As days go by ,you start to realize that most of the bad things which happened to you weren’t only someone else’s fault; it was yours as well because you took part in the process. Overall, if you linger and keep hanging in that space of time where you have been mistreated, neglected, misunderstood, offended, bla bla bla you will never go anywhere and will never improve.
You also start to realize that bad things happen for a reason, you have the right to blame it on your immaturity, inability to judge right, but that’s about it, you don’t repeat those mistakes again because you know what you have gone through, you don’
1- Make a proper signature and use it for all your work.
2- Specify a time frame for each painting your produce and abide by it - in other words - take your time.
3- complete your webiste.
4- Re - organize stock reference and other resources , remove what is not needed.
5- plan at least 12 main projects to complete this year.
6- try different /new things.
7- pick cheerful colors for the year.
8- organize your classic/ piano collection.
9- Keep updating this Journal as you get ideas.
You are right..I have been wanting to do that too, problem is that If I did an original concept it would only reflect pain from bad experience that I'm still struggling to remove from my life, I will get their eventually