So I was thinking about going back to exotics at least a little bit, I'm not talking full-on iguanas and monitor lizards but some spoods would be fine, though my sis has extreme arachnophobia for some unknown reason (probably someone scared her at school because she saw me handling 12 inch tarantulas and didn't even bother before). But mum said she doesn't mind if I get something new. So I got three. Hadn't had spiders for such a long time now it's so exciting, especially those that are not bigger than a penny. I guess once you get into that collective IRL Pokemonery, you can't really get out. Oh I'm doing japanese archery now as well. Bec

I don't think many people know what it's like to finally have a job that you can be proud of. After years of being misunderstood, as almost noone except your former peers can understand your situation. The job I had destroys people, rips their psyches to shreds, demotivates, physically ruins. Makes them hate human kind, makes them hide in their houses for days or tumble into alcoholism because the pressure is far too much for anyone to handle. Flying ruins lives. Not all flying, mind you, but only the one that you do for a company that does not respect you. It's just been a week but I already feel an enormous difference. My stress levels ar