How Could You
--- How Could You? ---
I loved you as a brother,
Trusted you in all things.
You were my friend, my Youth Leader,
The Technician, and so much more.
You were the coolest, most awesome
Man of God I knew, you and your wife both.
How could you do this? How could you turn?
You've become a stumbling block, and
A person I weep for, and, somewhat, against.
I still love you, but I'm hurt, wounded,
beaten and battered, and ready
To break down and cry. I don't know
How you could do this, to me,
To her, and to everyone. You've changed.
Why? I wish I knew. I almost feel
As though this is my fault,
Because I loved you, cared for you,
And yet, neglected to pray for you.
How could I? How could I not pray,
How could I say that I cared, loved,
And trusted with my life, and not even PRAY?
Why did this happen? Why did you do this?
What could I have done? How could I have helped?
How will God use this? I don't know. I wish I did.
But I'm not the man with the plan, Jesus is.
He knows, He loves, and He weeps