shattered memories{amnesia}[chapter 12]

"Stay away from her.'' The guy said to Toma. "Who the heck are you one of her fans?'' "No im not but never mind that what you were just doing to her was wrong and you scared her, if you really cared about her as I heard you claim then you wouldnt have done what you did.'' Toma looked past the man at you and saw you looking upset. Toma sighed as he lowered his head and turned his back to you and the guy. "Im sorry Thalia.'' That was all Toma said as he left. The guy turned around and looked at you. "Are you alright?'' "Yes im fine.'' The guy smiled. "Im glad if something were to happen to you once before I-.'' The guy cut off what he was about to say and shook his head. "What were you about to say and have you been following me again?'' "Its not important and yes I have been following you but not as a creeper its to make sure you stay safe and also so I could just be near you.'' "Who are you?'' The guy smiled a sad smile. "You really dont remember me do you but I guess that was the price to keep you from-.'' The guy cut his sentence short again having you look at him confused. "Um never mind that as to what my name is its Ukyo.'' "Ukyo.'' You wispered. You felt your heart get warm at the mention of you saying Ukyo's name, it was as if you had said it so many times and you knew that since he has been following you, you should tell him to stay away from you and call the police but you decided not to since he didnt feel dangerous and also because you felt safe being near him which made you shocked since you never met him before. "I dont think of you as a creep but more of a guradian who is looking out for me but what I cant understand is why are you doing it why are you watching out for me?'' You asked Ukyo. Ukyo placed his hand on your cheek. "I wish I coudl tell you the truth but all I can say is that I will keep looking out for you until I make sure that you are safe in this world.'' "What?'' Your cell phone bussed having you take it out and look at it since you got a text from Ikki asking you to have dinner with him as friends and when you replied you would you put your cell phone back but when you looked back up Ukyo was gone. You touched your cheek with your hand where Ukyo had his hand and still felt that it was warm and you remembered that when he had touched your cheek you could feel what he felt even if it was only for a few seconds. What you felt was that Ukyo had sadness in him as he was looking at you and also love. The mystery that was around Ukyo made you want to solve it since you really want to know why Ukyo is looking out for you as well as the words he had said. You also thought of Toma and how he acted when you told him that you were still going to go back to america. "He needs to move on, it would be for the best just as Shin has been doing.'' You thought as you headed back to your hotel. When night fell you headed to the place where you would be having dinner with Ikki. You and Ikki ate and talked and was having a nice time. When you first met Ikki you thought he was a player but as you got to know him and became friends with him you realized he wasnt like that at all. You could also tell that Ikki did have a thing for you from the way he looked at you and you do admit that Ikki was good looking but you werent sure if you could ever think of him as a romantic interest and you also didnt want to mess things up like you did with Shin and Toma. Once dinner was over you and Ikki decided to take a walk through the park. "Its such a nice out.'' You wispered as you looked up at the night sky. "Yes it is.'' You looked at Ikki and saw that he looked like he was thinking of something but then he shook his head and looked at you as he smiled and reached for your hand and took hold of it as he held it. "Thalia go out with me.'' You looked stunned but then laughed softly. "You dont give up do you?'' "No and I want to tell you I am serious about you, I have never met a girl like you, your amazing and you have some many other things about you that makes me like you even more.'' You could tell that Ikki wasnt kidding at what he was saying since you could feel what he felt as he held your hand, you could feel what he was feeling towards you and it was warm and comforting. Feeling it made you begin to blush. "Please Thalia go out with me.'' "Ikki even if I decided to say yes to see what it would be like it could never work for many reasons and one of them would be is that I will go back to america once this movie we are in is over with.'' "I understand that but just think oof the now like I have been doing when im near you.'' "Ikki I.'' Ikki smiled a sad smile and let your hand go but not before what you had just felt what he did and that was sadness of you rejecting him. "I understand Thalia, you could never think of me that way.'' "No that isnt it at all, Ikki your a great guy and is very good looking but you could do better then me, im not worth paying attention to.'' "How could you say that, your worth having my attention.'' "No im not.'' You felt Ikki place his hand on your cheek as he looked into your eyes. "Does this have something do to do with Shin and Toma Thalia?'' When Ikki saw you flinch he got his answer. "What happend between the three of you, I heard you talking to your sister about them but couldnt understand why you looked so sad.'' You lowered your head as you took Ikki's hand off your cheek. "I cheated on them.'' Ikki became suprised and he became even more suprised when you told him that you were dating Shin first then Toma and was still dating the both of them at the same time and when Shin found out he broke up with you and after somethings after that, thats when you moved to america not just for your sake but for both Shin and Toma's sake too so they could move on. "Im a bad person and because I am I dont deserve for anyones attention, I deserve to be alone.'' Ikki to your suprise wrapped his arms around you and held you close to him. "Your still worth my attention Thalia.'' "How can you still say that after what I had just told you?'' "Because to me you arent bad, you made a mistake and ended up hurting both Shin and Toma but you also hurt yourself but you decided to make it up to them by leaving so they could move on as you would, you were trying to do a good thing, if you were a bad person you never would have done that or felt bad about it, you have a kind heart Thalia that is why I still stay by what I said to you.'' "Ikki you wispered. Ikki felt you hug him back. "I'll ask again, will you give me the chance at making you happy Thalia no matter how short it might be?'' You felt your self smile and said the one word that made Ikki smile. "Yes.''