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You. Again.
Your face has changed.
Your voice is not the same.
Everything about you changed.
And yet you are the very same.
Once again I feel you slipping away.
And once again I'm standing there,
reaching for you and failing.
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I can't remember
I can't remember the sound of your voice
The way the syllables used to dance on the melody you created
I can't remember your joyful smile
The way your mouth curved upwards as if to reach for your eyes
I can't remember the color of your eyes
The way they caught the light and shone as if they were the stars
I can't even remember the feel of your kiss
The way our lips connected and our souls intertwined
And yet my love, when I close my eyes, my memories are there.
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Her butler...unseemly by marauder-robijn Her butler...unseemly :iconmarauder-robijn:marauder-robijn 0 0 Sebastian Michaelis by marauder-robijn Sebastian Michaelis :iconmarauder-robijn:marauder-robijn 4 11 One hell of a butler by marauder-robijn One hell of a butler :iconmarauder-robijn:marauder-robijn 7 0 our last deep kiss avatar by marauder-robijn our last deep kiss avatar :iconmarauder-robijn:marauder-robijn 4 0
All day I felt it
All day I felt it.
I couldn't exactly see what it was,
But I felt it none the less.
Now I know you have been closer all day,
Than you have been in a very long time.
Was it you I felt?
Maybe my lies were really true.
Maybe it was my schoolwork,
Maybe it was the weather,
Or maybe it were all the non-existent cards.
But now I've been told,
Even I can't believe those lies anymore
I know I felt your presence
I just couldn't identify it
Which isn't a big surprise
Seeing that you left long ago
And suddenly I know
Why the clouds were this dark
Why my heart was this heavy.
How did I know?
Maybe because my abused heart
Trembled like it never did before.
Or wait. Maybe it did.
On that other day…
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Iason Mink Cosplay Facts 2 by marauder-robijn Iason Mink Cosplay Facts 2 :iconmarauder-robijn:marauder-robijn 1 20 Iason Mink Cosplay Facts 2010 by marauder-robijn Iason Mink Cosplay Facts 2010 :iconmarauder-robijn:marauder-robijn 0 3
One year ago my...
been thinking about it for ages and now I forgot all about it...
it's two days ago now...
It would have been a year...
I wonder if I'm the only one remembering...but then again of course I am
want to know the funniest thing about it?
didn't see that coming did you? no of course you didn't...'cause you were not even looking!
You've never been looking
or were you?
two days ago
and still my cell isn't ringing
I hope your day was also wonderful?
two days ago?
I'm lying you know
but then again you wouldn't know
at least we both had a wonderful day
two days ago
a year ago
you are angry you say? Lost? Betrayed?
my my...
do I look like I care?
yes of course I do
but hell
I've always been good at playing pretend
two days ago
but not
a year ago
just leave will you?
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Me and Oscar Wilde in London by marauder-robijn Me and Oscar Wilde in London :iconmarauder-robijn:marauder-robijn 2 18
My love proved to be
My love proved to be
My love proved to be the dream of a child,
Full of surprises, disobedient and wild.
Hope and faith kept doubt at bay,
But we failed to look beyond today.
In all our green inexperience, we didn't know,
Tomorrow would be cold as snow.
And when we finally ran out of luck,
Reality came crashing down as lightning struck.
My love that seemed beautiful at first,
Shattered, disappeared as a bubble that burst.
And for months I tried to hold on,
But now I realized you were already gone,
The day I met you,
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Mad Junk.... by marauder-robijn Mad Junk.... :iconmarauder-robijn:marauder-robijn 1 2
Sorrow nibbling at my heart
Seeming to yearn more for my destruction
Than I can force it to change into hope.
Loneliness following my every move
So close that I can feel its breath
So fast that I stumble while fleeing.
Despair clutching to my body
Too strong to escape its grip
Trying with all its might to break me.
And in my beaten –not yet- broken soul
I find the desire to cover myself in your warmth
To escape the world hiding behind your body
To lose myself into your existence.
And then I realize: all will be well
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I want to know who you are
I want to know who you are
The boy  I see in my dreams
I want to see your face
Give you a name
Hold you close
I want you to say I'm yours
Belonging to the boy in my dreams
I want to hold your body
Give you pleasure
Hold you down
I want you to say you're mine
Belonging to the man in your dreams
I want to leave my mark on you
Give you passion
Hold you in my arms
I want to know why you are
The boy I see in my dreams
I want to keep you forever
Give you whatever you deserve
Hold you locked in my arms
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At the dawn of September
At the dawn of September
I want to know who you chose
At the dawn of October
I want to feel your body close
At a night in November
My soul will belong to you
At a night in December
My dreams will finally come true
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my goodness how I have looked forward to this day...<3

tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow
  • Listening to: De leegte in mij
  • Reading: Nightrunner series
  • Watching: Being Human
  • Eating: Christmas cake
  • Drinking: Coffee


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LupeSamaPhantomhive Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for the fav <3
marauder-robijn Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
:) I think it's wonderful <3 I really love it
Yordaniella Featured By Owner May 24, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey you, happy late birthdayy!! :D :party:
marauder-robijn Featured By Owner May 31, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you my dear! :D I'm slowly getting used to the feeling of being officially old now (22) ;)
Yordaniella Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Haha, well, 22 isnīt all that old I would say! =p Itīs just ... older than 21 ;D
I know it is a little early, but I wanted to stop by and wish you a very very :iconearlybirthdayplz: from :iconqaf-libertyave: (aka Justin and James). We hope you have a perfect day surrounded by friends and family.

Warm hugs, :icongrouphugplz:
Justin and James
marauder-robijn Featured By Owner May 31, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you! That's so kind of you :)
Prof-Snape Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2013  Professional General Artist
Thank you very much for the follow as well as the fav on my picture.
:iconlatebirthdayplz: Sorry this is late but Justin and I wanted to say we hope you had a fantastic birthday. Here's some love QaF for you. [link] :iconbirthdaycupcakeplz:
Raitoyami Featured By Owner May 21, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy b-day

Ik weet het wa laat >.>
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