Since my last journal is from June 24 about a computer problem I had. And my last submission here was in July 29. I feel like I owe some explanation:
My computer problem was solved in that time. But my DA account seems to be stopped. This happened because since 2 years ago I started to having panic attacks(don't know the proper name in english). I have a huge depression since I was a teenager, and with the panic attacks this "depression" thing reach a whole new level.
I'm having been treated since then. But just with minor improvements in my case.
I already gave this explanation to several people who commissioned me in this time, and I DEEPLY appreciate the understanding.
But I think that coming here and be clear about this would be better to me and for any possible costumer.
I'm not saying this for asking money or gain any simpathy from no one. My point is:
I never was a fast artist. And this condition (panic+depression) put a heavy toll in my production capacity.
But, I have being doying commissions all this time. I have the good luck of have some regular costumers. And I don't update my DA because if you post a work, you atract more work. And if you take more work than you can bear, you will f#ck
another person that don't have anything to do with your problems and don't have any obligation to understand something that wasn't said before the work beggins.
In an old journal I said once "I may delay, but I'll deliver". This still true.
If you already worked with me and liked my work, I'm still are the same person. If you worked with me and disliked my work, I'm still the same too.
So, if you want to commission me, feel free to talk with me, ask questions and so on. I am always(at least I think I am) open to talk about the details, to any fix needed.
Just have in mind that sometimes I will take more time than I said. Not because i'm a liar and/or a thief. But because in some days I just CAN'T work.
I always think that saying this things are very unprofessional. But this condition turned itself in my every day life. And I hate to hide this from every person who contact me for the first time.
AGAIN, i'm not saying this to atract pity from anyone. I just think that is better to be clear about this, and also, can be more fair with any possible costumer.
Since we are in the internet. I don't know how it's sounds from people from different places.
But, Thats it!
(if anything sounds confusing. I't because I'm not an english speaker. So, you know the drill.)
Also, thanks a lot to anyone who continue to "watching" me, "faving" making coments and etc..