... waking up after dropping the ring and seeing Gandalf laughing.
Everything is okay after the operation. Healing is going on perfectly, the scar is huge - but I love it. My new life begins - now!
Thanks to everybody who whished me luck. My special thanks to the Reiki-Combo in all around Europe and my friend Amizaras ~Amizaras (https://www.deviantart.com/amizaras) for blogging and being there.