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Wounded Heart
You see the other birds flying and you wish that you could too.
You cannot fly with broken wings.
So you try your best to survive,
Scrambling on the ground with wounded wings and a wounded heart.
You soon lose the energy to make it back to your nest,
So you lay in the ruins.
The ruins of what used to be,
And cannot be again.
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Mental Illness.
Mental illness is not a joke.
It's not pretend.
It's real.
It affects more people than you may think.
So before you go ahead and say: "Oh, she's just faking it!" or the similar...
Just remember that the person is suffering below the surface.
Learn to look below the surface and to the layers underneath.
Not all people with mental illnesses are dangerous, nor are they crazy.
They are living with an illness that you cannot see.
They are suffering in silence.
Don't make people feel like crap for speaking out on social media.
They are crying out for love and for support.
You wouldn't mock a person in a wheelchair, would you?
So why should someone living with a mental illness be treated differently?
When someone commits suicide, some people are often surprised because the person "Didn't look depressed." or they couldn't tell that the person was suffering. Look in their eyes while they're alive, and you'll see the pain that lays within them.
To live with an illness that cannot be seen is trul
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Jee and I have been dating three months as of Thursday. 
Love you, sweetheart. You've made me start to become the person I want to be, little by little. I have a looooong way to go, but I know I can do it.
You're truly special, and I am one lucky woman to have you by my side, despite our logistical differences.
We make one another better, and we are a great team. Bless you, Jee. :iconbigheartplz:
A few things:

-I am stretched so thin money-wise. I feel like a failure as well because I am supposed to be saving for my boyfriend's trip. I have always sucked with saving but now I feel extra bad about it. I was hoping to have $300 for the trip, but I think all I could manage is $200.
I hate being a failure in general. I love him so much and I don't want to let him down. Jee (I'll call him this on here to keep his name anonymous.) means the world to me. Some friends have said that they thought I have been in love with him for a while. Jee, I love you babe. Please know I am trying. It is not easy for me. I want to be the woman that you can be proud of.
-My Great Aunt will be in the ICU for a few days and then should be transferred to the ward. We're waiting on tests to come back, but it does not look good for her. I don't know if she may leave the hospital.
-Family issues have me messed up. You guys know I struggle. I love my older brother but we're in a bad place. He needs help but he will not admit that he does. 
The thing I struggle with the most is my BPD.
-I am seeing a new doctor and it looks positive. He's going to help me with a mental health plan and new medications to try. He's also going to help me with a weight loss plan!
-A friend just helped me pay out a loan that was hurting my pocket hard. I hate owing anyone, especially friends. He simply told me to pay him back when I can, no rush. It feels good to get that away, but ridiculously awkward. I hate it but at least the loan is gone.
Now I owe two friends money. ;-;
-Jee is helping me get a hold on my impulsive snack buying and stuff. He's truly incredible. He helps me grow, and I help him grow. He's just a huge sweetie, and I adore him. He's helping me more than others ever have.
-I finally had my whooping cough booster. Of course, I am reacting to it. I always do react to any vaccine. The area is swelling and is quite taut. It's sore and red. Doctor suggested antihistamines to help. Luckily I have strong ones. :)
-My niece is almost a year old! How time flies! I have laybuyed her a pink unicorn bag and two book sets. She's so funny. She's cheeky, just like me. How about that?
A small store near me thankfully had some batteries. (I got a new TV but I did not have batteries for the remote. Smart, Mel...)
While I was there buying the batteries, I saw some fruit salad so I decided to get one for breakfast.
Most of it was apple. One strawberry. Two pieces of watermelon. Two pieces of pineapple. One piece of kiwi fruit. Three little slices of mandarin.
So it was disappointing. I like apples but I was not expecting most of the salad to be apple. .-.

Bonus: My Xbox 360 has decided to become haunted. I'll turn it on and a short time later it turns itself off.
It turned itself on last night, which was pretty weird.

(P.S. I think it is the power button that is causing the issue.)
I cannot explain it but I don't feel well. I have no energy anymore, swallowing soda (I only drink diet) irritates my throat, I have weird tenderness near my stomach. I cannot sleep. 
Certain foods feel like they get stuck in my throat, and no amount of drinking clears it.
I can't walk a lot anymore. (I want to. I need to!)
I'm wheezing a little and coughing periodically.

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I'm a twenty-seven year old from Australia. I'm kind hearted but with a fiery temper. I like to roleplay, but my standards are high.
I love rock and metal music.
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A few things:

-I am stretched so thin money-wise. I feel like a failure as well because I am supposed to be saving for my boyfriend's trip. I have always sucked with saving but now I feel extra bad about it. I was hoping to have $300 for the trip, but I think all I could manage is $200.
I hate being a failure in general. I love him so much and I don't want to let him down. Jee (I'll call him this on here to keep his name anonymous.) means the world to me. Some friends have said that they thought I have been in love with him for a while. Jee, I love you babe. Please know I am trying. It is not easy for me. I want to be the woman that you can be proud of.
-My Great Aunt will be in the ICU for a few days and then should be transferred to the ward. We're waiting on tests to come back, but it does not look good for her. I don't know if she may leave the hospital.
-Family issues have me messed up. You guys know I struggle. I love my older brother but we're in a bad place. He needs help but he will not admit that he does. 
The thing I struggle with the most is my BPD.
-I am seeing a new doctor and it looks positive. He's going to help me with a mental health plan and new medications to try. He's also going to help me with a weight loss plan!
-A friend just helped me pay out a loan that was hurting my pocket hard. I hate owing anyone, especially friends. He simply told me to pay him back when I can, no rush. It feels good to get that away, but ridiculously awkward. I hate it but at least the loan is gone.
Now I owe two friends money. ;-;
-Jee is helping me get a hold on my impulsive snack buying and stuff. He's truly incredible. He helps me grow, and I help him grow. He's just a huge sweetie, and I adore him. He's helping me more than others ever have.
-I finally had my whooping cough booster. Of course, I am reacting to it. I always do react to any vaccine. The area is swelling and is quite taut. It's sore and red. Doctor suggested antihistamines to help. Luckily I have strong ones. :)
-My niece is almost a year old! How time flies! I have laybuyed her a pink unicorn bag and two book sets. She's so funny. She's cheeky, just like me. How about that?

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CatalystCove Featured By Owner May 18, 2018
Greetings from California. Hope you have a wonderful weekend! :)
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MelTheMemeQueen Featured By Owner May 18, 2018
Howdy! That's kind of you. I hope you have a great one as well! :)
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CatalystCove Featured By Owner May 18, 2018
Thanks :) ! Just trying to spread positive vibes in these odd times.

Thanks, and I hope you enjoy the weekend!
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MelTheMemeQueen Featured By Owner May 19, 2018
You're welcome. That's a beautiful thing to do. :)

You're welcome, and I am. How about you?
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Jazzlednightmare16 Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
Hey thanks for the watch. I got your note and I’ll reply to it soon :)
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MelTheMemeQueen Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2018
You're welcome. I honestly thought I'd watched you a long time ago. No worries at all!
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Jazzlednightmare16 Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
Haha all good. It happens :)
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MelTheMemeQueen Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2018
:3
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Awesome!
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