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CAFFEINE! by Melodiezmelz CAFFEINE! :iconmelodiezmelz:Melodiezmelz 0 2 When he says he likes Horror by Melodiezmelz When he says he likes Horror :iconmelodiezmelz:Melodiezmelz 1 2 Valentines Day Horror Style by Melodiezmelz Valentines Day Horror Style :iconmelodiezmelz:Melodiezmelz 6 2 Happy Horror Holidays!!! by Melodiezmelz
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Happy Horror Holidays!!! :iconmelodiezmelz:Melodiezmelz 0 0
Halloween - Spooky Boob Season by Melodiezmelz
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Halloween - Spooky Boob Season :iconmelodiezmelz:Melodiezmelz 1 0
Abraham Lincoln: Vampire Hunter by Melodiezmelz
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Abraham Lincoln: Vampire Hunter :iconmelodiezmelz:Melodiezmelz 9 0
A Demonic Affair
Gnarled around 
Your rotten core
Flesh and blood
Disintegrating gore

Shambling along 

A decaying corpse

Eyes closed tight

Now they no longer work

Each tread endured 

Drains your dirty soul

Never once worthy

Never once whole

Your thoughts run so filthy

For th
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The Yawn
I'm not even tired
Yet a yawn I see in my sights
Dammit I'm hooked 
Now I'm gonna pay the price

A yawn escapes my lips 
That I try so hard to keep closed
Tears fall from my eyes 
Squeezed as tight as they'll go

Why are yawns so contagious
Worse than the cold or the flu
Even just reading the word 
As I write has me yawning too

Give it a try 
Put it to the test
You know you want to
So give it your best

I doubt you can read these words 
Without a yawn or two
I cant even stop yawning 
What have I gotten myself into

A yawn will catch you 
Every damn time you see...
And on this statement 
I place my word and my guarantee.
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Drugs never gave me a distraction 
From my painful past
Just made it seem clearer 
More difficult to get past

The more I took 
The angrier I felt
There's no way with the pain 
I could have dealt

Drinking was worse
In feelings I drowned
Wallowing in self pity
Bringing myself further down

None of these things 
Ever numbed the way I felt
Just heightened the pain 
And bought my anger out

I made my mistakes
Way more than a few
But they were mine to make
Something I had to go through

And I made my decisions 
Because they were my own
Not something my past pain made me own

I am the only one responsible 
For my idiotic decisions
Not the ghosts from my past
They didn't put me in this position

Stop telling
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Mirrored Past
Take my hand as I descend
And together we will bleed
Cleanse ourselves of violence
And cut away the pain
Crawl on our knees 
Till the voices go away

Listen to the screaming

The torment of our souls

As it breaks our will and binds us

We'll fit what's left to make a whole

Our hearts will beat together

To fix our broken tormented screams

This I hold onto

It was never just a dream

We fell with arms wide open

Our darkness shared without thought

Fused in a mirrored past

The walls fell as the pain was fought

Nothing can take what we gave to each other

My pain yours and yours mine

Forever given and perfectly entwined.
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It's Summer now 
But the ice still grows
My heartbeat weak 
And the blood barely flows

Stuck in place 

As I turn to stone

My future muted 

While I sit alone

Picking away at the wounds 

I've been given

The cuts bleeding out

This can never be forgiven

I have the heart 

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Are You Ready to Drink The Kool-Aid? by Melodiezmelz Are You Ready to Drink The Kool-Aid? :iconmelodiezmelz:Melodiezmelz 1 4
My Anger
My anger is eating me alive 
And just the smallest thing 
Can set me alight

This glass in my hand 

I wanna smash on the floor

Satisfactions what I'll get 

When it shatters 

In a million pieces or more

When i'm being spoken to

The thoughts that rage in this head

Would be so much better off 

Being left unsaid

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Rhythm Of The Rhyme
I didn't sleep again last night
Been 29 hours now but I feel alright

It's so much easier for me to write

When lack of sleep is gripping me tight

My head likes the rhythm of the rhyme 

Gotta keep the beat to get the line

The frustration that I feel

When the words in my head aren't ideal

Makes me tense and angry too

I want my words to speak my truth

I scream them from deep down inside

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Power :iconmelodiezmelz:Melodiezmelz 3 0
Final Plea
I feel empty and alone
I've lost myself
My heart turned to stone

So much is spinning inside my head

Fear, anger, loathing and dread
I've kept it inside
Kept it to myself
When all I need 
Is to scream it out

But no one cares

I never get a second thought
So I just keep it to myself
With these emotions
I've always fought

Sick to my stomach everyday 

Thinking of all 
That is coming my way

Your anger, my pain 

Feeling so insignificant 
And small every time
I'm not a criminal
You can't blame me for any crime
I've served my sentence 
And it was the hardest hill 
I've ever had to climb

Even though I've let it go

My stomach lurches 
And the pain still shows

The scars inside of me betray

The hold you have on me 
To this very day

Why ca
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Drako Dark Syde: Hate Machine of God... by MoodDisorder Drako Dark Syde: Hate Machine of God... :iconmooddisorder:MoodDisorder 9 0 Damning illumination by Soultrip69 Damning illumination :iconsoultrip69:Soultrip69 13 2 The goad of your tongue by Soultrip69 The goad of your tongue :iconsoultrip69:Soultrip69 10 0 Anomalous Heraldry by OdinsonDesign Anomalous Heraldry :iconodinsondesign:OdinsonDesign 19 2 Juba by shahanb Juba :iconshahanb:shahanb 432 82 Bound Dancer (Front View) by SketchMeNot-Art Bound Dancer (Front View) :iconsketchmenot-art:SketchMeNot-Art 25 1 Bound Dancer (Side View) by SketchMeNot-Art Bound Dancer (Side View) :iconsketchmenot-art:SketchMeNot-Art 38 2 set the course by R9A set the course :iconr9a:R9A 116 25 Freddy Krueger Collage - A Nightmare on Elm Street by UpfromtheDepths Freddy Krueger Collage - A Nightmare on Elm Street :iconupfromthedepths:UpfromtheDepths 36 4 Night Shroud by Alderart39 Night Shroud :iconalderart39:Alderart39 29 7 Lucifer by AndyNovember Lucifer :iconandynovember:AndyNovember 7 0 Bloodbath by Detniat
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Bloodbath :icondetniat:Detniat 20 14
Drag me to Hell (Photoshop Tutorial) by Andrei-Oprinca Drag me to Hell (Photoshop Tutorial) :iconandrei-oprinca:Andrei-Oprinca 38 6 The Sucubus - Photoshop Tutorial by Andrei-Oprinca The Sucubus - Photoshop Tutorial :iconandrei-oprinca:Andrei-Oprinca 51 7 Lack-of-faith by Paradox-Off Lack-of-faith :iconparadox-off:Paradox-Off 41 6 Gluttony - Dante's Inferno by StefaniaRusso Gluttony - Dante's Inferno :iconstefaniarusso:StefaniaRusso 40 6


Going Back To Hospital on the 10th....the blood test i did last week showed my adrenal level as very low and i also need to have my iron levels checked to see if i need another iron transfusion...Gleeeeeeeeeeeee Happy New Year To Me! :P


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Melodie Fowles
New Zealand
Love Horror, Blood, and Skylines


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Object---Collector Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2019
Its a pleasure to meet you...
Melodiezmelz Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2019
Same here! 
ralfw666 Featured By Owner May 26, 2019   Digital Artist
Happy Birthday! :iconchampagneplz:
Melodiezmelz Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2019
Thank you so very much ralfw666 <3
Gwasanee Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2019  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Melodiezmelz Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2019
Very welcome :)
AbyArt-91 Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2019
thank you so much for the favorites. this is perhaps in your style. what do you say? finished today Twins, or not by AbyArt-91

would honor me your criticism. See you soon
Melodiezmelz Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2019
Very nice!! dark and creepy :P 
AbyArt-91 Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2019
Thank you very much
Melodiezmelz Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2019
So very welcome :)
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