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a house, a home, a window
you were here before the floorboards broke
in on themselves like black holes
are the promises you keep
just for people that you want

because you can't read any of our old conversations
but i read them so often it's like we still talk




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  • Listening to: flatsound
Oilprint - Saint-Tropez 2 by Viszoczky
4028 by donmezerm




Slippin' farther an' farther away
It's a miracle how long we can stay
In a world our minds created

[...]

Please understand me
I'm climbin' through the wreckage
Of all my twisted dreams
  • Listening to: Guns N' Roses
  • Listening to: Daughter
6011 by donmezerm
for the storms to come by LostOneself




How many years
I know I'll bear
I found something
In the woods somewhere





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  • Listening to: Hozier
Olga by andrewpershin4006 by donmezerm




[Paranoia backward whispering on my shoulder,
like a wasp is getting nervous, so if I shiver... man, it's over.]




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  • Listening to: The Antlers
everyday you die by LostOneself5005 by donmezerm




[We drive and are driven.
But time's stride -
think of it lost
in the ever remaining.]




Music




(Thought from R. M. Rilke)
  • Listening to: Slow Skies
000 by narva



[We almost always live outside ourselves, and life itself is a continual dispersion. But it's towards ourselves that we tend, as towards a centre around which, like planets, we trace absurd and distant ellipses.]



Music



(Thought from Fernando Pessoa)
  • Listening to: Keaton Henson
i crave for you.. by LostOneself63280022 by MartaSyrko




Spend my evenings down the riverside
my favorite place when you're not here
awaiting dusk to throw a tinted smile
for every nightfall brings you near

I long to...

Give all I hold for you and twirl inside
come closer in, caress your soul
so come and find me down the waterline
we'll stroll a bit and then go home.




  • Listening to: No Clear Mind

In the nearnesses, in the distances

Journal Entry: Sun Oct 20, 2013, 8:30 AM
..rains.. by LostOneself




[Each day she went over the space of the missing part of her life]







(Thought from Liliane Giraudon)


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  • Listening to: Mikael Lind

Lone

Journal Entry: Sun Sep 22, 2013, 7:57 AM
somewhere in France, 2012 by jarofcherryjam




when the wind takes 'em all
away from here, away from me
when the sorrow is all gone
it is buried in the soil
when the wind takes 'em all
away from here, away from me
when the sorrow is all gone
it is buried in the sun
when the wolves howl their song
and the whole earth is done
when the wolves howl their song
and the wind still carries on






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  • Listening to: Chelsea Wolfe

(Yet) she will never stop reaching for

Journal Entry: Tue Jul 9, 2013, 7:23 AM
at the window by StephanePellennec




[The life she reached for, the happiness she reached for, the well-being she reached for all slipped back, became unreal, the further she stretched her hand]








(Thought from D.H. Lawrence)




I'd like to share one more thing in this journal - honoured to be exhibited in Abertillery, Wales alongside some wonderful artists from around the world. The exhibition will be open until July 27th - you may find further information here.
Thank you, Z. & D.!


Kiallitas-wales by mehrmeer


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  • Listening to: Rauelsson

These little touches of solitude

Journal Entry: Sat Jun 22, 2013, 11:28 AM
pine tree by neuzheli0S12 by narva




[I pause in the middle of the room, listening: no wind, stillness, held breath of the lake, the trees]








(Thought from Margaret Atwood)


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  • Listening to: Birch and Meadow

I felt a haunting loneliness sometimes

Journal Entry: Wed May 29, 2013, 8:40 AM






youtu.be/ija7kZ13wOg




(Title: F. Scott Fitzgerald)

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  • Listening to: Ben Lukas Boysen

Distant closeness

Journal Entry: Sat May 4, 2013, 12:05 PM






[It passes, but it does not pass away]




messagetobears.com/track/hope




(Thought from László Krasznahorkai)




This journal entry is dedicated to Florian (DpressedSoul) - he knows why.

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  • Listening to: Message To Bears

Breathing

Journal Entry: Sun Mar 10, 2013, 11:53 AM





[But mostly I just stand in the dark field,
in the middle of the world, breathing]




youtu.be/kM7KKtcPkJM




(Thought from Mary Oliver)

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  • Listening to: Hildur Guđnadóttir

A river, suffering

Journal Entry: Sat Mar 2, 2013, 8:33 AM




[I was left behind with the immensity of existing things... a river, suffering because reflections of clouds and trees are not clouds and trees]




youtu.be/cJEGhMsPHQQ




(Thought from Czeslaw Milosz)

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  • Listening to: Julia Kent

Around scars

Journal Entry: Tue Feb 19, 2013, 6:50 AM





[I hear the ruin of all space, shattered glass and toppling masonry, and time one livid final flame]




www.youtube.com/watch?v=CcRC-i…




(Thought from James Joyce)

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  • Listening to: The Alvaret Ensemble

There is no there there

Journal Entry: Sat Feb 16, 2013, 7:45 AM





[We go forward and backward, and there is no place]




youtu.be/JqYNu1naKbc




(Thought from Rosmarie Waldrop)

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  • Listening to: Julia Kent

Where I am and am not

Journal Entry: Sat Feb 9, 2013, 9:12 AM





[My real self wanders elsewhere, far away, wanders on and on invisibly and has nothing to do with my life]




youtu.be/lEor3z17rsY




(Thought from Hermann Hesse)

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  • Listening to: Slow Skies

Rift

Journal Entry: Mon Feb 4, 2013, 3:50 PM





[The wound is the place where the light enters you]




grooveshark.com/s/Rift/4XCF4h?…




(Thought from Rumi)

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  • Listening to: Hilary Hahn & Hauschka