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About Deviant Artist Marcel BakkerMale/Netherlands Groups :icongod-is-a-pencil: God-is-a-Pencil
Pencil artists are like Gods
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The Psychonaut by MBKKR The Psychonaut :iconmbkkr:MBKKR 16 3 Untitled by MBKKR Untitled :iconmbkkr:MBKKR 18 1 Submergence by MBKKR
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Submergence :iconmbkkr:MBKKR 39 6
Roodborstje (Robin) by MBKKR Roodborstje (Robin) :iconmbkkr:MBKKR 21 1 Closure by MBKKR Closure :iconmbkkr:MBKKR 30 5 Extasy by MBKKR
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Extasy :iconmbkkr:MBKKR 19 3
Fighting the habbits of ego by MBKKR
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Fighting the habbits of ego :iconmbkkr:MBKKR 40 14
Flowing into matter by MBKKR
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Flowing into matter :iconmbkkr:MBKKR 20 4
Untitled Portrait by MBKKR Untitled Portrait :iconmbkkr:MBKKR 15 1 02 Flowing into matter by MBKKR
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KNURFT by MBKKR KNURFT :iconmbkkr:MBKKR 21 2 Untitled by MBKKR
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Figure composition by MBKKR Figure composition :iconmbkkr:MBKKR 7 1 Surreal Landscape by MBKKR Surreal Landscape :iconmbkkr:MBKKR 34 5 Pickachu is going mad! by MBKKR Pickachu is going mad! :iconmbkkr:MBKKR 10 2 JAzzhead by MBKKR JAzzhead :iconmbkkr:MBKKR 13 1


[ATMA002] by Technochrist [ATMA002] :icontechnochrist:Technochrist 154 10 EROS THANATOS II by ArtOfTheMystic EROS THANATOS II :iconartofthemystic:ArtOfTheMystic 157 21 You Just Keep These Hanging On by zlty-dodo
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You Just Keep These Hanging On :iconzlty-dodo:zlty-dodo 445 3
Forgotten by augenweide Forgotten :iconaugenweide:augenweide 141 6 Thing with a Pearl Earring by solark Thing with a Pearl Earring :iconsolark:solark 42 10 The Moth Catcher by elftantra The Moth Catcher :iconelftantra:elftantra 71 10 Ahead by deignis Ahead :icondeignis:deignis 140 11 The Lights of Ra by vimark The Lights of Ra :iconvimark:vimark 206 45 Citadelle Imprenable by alexandre-deschaumes Citadelle Imprenable :iconalexandre-deschaumes:alexandre-deschaumes 814 35 #3693 What the Moon brings by alexandre-deschaumes #3693 What the Moon brings :iconalexandre-deschaumes:alexandre-deschaumes 568 34 Swimming pool_swimmers by mariasvarbova Swimming pool_swimmers :iconmariasvarbova:mariasvarbova 214 10 swimming by mariasvarbova swimming :iconmariasvarbova:mariasvarbova 198 7 Asasara by 3mmI Asasara :icon3mmi:3mmI 343 32 SIPARIO // Eclipse Of Sorrow by 3mmI SIPARIO // Eclipse Of Sorrow :icon3mmi:3mmI 146 12 The motion of bodies 3 by meshchaninov-vadim The motion of bodies 3 :iconmeshchaninov-vadim:meshchaninov-vadim 18 9



21 x 29,7 cm

Submergence is about the feeling one gets when reaching a deep meditative state in meditation. For me it's like floating with your head in another world where you loose the experience of body and only the innerself is aware. A feeling of a soft, still and dark place which opens you up to deeper knowledge. It comes in an intuitive way and changed my view about everything. It sets a new baseline.

This stuff is always hard to put into words and sounds really like blahblahblah... actually you can't put it into words. Because the mind can't really grasp it and constantly tries fighting it because it goes beyond egomind. Ego is like "oh shut up with this dramatic theatrical nonsense and just listen to me know... you here!" Thats why you need to get really still and go beyond your thoughts.

The actual experience feels special at first but sets you back on your feet in the end and has left me with a deeper view on everything. It gave me the knowledge that we as humans think we know so much but if you brake everything down we think we know you always end up with nothing hahahaha.
And in that "nothingness" lies everything we think we know, egomind created and everything that goes beyond egomind. My intuition tells me that we never will know what this substance of nothingness is because we are that substance of nothingness... therefore the lesson for me now is seeing and feeling all of this in everything and live from that nothingness...
Letting go by MBKKR

"Letting Go" has become a DD thanx to :icondeshrubber:, big thanx!
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Marcel Bakker
Current Residence: Netherlands
Favourite genre of music: Ambient, Neo classical, Drone, Soul, Dubtech
Favourite style of art: Surrealism, Visionary, Street art
Operating System: Mac OSX
MP3 player of choice: I-pod


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fiorinosulaco Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2018
Happy Birthday!Gradient Cake with candles 50x50 icon 
jeremiahkauffman Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2018  Professional General Artist
I wish you a very Happy Birthday!
lisa-im-laerm Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
DarkMilkyWay1701 Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You are a wonderful artist. A truly artist. I love your work, is very inspiring. I hope your doing well.
MBKKR Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2017
Thank you very much!
GrumpyOldArtist Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I have decided to follow you as your art is really speaking to my subconscious. And since I see it is your birthday, Happy Birthday!
MBKKR Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2017
A little late from my side but THANX!
marcgosselin Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2017  Professional Traditional Artist
Happy birthday Marcel.
MBKKR Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2017
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