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I'm still lurking around from time to time. I still draw, I just don't upload. Today I uploaded some stuff that's been lurking around my sketchbooks. I really need to find some motivation to get back into drawing regularly again.
Ok, so SOME of you might be asking that question. Some of you don't care. Well, it's been a rocky path getting myself to this point. I lost my filming partner. Ended up in a wonderful relationship that recently ended. Got a brand new film crew. Yes, crew. I got a new laptop. I got am hooked on Second Life...

Most of my creative talent has been directed at building on SL and filming so the urge to produce media worthy of posting here has been slim to none. Especially now that my main computer tower seems to have bit the dust for the time being. My websites are down. My morale has suffered... but I still feel this overwhelming desire to DO something with the talent I worked so hard to achieve and have spent so many years neglecting.

Hell, I even have TIME to draw now. I just... I have no motivation. My ideas are all being redirected and my artwork is being completely neglected. But, I'm not giving up. Sooner or later the urge to draw will hit, and hit hard as it always seems to.

Until then, to my subscribers and friends thanks for all the support over the years. I haven't forgotten you guys, and I'll be damned if I ever will.

Thanks for being patient.

~marr0w
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So tired... can't sleep. Decided to knock back some of the 100+ Deviations that have been sitting in my message box for months. I got it down to 28 but I'm just too tired to keep going. I wish I didn't have to work tonight. To those I've offended with my mass comment barrage, I'm sorry. To those that enjoyed it your welcome. Now git ovah here and comment on my stuff for a change!

New videos. Epsiodes 1-3 online. video.google.com/videosearch?q…

Squee. Now if I can just finish up all my half-done drawings laying around all will be right with the world...
Ok, so that last journal entry shoulda really been a deviation, so I moved it around. (Yes, the entry is still in the archive, so sue me, I'm lazy)

Does this mean I haven't been working on anything in the meanwhile? Hell no. We've got about 30 minutes of footage planned on the webshow side project while I finish fleshing out the other characters that will appear in the movie. Right now everyone but the main three are extremly generic and I don't like seeing them like that. So, even if it is intended as being humorous instead of horror, I'm pushing to use these shows as inspiration.

My co-fiend Houston is currently working on upgrading Borg's mask and we've got some really cool ideas for that. (You'll learn about Borg in the short videos we're working on) This project just seems to get better and better. There may come a day when I finaly complete something! I can't wait!
video.google.com/videoplay?doc…


Chuck's Zombie Petting Zoo (or just The Zoo). Movie version demo taken from test footage.

Enjoy watching people die...
:chainsaw:

We've decided after much debate to actualy film the story as a movie and then adapt the video board game project from it. This is a clip from the begining of that movie assembled out of the test footage we've been taking. This is not the final product. Infact the entire scene is slated to be refilmed with diffrent actors once we get our casting locked down. (Well, with the exception of Chuck who is me of course) There are also talks of a 30 minute webcast done in character to help us get some time to relax and to raise awareness in the project as well as to try to gain some more support. Any comments or suggestions would be appreciated. Anyone intrested in donating or assisting in anyway, please contact me.

marr0wproductions@gmail.com
I have to share this, it's just too funny. About two years ago I made a little music video out of clips of Chrono Trigger's PSX cinemas and the OVA Nuumamonjaa. All cute and happy, right? I put it to the song We All Die by Downthesun. The song pretty much goes, "We've all died in our heads before." To me it seemed appropriate for time travlers...

Stepping away from that for a moment, I got bored and started watching the humor section at Google Video after gettting waay too little sleep while I've been sick this week. Well, with growing annoyance at seeing the same things over and over again I dug out my digital camera, installed the drivers to use it as a webcam, and dug out the costume for serial killer Chuck (the one mentioned in the proposed video board game project) and began to cuss out users of Google Video venting my frustrations for roughly two minutes. About an hour of two of giggling and editing I subscribed to the service and prepaired to upload.

It wouldn't let me. It would just freeze, weird. Anyways a few days of reflecting later I decided to try again this time posting both the We All Die video and Chuck's "Public Service Announcement." I've been notified that despite the fact Chuck is screaming and yelling profanities and waving around a severed human limb (yes, you read that right) it has been approved and is going live sometime in the near future.

HOWEVER, my Chrono Trigger music video was DENIED for the following reasons: "hate or incitement of violence, graphic violence or other acts resulting in serious injury or death." Heh-heh-heh-heh. Best reason I can come up with is because of the title. WE ALL DIE.

DEFFINITE PROOF THAT NO ONE IS WATCHING THESE VIDEO SUBMISSIONS!

This should be exploited further.
Changing my schedule dramaticly. We've moved to a new apartment forcing me offline for a week. I'm sleeping in the mornings instead of the evenings... I'm overdoing it trying to keep the MUCK from dying while jumping between projects. Well, even if I'm not commenting I am actualy at least looking at the deviations popping up in my messages. Now if I could make myself that active in the midst of all I've been doing... I could be like some people and throw everything up here finished or not, but I wouldn't like myself if I did that. (No, that's not ment as an insult to anyone nor am I refrencing anyone in particular.)

*yawns* So tired... anyways, if anyone thinks this is the only journal I keep, then you don't know I lock my LiveJournal entries. Someone implied they know everything I do and it was kinda insulting. I keep personal stuff under lock and key, this is just for art related stuff. Oh well, stupid thing to comment on really but I had to say something.

Now, if I could just convince myself to start FINISHING drawings I'd be alright...
No, I haven't been avoiding this place, but I'll admit the EIGHTY TWO deviations glaring at me whenever I log in is seriously making me hesitant to sign on. However, I'm still alive. Not dead yet.

I think, I'm gonna ignore those deviations. Sorry, not trying to be a prick... but I think my mind would become a gooey mess if I even attempted it. Besides, not like I've yet to see anything I didn't like by those I'm supposed to be watching for. *sighs* So, anyways... let me try to get back in the habbit of updating again, even if most of what I have is unfinished. I don't like letting my drawing skills deminish like this, even if the horrible outside world continues to try to push me down...

On the plus side, I've just uploaded a small crap load of stuff that's been drifting around my desk. So, even if the quality is less than it could be, at least I'm submitting again!
I've taken over the third shift position at work. Now I'm stuck sleeping all day and working all night. Between that and my daughter I'm not getting online all that much... I do plan on viewing all FIFTY Deviations in my message box at one point or another, so if anyone recieves a comment from me MONTHS after you post you'll understand why...

On the plus side, I have more time to draw now...
Things aren't going too good for me at the moment, thus my current absence. Took a trip to see my mom, got stuck there thanks to bad brake lines. Took nearly a week to get them repaired and working enough to drive back. Then discovered another set had gone out as well. Top all that off with all the extra hours I'm having to pull in to make up for the days I lost and the wonderfull fighting with relatives over trying to get the car fully repaired, and well... that tends to keep me a bit distracted. I'll hopefully be headed back this way before too much longer. Just didn't want to worry anyone who might be wondering where I'd gone. Sorry I didn't post something sooner....
Still breathing! Still here. Just needed some time to rethink things. Got myself a nice little break when Mom took my daughter out to the country, but their back. My wounds are healed, and I'm slowly getting back into the swing of things again.

I need to start submitting again, don't I? Well... one thing at a time. I did take some great pictures. Haven't drawn much recently. Did a -very- small amount of work on the game. Our schedules are conflicting and things are moving at a snail's pace. But... it's still ongoing.

More info when it's worth sharing!
Well, figures I'd get my head back together when my vacation from work was nearing it's end. The wound looks like a nasty black hole now with something biting it's way out. I'd take a picture but the idea of seeing it enlarged grosses me out. ...or that could be the antibiotics. They've been making me very nautious lately. Oh, and I did sneak my camera into the hospital with me. The only room I could get away with using it in was my room, so I didn't get much. I'll post a few when I finish going through them. It's nice to have a clear head again. It's nice to be relaxed for a change too. Shame it'll all go away when work resumes as usual...

Oh, and on the game side of things, we have a comic book shop which has agreed to let us playtest it there. Now we just gotta finish the video.
I've been a bit distracted. Like the subject reads, a week ago I got bit in my sleep. It got infected... baddly. I was told if I hadn't gone to the hospital I'd have lost my arm. On lots of painkillers and antibiotics. Video for the game project is coming along slowly. Obvious distractions and the expected hesitations. We do have a comic book shop which has aggreed to playtest the game for us if we get a playable version of it in about a month and a half. When I have more brainpower at my disposal I'll get around at looking at the deviations pilling up in my message box. For those that have come to expect comments from me, this is for you to explain my silence. I'm not in serious pain or nothing at the moment. The hospital trip was about three days ago, but I'm still going through long periods of feeling like shit. It's just like getting the flu... but without the fun of having the flu.

I hate medications...
Eeee! I'm excited. I've been hunting for a good while now for something, anything, to take my mind off of all the stress that's been going on constantly in my life. Now, I have it.

A good friend of mine and I are developing a board game and video that we hope to make some money on. We have the basic ideas and planning set up, it's just a matter of putting the pieces in place and completing a finished product.

If nothing else, this is a great distraction.

Expect to see this pop up alot in my submissions over the next month or so... by then I'll know if this is just an over planned dream, or something coming together into a real possibility. Wish us luck!
Well, not sure what all to say that I didn't say on my website's news page, or my live journal, or my myspace.com blog. They need to find some nifty way of combining all these so I can just post in one place only...

Anyways, my name's Jason. I live in Kentucky. I've been drawing most of my life but after High School (and way too many AP Drawing classes) I found myself getting horribly burned out on drawing and painting. That and my first job at Subway was dragging me down emotionaly and physicly. That was about six years ago.

Since then I've been drawing more on occasion than anything. I'm hoping that submitting stuff here might inspire me to pick it up again, so expect lots of sketches and doodles in my Scraps folder. I role play alot, and I've been portraying the character of Johnny C for over a year now in various RPGs so you'll see evidence of that in alot of my work.

Apart from that, I have a little girl, she's three and her mother lives in Texas. No, I don't plan on getting back together with her. So, aside from the personal stuff I keep for my LJ, that's about it...

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Oh? And the freaky fridge web-cam? Yeah... that's one of mine too. Damn, I'm bored...