updated as I finish them.

Commissions I Owe:


  1. Badge for Fluitare for his Fursona - Paid For
  2. Winners Digital Badge for  Mytogan - Give Away Winner
  3. Partial Suit for Zaper Fox - Paid For
  4. MLP Family Meet Pic for NatalieGuest 
  5. Picture for Mr. Pancake
  6. Wolf Piece for NightShadeFox

Commissions Owed to Me:


  1.  Animation Gif of Koka From - f-able 
  2. 2 Icons from CocoaDrawz 
  3. Pearler bead Badge from Lunar Kitty
  4. Large Icon of Koka from Zabu 
  5. New Fursuit Head from Koka from Sewing Stuffs (Expected December Delivery) 
  6. Animation Secret Thingie/Gift From Yukipengin (I Still Owe 1,700 Points for it.) 

PROJECTS:

  1. MLP Comic: Undisclosed Exposition 
  2. Redraws of Old Pictures from 2009. 
  3. Fursuit for Zafuna, my new Character
  4. Badge for My Daughter of Go-Go the cat
  5. Badge for Zafuna


Skin by SimplySilent
  • Listening to: The Game - Disturbed
  • Reading: Into the Dream
  • Watching: Disney Junior
  • Playing: Minecraft
  • Eating: Oreo Truffles
  • Drinking: Koolaid

Romance Meme.

Wed Aug 15, 2018, 6:53 PM
(Figured I'd do a random thing) Anyone can do this if they want.

○ romantic orientation?: Panromantic
○ sexual orientation?: Pansexual
[do you like . . .]
◌ small hugs?: Yep :3 
◌ big hugs?: Of course
◌ lip kisses?: OH YES!
◌ cheek kisses?: Mmm Hmmm
◌ neck kisses?: -grins-
◌ forehead kisses?: They are cute so why not?
◌ making out?: HELL YES!
◌ cuddling?: Yep, always.
◌ spooning?: Yes. :3 
◌ holding hands?: Yes :3 
◌ nose booping?: Always!
◌ tracing circles?: Meh
◌ being carried?: NO thank you.
◌ carrying others?: Not strong enough.
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○ do you have a crush?: NOT any more :3 
○ are you in any kind of relationship?: Yep, I'm in a Polyamourous relationship.
○ do you want any kind of relationship?: I am in one now :3
○ have you been kissed before?: Of course
○ would you want your partner to be taller or shorter than you?:  So far they are all taller than me. I'm the short one.
○ what's your dream date?: Dinner, Movie, Walk till Sunset, cuddle, then...well....
○ have you ever confessed to a crush?: Yes, I have and well... that lead in the "are you in any kind of relationship"
○ are you open to a poly relationship?: I am already in one :3 
○ do you have a fb crush?: Nope
○ what is one thing that always makes you blush?:  Someone's specific voice and commands. (Not saying who but THEY know who they are)
○ what's your fave petname?: Kitten, Noo Roo, Pet.
○ stargazing or a city skyline?: stargazing.

  • Listening to: The Game - Disturbed
  • Reading: Into the Dream
  • Watching: Disney Junior
  • Playing: Minecraft
  • Eating: Oreo Truffles
  • Drinking: Koolaid
I just realised I am so close to 1000 watchers here on DA. 

So I decided I'm gonna try to be more active here on DA. I figured I'd give you a bit of a go over on what projects I have planned.



#1. Currently in the Talks with :icontravelingarrow: TravelingArrow about doing a comic based upon "What Happened the day that Arrow Discovered his best friend was a "Changeling." in disguise as an earth pony." 


#2. Rewriting The Chosen as an ORIGINAL Furry/Anthro story. 

#3. Currently rewriting and revamping the Story for Fantasy of a Rose my 18+ Comic, now rewritten to focus more on Scourge's dynamic over Amy. (It gets Deep, Dark, Heavy, and Heated) Put it that way. That comic though will ONLY be on Furaffinity and Inkbunny.

#4. There's gonna be ALOT and I mean ALOT of furry based artworks of many a character.

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I am also taking ideas. Whether it be offical Sonic character stuff, My Little Pony Stuff, OR even Pictures dealing with Mine: Mephonix , Strayokami , Dynshyith  or TravelingArrow 's characters. 

There's a WHOLE Smorgas board of stuff.

Just to show you SOME of OCs avalible I have to draw:

NooROo by Mephonix Te-ah Ref by Mephonix Koka ref by Mephonix 

Stray by Tsebresos (belongs to stray)





Traveling Arrow by Mephonix <--- belongs to TravelingArrow 
 Lavina by Mephonix


AND SO MUCH MORE!

  • Listening to: The Game - Disturbed
  • Reading: Into the Dream
  • Watching: Disney Junior
  • Playing: Minecraft
  • Eating: Oreo Truffles
  • Drinking: Koolaid

Currently at the Hopital...

Fri Aug 10, 2018, 3:26 PM
Long story short my husband Dynshyith is currently having to have surgery to have his gallbladder removed after being in lots of pain and being sick as of last night. I'm writing this now from our room, and I'll update you guys for when he is out of surgery. (Which I found out just started.) 

So keep him in your thoughts and prayers please.

  • Listening to: The Game - Disturbed
  • Reading: Into the Dream
  • Watching: Disney Junior
  • Playing: Minecraft
  • Eating: Oreo Truffles
  • Drinking: Koolaid

Rant Ahead: HORRIBLE PEOPLE!

Journal Entry: Mon Jul 9, 2018, 1:53 PM

BIG PERSONAL RANT AHEAD ABOUT HORRIBLE PEOPLE!

I've had three cases dealing with people who I thought were friends. People who have used, manipulated and abused others. People who have used their oh woe is me, mentality to control those who they HOPE will take their sides when they have done wrong things.

I am sick and tired of these types of people. They are selfish, narcissistic, washed up liars who have nothing better to do with their time than to hurt and manipulate others.

They know they have done wrong, but they seek the attention of their white knights in the HOPES they'll convince them they have done nothing wrong.

They always play the victim, they always say "NOTHING" is their fault, They make up stories and lies, to make themselves look better, they'll manipulate, control and abuse.

Rules are never for them, and if they are then they will go out of their way to break them, and blame others for the consequences that befall those broken rules. They are two faced, they talk behind other's backs, some times cheating or hurting others in that wake.

They are arrogant, they act like they are better than anyone else, thus they are above actually "doing wrong things" thus is why they are convinced they have done nothing wrong.

They lack empathy, they exploit other's feelings and emotions. They use things against you that you, yourself in the past have told them when you were vulnerable.

They tell you you are SUPPOSED to help them, and you as a friend OWE it them, or you yourself is a BAD person.

They discuss their pasts as if YOU can change it. They SCREAM their emotions, LIKE you are supposed to change them, and IF you don't, all hell breaks loose on you.

All in all these people are a pain, emotionally draining, and will cause you more pain than need be. WITH that said, I am DONE with these types of people.

I. AM. DONE. FLAT OUT!!!



  • Listening to: The Game - Disturbed
  • Reading: Into the Dream
  • Watching: Disney Junior
  • Playing: Minecraft
  • Eating: Oreo Truffles
  • Drinking: Koolaid

Artistic Careers Are Valid!

Journal Entry: Tue Jun 12, 2018, 3:46 PM

Share if you believe that pursing an arts based career doesn't mean the one perusing it is worthless, lazy, or ignorant for doing so.

Too often I hear of people with amazing talents such as Singing, Writing, Drawing, Painting, Video or Music Editing, Acting, Voice Acting and more get constantly bashed for being the creative type.

Some even drop their talents because of the hatred and vile words they receive for such an amazing gift and talent.

Without creativity where do you think your entertainment would come from hmm? Where would your logos, websites, billboards, movies, videos and more come from? Your make up artists, hair dressers and more?

People need to stop bringing down people, telling them they are worthless for pursuing such careers. Art based careers are valid, and if you agree, share this EVERYWHERE.



  • Eating: Chocolate Chili
  • Drinking: Coke

Ask me Some Questions for a Video Please!

Journal Entry: Thu May 31, 2018, 7:15 AM
I'm wanting to do a comments / questions video for my youtube channel, and I need some questions and comments!

So can you guys click this link:  curiouscat.me/Mephonix

And ask as many questions as you'd wish! Please! 

Also while you are at it GO subscribe to my youtube channel! I'm only 2 away from 150 subs!

youtube.com/c/mephonix

  • Listening to: Stromae - carmen
  • Eating: Jello
  • Drinking: Water

Had to Go to the ER yesterday + I need help...

Journal Entry: Mon May 21, 2018, 2:14 PM
Had to go to the ER yesterday. My colon has a tear in it, so I'm on a soft foods diet for a week or so..or until it heals. I'm in alot of pain, and can't do ANYTHING :( No art, videos anything. I barely did a livestream to announce that I can't do anything....

I have to also get medicine too... and I have $1. To my name, and my mother in law who usually helps doesn't have it cause of bills.

My medicine costs $12.00...

This sucks, what sucks even more, is I can't afford any extra foods to eat as "soft foods" and I'm running low on SOUP :(  There's foods for everyone else here to eat, but not me cause of my special diet. 

If anyone wants to help, I have a prepaid card attached to my paypal that I can send my husband to town to get me foods I can eat as well as my medicine.

my paypal is: kokathecat@ymail.com

honestly anything helps...thank you guys so much.

Tagging my friends on here..

DenaElerian TravelingArrow ClawRhythem GSlayer2004 A-Log LauraAlenaBlue RedClover17 


  • Listening to: Stromae - carmen
  • Eating: Jello
  • Drinking: Water

Hey guys go Watch my Friend!

Journal Entry: Mon May 21, 2018, 10:10 AM
Seriously people, you really need to check out this womans amazing stuff. I've known her personally since 2007, so you can agree with me when I say, she's amazing! 

MillyD13 :iconmillyd13:

Here's some of her art as of late:


  Lollipop Ink by MillyD13 
 The Grinning Dragon by MillyD13   New Face of MillyD13 by MillyD13
Husk OC by MillyD13

  • Listening to: Stromae - carmen
  • Playing: Breath of the Wild
  • Eating: Jello
  • Drinking: Water


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Furries Eat Is a new Series I have started on Youtube... Where Furries eat food live, raw, and uncut via a stream...

Comment some foods you'd like us to eat. (Recipes, candy, foods, exotics,ect)

  • Playing: Hearthstone
  • Eating: Koolickle
  • Drinking: Sweet Tea

Furries Eat Episode #1: Koolickles

Mon May 7, 2018, 10:26 PM


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A popular treat in the Southern US, and 3 Southern Furries have gone 20+ years of their lives and have not tried it yet.

So Last week we made the brine and mixed it, today we eat! Got other suggestions of weird or odd foods for us to try live? Comment Below.

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A pact has been Made:

At 200 Subscribers You vote on What Stray Eats

At 500 We all eat Peppers (including Shiru)

At 1000 You Choose What Dynshyith Eats

At 2000 I'll Eat ONE of the 3 foods I HATE




  • Playing: Hearthstone
  • Eating: Koolickle
  • Drinking: Sweet Tea


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I have been sharing the beware against Kelsey (brinxx/holographic mouse/ditzy) , if you didn't know she blocked those who have called her out for what she's done.

We tried helping her, we tried being civil and kind, but she turned against us like a snake.

SO now I can say all she did while she was here living with us. At least from my pov.

She stayed holed up in the den, didn't associate with anyone, except to come out and eat ALL of our food, INCLUDING my daughters food.

She went through 5 dozen eggs with in 3 days. (I was in NOLA at the time) she basically kept Caleb as her personal slave making him do thinks he didn't want to do for her. From Minute things like cooking or making food to making him stay in the room with her when he wanted to socialize or play games.

He was in pain, she didn't care. She cried, and boo hooed talking about how she hated about being in debt, after spending the commission $ from commissions she never finished. THEN whined that she wanted to do better, BUT wanted the money from the people, but didn't want to do the work. She complained when there wasn't food in the house, BUT instead of saying something to Mrs Patrica (the OWNER) of this house, she hid, scared of her for no reason at all, like she had something to hide.

When we'd try to teach her new things, or even throw ideas out she'd take it as an attack to her own knowledge and throw herself into a panic attack blaming us for it.

She complained about how WE didn't know how to budget when we were buying food for the house, right after spending it on buying SO many things for her animals and pets that weren't needed. She saw a mouse, she bought it. Even though she had SO many more here at the house.

She whined, moaned and complained. YET, when she and my husband, or even my other room mate would get at her, I'd calm them down, at least for her sake, I kept my cool, and calm.

We had TRIED to start our business together Which is Swag Puppy, we started off Good, BUT then she stated she didn't want to make heads for it anymore cause she didn't like doing the work.

When we were working on Deadox for Keith she complained about doing it. I went to fur his head, and I NEVER did anything right. YET she complained about having to MAKE his suit. Which if you ask him, he got Promised it in January, it wasn't finished till march, Now May, it's already falling apart. I had to sew the tail up the other day myself!

She then wanted to take premades, and sell them as WORKS from our studio. Which was NOT what we were about.

She has made a ruin of our lives, screwed many a NICE customer and commissioner over. Promises good art (which honestly is good, no lie, she is an amazing artist) BUT never delivers on it.

And she'll DO the work ONLY if she's called out on it, in the fear she'll loose her way with others. That's her ploy:

You call her out.

She blocks you.

States she'll do the work to manipulate others into thinking she's done NOTHING wrong.

And then tricks others and the cycle starts again.

I've heard it from others, I've seen it for myself.

SO...

THIS is my last post about this girl. I will be moving on after this, I just hope that she will see what she's done wrong, and actually straighten up for once.

Till then. Let Karma do it's thing.



  • Listening to: Mope- Blood Hound Gang
  • Playing: Hearthstone
  • Eating: Oatmeal Cream Pie
  • Drinking: Sweet Tea

ARTIST BEWARE!!! BRINXX / HOLOGRAPHIC MOUSE

Journal Entry: Wed May 2, 2018, 4:00 PM
After all has been said and done, Flat out, DO NOT Commissions Kelsey Riff Morgan aka Brinxx aka Holographic Mouse, she's playing an oh woe is me card to push away the fact that she's got many bewares on her AFTER we tried telling her she needed to do the work if she got the money for her commissions.

Her exact words to me: "I love the money but not the work."

So that should give you a clue about this girl. Don't do it! I have tried being nice and civil, but I will NOT support this theif no longer. She's pushed away those who want to help her and manipulate others into thinking she's done NOTHNG wrong. She's hurt my friends, and I DO NOT take kindly to that.

But tell me, when you are in debt for people wanting their money back from their commissions that YOU OWE, its YOUR FAULT!!!!

(Fyi, she had the gumph to tell me that her "Commissioners shouldn't take the money back from her since she hasn't done the work. It's their fault that they want their product and should "FORE WARN HER" before taking the money away from her.)

THIS HAS BEEN A PSA!


  • Listening to: Mope- Blood Hound Gang
  • Playing: Hearthstone
  • Eating: Oatmeal Cream Pie
  • Drinking: Sweet Tea


I'm gonna officially say, with as much as I love doing youtube livestreams recently, and the fact I JUST got my first fan art from Crystall (a fan of mine) on Youtube, I'm gonna add the title of Youtuber to my repertoire now.

I'm less than 15 subscribers from 100 on my new channel (which i know isn't alot), Compared that my old one was nearly 900. (Actuall 899 to be exact) BUT I'm HOPING to get it past that with the new channel. (The new channel is so that in the future I can possibly monetize it...since something went screwy on my old channel back in 2011.) 

I'm posting alot of my artwork and me working on fursuits for my studio: SWAG PUPPY STUDIOS
plus people get to see what my life is like with my kids as well being part of my videos.

So come and subscribe if you haven't, it would make my day to help build things up. 

So... As a youtuber and with the help of my newly made fans for coming up with this name for those who are my fans.... as my NEW ending for my upcoming videos I might as well say it:

CLICK SUBSCRIBE, And SCRATCH THAT NOTIFICATION BELL FOR NOTIFICATIONS FOR FUTURE VIDEOS AND STREAMS TO BECOME A PART OF THE: #KokaClawKrewe 

<3 you all! Thanks for being there for me, and this is ONLY the beginning! <3 :iconredbullglomp: 




  • Listening to: Mope- Blood Hound Gang
  • Playing: Hearthstone
  • Eating: Oatmeal Cream Pie
  • Drinking: Sweet Tea


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Thanks for 75 Subscribers! NOW I'm Live again! Working on Artwork!

BUST SKETCHES are Free

Badges are $10.00 USD

So come join and chat!



  • Listening to: No One will Save you Now- Aviators
  • Reading: The Ethical Slut
  • Watching: Youtube
  • Eating: Bacon
  • Drinking: Silk


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Doing Free Bust Sketches for those interested plus badge commissions! Come check it out and Subscribe :3




  • Listening to: No One will Save you Now- Aviators
  • Reading: The Ethical Slut
  • Watching: Youtube
  • Eating: Bacon
  • Drinking: Silk

Free Fursona Bust Sketches

Fri Apr 20, 2018, 9:15 AM


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Come join the live stream! PM me your ref sheet and I draw a free bust sketch (may not get to them all but I will try) I am also drawing and making badges as well!

  • Listening to: No One will Save you Now- Aviators
  • Reading: The Ethical Slut
  • Watching: Youtube
  • Eating: Bacon
  • Drinking: Silk