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As Ophelia

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As Ophelia

And tell me If I lay in my watery grave like Ophelia gone over to madness in the breaking cold of her lover's scorn, would you love me then like you loved me once? Would you be my Hamlet? Would you swear your love after denying it so? Would the truth come out that it had never been hatred, but pained love coursing through your broken vein. Would you damn me to hell only to then sing my praises as you once had, as the angel that once saved your soul? Tell me now, and tell me true because as it stands, there is very little clinging me to this tainted life. In my final hour, could I change your cruelty and make amen

Spun

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Spun

I drag my aching body from the sofa And listen to the chiming of fifteen empties The sun is rising, but there has been no rest for the wicked And even when my head hits the pillow My dreams will deny my peace The cellophane crinkles in my pocket with each step A reminder of my sweet fixation As I take stock of my surroundings and thoughts I inhale deeply and close my eyes As I realize how tightly spun I've let myself become The ache behind my eyes, and in my bones The face in the mirror that I don't recognize I start drawing parallels and I see the lines Between myself and the chemically challenged Growing more and more thin eve

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Spun

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Spun

I drag my aching body from the sofa And listen to the chiming of fifteen empties The sun is rising, but there has been no rest for the wicked And even when my head hits the pillow My dreams will deny my peace The cellophane crinkles in my pocket with each step A reminder of my sweet fixation As I take stock of my surroundings and thoughts I inhale deeply and close my eyes As I realize how tightly spun I've let myself become The ache behind my eyes, and in my bones The face in the mirror that I don't recognize I start drawing parallels and I see the lines Between myself and the chemically challenged Growing more and more thin eve

As Ophelia

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As Ophelia

And tell me If I lay in my watery grave like Ophelia gone over to madness in the breaking cold of her lover's scorn, would you love me then like you loved me once? Would you be my Hamlet? Would you swear your love after denying it so? Would the truth come out that it had never been hatred, but pained love coursing through your broken vein. Would you damn me to hell only to then sing my praises as you once had, as the angel that once saved your soul? Tell me now, and tell me true because as it stands, there is very little clinging me to this tainted life. In my final hour, could I change your cruelty and make amen

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Nenriki no Kage - Chapter 5

Nenriki no Kage - Chapter 6

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  • Sep 7
  • United States
  • Deviant for 17 years
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Favourite Visual Artist
Vincent Van Gogh, Leonardo da Vinci, Masashi Kishimoto, Hiromu Arakawa, Miyazaki Hayao, CLAMP, QueenOfDorks, DAnime, Pyromaniac, Kichiko-San, Tandemonium
Favourite Movies
The Nightmare Before Christmas, The Breakfast Club, St. Elmo's Fire, Runaway Bride, Serenity, The Hunger Games
Favourite TV Shows
Firefly, Doctor Who, Fringe, True Blood, Glee, Naruto Shipuuden, Chrno Crusade, FMA: Brotherhood, South Park, Family Guy, American Dad, Lost, Stargate: SG-1, SG: Atlantis, Desperate Housewives, Smallville, Everwood
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Journey, Nirvana, Alice in Chains, Heart, Mogwai, Lifehouse, GooGoo Dolls, Utada Hikaru, & TONS MORE. I live/breathe music.
Favourite Books
The Hunger Games series, Harry Potter series, Percy Jackson series, Anita Blake series, Hard Love, The Perks of Being A Wallflower, A Seperate Peace, LOTS more.
Favourite Writers
Suzanne Collins, Laurell K.Hamilton, Ellen Wittlinger, Nora Roberts, Robert Frost, Debbie Macomber, JK Rowling
Favourite Games
Professor Layton series, Legend of Zelda series, Final Fantasy series, World of WarCraft, Diablo III, EverQuest I & II, Ragnarok Online, Xenosaga, and LOTS more.
Favourite Gaming Platform
Nintendo DS/3DS, Tabletop Gaming, Trading Card Games, XBox 360, PC, Nintendo Wii, iPhone
Tools of the Trade
Wacom Bamboo Pen Tablet, Photo Shop Elements 8, Microsoft Word 2010, iPhone 4S, Pencils, Paper, Paint Brushes, Acrylic Paint, Knitting Needles, Crochet Hooks, Yarn, Perler Beads
Other Interests
Table-Top Gaming (GURPS & D&D), Trading Card Games (Magic the Gathering and others), Board Games, Reading, Writing, Drawing, Music, Photography, Knitting, Crafting, Manga, Anime, Baking, Japanese Culture, Sociology

Custom

Fixing This Shit. For Reals. X_x

Fixing This Shit. For Reals. X_x

Holy shit. Okay, something just needs to change and I think it basically just boils down to I need to get a FUCKING GRIP. Life is REALLY SHORT. Wanna' know how I know this? My Grama died a month and 3 days ago. I'm still basically in shock and losing my shit that the woman who was the closest thing to a real, unconditionally loving Mom I ever had is gone, and well, I'm a wreck. So, I'm beating my own ass on working on writing (Lord knows I've got a few hundred pages stashed on my XIV stories, plus I've got about 30,000 words on a Samurai Love Ballad Party (F2P Otome game by Voltage that takes place in Sengoku period Japan, totally badass)
That moment when you realize that even though you've been dead art-wise for half a decade, your dwviantArt journal paints a mode clear picture of you than any other social media ever could. Bleh. 2016 sucked. 2017 is shiny and new. "The opposite of w...
Goals for 2016: - 300,000 words of fiction. (A NaNo-load every 2 months. Totally doable.) - Finish at least 3 full-size digital drawings. (I know that's not a lot, but because I am still learning and a perfectionist, what takes a normal artist a week...

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IzunichiHobbyist General Artist
Hi, thanks a lot for the watch, I appreciate it <3
Please take care and have a nice day ^^
Also, consider checking my other accounts: Instagram | Tumblr | Paigeeworld if you like my art, thank you! ; u ; :hug:
Jian-LiHobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the fave~:iconiloveitmoreplz:
RobotCatArtHobbyist Digital Artist
2015-1024-ChibiNekoSticker by RobotCatArt  
DreamAngel-RenHobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch! :iconhi--plz:
MatdredaliaHobbyist General Artist
Very welcome, your work is fantastic. <3 
Thanks for appreciating my little dolls