maru--ato

god.. i know we don’t get along well i know you don’t like me very much- hey... maybe me too but my dog.. he knows nothing and hes a good boy please, at least for me, will you embrace him with warmth when he arrives soon thats.. thats all i ask

It's really been that long since I made that decision to jump to twitter A lot, a lot has changed on, went on, moved on, going on... Just about everything you can imagine really, one day I woke up thinking I was walking into the future, the dream I set myself up for, and now the next I am back to square one. It is difficult to come back down like that. A lot has changed here too it seems, maybe you've noticed I've started to post again. Maybe I will move back here, just because I want to go back to where it all started, where I got my hands on color for the first time. I definitely missed a good portion of the fun times that was had on here and the other small things. Where did it all go wrong sometimes I wonder. But a good friend of mine says to me, maybe it is all leading up to something, and I'm just not allowed to see it yet. Frustrating, sure it is yeah, why can't I know about it yet. All I hope sure for now, is when I do get to see it, all of this now is something I can

.....who knows