‘Never take me’
Full commentary of this picture.
‘There’re dimension void in this picture and the woman is queen of flora&fauna kingdom but if she have been abduct by this void everything going to zero she will be just a seed’
I’m not a queen but disorder and Med never take me down.
Sharing 10 years experience living with ‘bipolar’
Or people said go ’crazy’ or ‘nuts’
Basically bipolar is mental illness.It can cure like physically illness by take medicine and may be meditating can help(but you still need to take Med to stabilize chemical inside brain)
I want to said it is not normal you can imagine something very uncommon and against social norms at this level.
How I recover as this level?Faithfully I meet some fantastic woman in hospital.She’s bipolar too while I’m in delusional stage she calm me and said
‘You have got to make yourself normal,to be normal’
Life is not ruin because of some illness.
I admit I scare a lot first time I heard word ‘psychiatrist’.The old myth make us scare enough to reject our own problems
6 Time in hospital | 1 mri scan
In 2011 admit I have got physically symptom by thrown up whole day.So doctor assume I ‘ve some problem with brain
10 years of living with ‘bipolar disorder’,losing confidence and esteem.Now I try to set me free!because ‘I love me and my art’.It May take Med for whole life but it’s never take me.
‘Because the world,will never take my heart’
I’ve genetically of bipolar because my relative being mental disorder too.Faithfully it is like physically illness it can be cure.I am bipolar type A-without depression
Now I take lithium and apalife.It’s less side effect but way expensive.
It’s 10years journey
2008-I have got to leave my beloved job because disorder.It make my mood very swing and I have delusions and disorganized thoughts enough to make me got some problems with work but that’s the best event occur I grow both in personal and art.
I admit to hospital about a month to recovery
And lose 100k each time I admit
2009-admit again after that I gain and have to lose weight due to drug ‘s side effect several times
2011-I start to working on my own Artbook and stuff including my pocketbook and this moment make me feature in several media
2012-2017 I guess this is very down turn.My skill drop drastically and I’m no longer happy with current life
2018-I get my confidence and esteem back! Both in personal and art
The disorder make me discover a happiness in life actually.