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I talk to you today because I'm bit sad, angry and disapointed.
Let me explain the situation: I made a recent painting, some of my watchers comment on it, and I thank you for that. But what I don't understand, is that I got more view than before, but far less fav than I usually do.
Damn, I worked so hard on this painting, I know it's not perfect, but why I get so ignored while others don't move there arse and get thousands of favs? I always try to work more, and get better, I even try new things, happier things, that some requested and what is the result? Ignored again. I try to be creative, not making fan art anymore, I try to be true, showing real emotions and still nothing.
I thought it was dA, that it's going down and all, but I searched here, and a lot of people are not affected by that, plus, I am viewed.
So the problem is me. And now I don't understand, really. I work more, I though I made tone of progress!! I need to earn a living, and the only place I can share my work is here! I have tones of cool projects, and ideas, and I keep on working, thinking that one day I will shine in the dark, but today, I am exhausted of this.
I watch 1408 people, and I check EVERYTHING they make, and I fav EVERYTHING I like. Now, I don't want people loosing there time here when they don't have enough time in there real life, but if you watched me, I expect you to come sometimes to check, to be at least a little interested.
And if you don't trust me, here are some stats:
Do you see this ratio? If people come, and don't fav/comment, that means they don't particurly like it.
And some of you would say, that I must do that for me and all, but I am an artist, I can't do only that for me! How will I make all the project I want if I see no one is even interesting in the first place?
I'm sorry for getting so angry, but I hope you'll understand.
Anyway, here are some people I really wanted to thank, for being so nice to me, for being here, for supporting me, your support is even more important than it was before. I didn't want to continue on painting, and I went reading all your wonderful comment, and I was better, so thank you!
I must have missed some people and I'm sorry about that, I will put you when I'll find you, because I feel the urgent need to thank you for not letting me down. In the 828 people watching, you're the only one behing me.
I will never ever give up on working, and on making things I love, and I hope one day, people will love it too.
I needed to spit it out, thank you for your time reading and have a great day.