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#bodypositive

#bodypositive Love you the way you are. I love me Am happy. Aren't I? Accept this rolling stomach. Accept these rubbing thighs. Accept this muffin top. Accept these love handles. I am not fat. I have fat. And I'm happy With who I am and how I look. Except this rolling stomach. Except these rubbing thighs. Except this muffing top. Except these love handles. I am beautiful When I axcept #bodypositive

Forgive

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Forgive

Forgive me, love My temper flared. Forgive these tears And my fears. So tired is this body I cannot think. I miss the old you. I miss the old us. Only You are the old you. We are the old us. Not enough time. Days to short For old time love. So hold me close tonight Hold me close always And Forgive me, love. Forgive me, love. Forgive, my love.

A Kiss In The Dark

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A Kiss In The Dark

A kiss in the dark As we whisper goodnight. A pull at the heart As we wave goodbye. A tear slides from my eye As I lay out my heart to you. We both have our fears We both have our pasts We hide away our doubts And hope the best works out. A leap in my heart As you pull me close. A shiver down my spine As you kiss me so sweetly. A warmth in my soul As I fall for you again. We begin to trust In these words we speak. We begin to believe The truth of this love. I fall into your embrace And each passing day I dream about the future more. A promise on our lips As we confess all our hearts. A hope in our eyes As we talk about forever. A love gro

Just For A Moment

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Just For A Moment

Tonight I must fall asleep Without you by my side. Tomorrow I must wake Knowing I won't see your smile. This distance it kills me It scares and it taunts me. Just for a moment Right here on the phone Can we pretend this distance Is something nonexistent? Can we feel the other's presence With hearts instead of bodies? Just for a moment Right here on the phone I want to feel those three words Emanating in our hearts.

Something So Much More

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Something So Much More

I thought I knew what love was I thought I knew how this would play out I thought I knew what it was to love I thought I knew what I was getting into You took my hand and made me feel wanted You took my heart and loved it with such tender passion You took me and accepted every imperfection And I wasn't prepared for that. I wasn't prepared to love you so deeply I wasn't expecting you to love me so intensely I wasn't ready to fit with you so completely I wasn't prepared to miss you so extensively It's like you came into my life And filled every hole in my heart YOu mended all the breaks and tears YOu should me everything I thought I could li

Strong

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Strong

I’m trying to be strong, But it’s hard moving on. When every step I take Brings me to the same place. These tears I hide inside Crash like the ocean’s tide Inside this heart of mine. I’m falling to my knees I’m screaming to heaven. Can’t anyone hear me? Can no one understand? When everything crumbles Falls apart in my hands How do I put it back? How can I make it whole? Wish I were something more I’m no super hero Keep walking in circles But it’s hard moving on. I’m just trying to be I’m trying to be strong.

Reach Out A Hand

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Reach Out A Hand

Reach out a hand to me Cause time keeps passin’ us by Be by my side forever I can’t stand to lose No Can’t lose you. So reach out a hand to me Cause I’m reachin’ for you Don’t forget to open your heart Baby it’s made of gold. Yeah, I know you have to go, But I’ll miss you so, oh, oh. I’ll miss you ‘till the sun don’t shine. Keep me guessin’ I’ll guess you right back to me. You’re a mystery When you wanna be. So put that pretty little smile Right up on your face. Let your eyes sparkle Yeah, bat them twice. Cause you are Yeah, you are, you are, you are

Said vs. Thought

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Said vs. Thought

"Why leave?"                                             Yelling For happiness. "Because..."

Friendship

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Friendship

Friendship...                    "Love?"                    "No."                                          ...Ruined in minutes
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#bodypositive

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#bodypositive

#bodypositive Love you the way you are. I love me Am happy. Aren't I? Accept this rolling stomach. Accept these rubbing thighs. Accept this muffin top. Accept these love handles. I am not fat. I have fat. And I'm happy With who I am and how I look. Except this rolling stomach. Except these rubbing thighs. Except this muffing top. Except these love handles. I am beautiful When I axcept #bodypositive

Forgive

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Forgive

Forgive me, love My temper flared. Forgive these tears And my fears. So tired is this body I cannot think. I miss the old you. I miss the old us. Only You are the old you. We are the old us. Not enough time. Days to short For old time love. So hold me close tonight Hold me close always And Forgive me, love. Forgive me, love. Forgive, my love.

A Kiss In The Dark

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A Kiss In The Dark

A kiss in the dark As we whisper goodnight. A pull at the heart As we wave goodbye. A tear slides from my eye As I lay out my heart to you. We both have our fears We both have our pasts We hide away our doubts And hope the best works out. A leap in my heart As you pull me close. A shiver down my spine As you kiss me so sweetly. A warmth in my soul As I fall for you again. We begin to trust In these words we speak. We begin to believe The truth of this love. I fall into your embrace And each passing day I dream about the future more. A promise on our lips As we confess all our hearts. A hope in our eyes As we talk about forever. A love gro

Just For A Moment

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Just For A Moment

Tonight I must fall asleep Without you by my side. Tomorrow I must wake Knowing I won't see your smile. This distance it kills me It scares and it taunts me. Just for a moment Right here on the phone Can we pretend this distance Is something nonexistent? Can we feel the other's presence With hearts instead of bodies? Just for a moment Right here on the phone I want to feel those three words Emanating in our hearts.

Something So Much More

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Something So Much More

I thought I knew what love was I thought I knew how this would play out I thought I knew what it was to love I thought I knew what I was getting into You took my hand and made me feel wanted You took my heart and loved it with such tender passion You took me and accepted every imperfection And I wasn't prepared for that. I wasn't prepared to love you so deeply I wasn't expecting you to love me so intensely I wasn't ready to fit with you so completely I wasn't prepared to miss you so extensively It's like you came into my life And filled every hole in my heart YOu mended all the breaks and tears YOu should me everything I thought I could li

Strong

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Strong

I’m trying to be strong, But it’s hard moving on. When every step I take Brings me to the same place. These tears I hide inside Crash like the ocean’s tide Inside this heart of mine. I’m falling to my knees I’m screaming to heaven. Can’t anyone hear me? Can no one understand? When everything crumbles Falls apart in my hands How do I put it back? How can I make it whole? Wish I were something more I’m no super hero Keep walking in circles But it’s hard moving on. I’m just trying to be I’m trying to be strong.

Reach Out A Hand

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Reach Out A Hand

Reach out a hand to me Cause time keeps passin’ us by Be by my side forever I can’t stand to lose No Can’t lose you. So reach out a hand to me Cause I’m reachin’ for you Don’t forget to open your heart Baby it’s made of gold. Yeah, I know you have to go, But I’ll miss you so, oh, oh. I’ll miss you ‘till the sun don’t shine. Keep me guessin’ I’ll guess you right back to me. You’re a mystery When you wanna be. So put that pretty little smile Right up on your face. Let your eyes sparkle Yeah, bat them twice. Cause you are Yeah, you are, you are, you are

Wings To Fly

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Wings To Fly

Give me wings So I may fly from here. I wish to run To sore through the sky. If I run far enough Can I forget this ache? If I leave it all behind Will my heart heal? My head says "Forgive" But my heart says "Unforgivable" My head says "Let go" But my heart says "No." Give me wings So I may fly from here. I wish to run Away from this place. Leave it all behind A new beginning awaits. Release my hand I ask for no company. Turn around I want no followers. Give me wings So I may fly from here. Take no reminders Memories only fuel the pain. I wish to run Run far away. I wish to leave Leave it all behind. A new beginni

Never See Me Cry

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Never See Me Cry

You told me you loved me Made me feel special. I thought I meant something Thought I was worth something. I thought I could trust you, But you proved me wrong. I gave you my heart     A fragile thing. I knew it could break, But trusted your hands. Why did you go     And throw it away? How could you do this to me? So bipolar In your normalcy. How could you do this to me? Act as if Everything's great Only to turn around And tell me It's not working out. I should have known Should have trusted instinct. Instead I let emotions rule And paid in the end. Now I'm turning the key Holding my heart behind bars. I'm not read

Runnin' From You

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Runnin' From You

I thought this was a story Thought I was the lucky one Thought I'd have my happy ending But it was only a game to be won. My everything is gone! No more my heart can take You took my breath away Only to watch my heart break. Tell me the truth Did I even matter to you? Don't need your apology Just tell me what did I do? Show me what it takes! What else can you do To make my heart break? Is that all you wanted to do? First you build me up Give me everything I want Then you tear me down Make me believe it was my fault And I I just want you to know That I I'm not crying for you! Show  me what it takes What else can you do To make my heart bre

Spotlight

Save Me

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Save Me

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My Bio
I'm Mara. At least, that's who I'm known as in cyberspace, and it's who I'd like to be known as in the world of novelists. I'm not anyone special. I come from a family of ordenary people and a life of ordenary dilemas. My friends are just ordenary teenagers and my town is just an ordenary, simple little place in the middle of nowhere.

My main focus is on writing. One day, I would love my name to be known. Well, not my real name, but my pseudonym, Mara Marine. I mostly put up poetry on here, and am currently writing a story, "Endless Night." Currently, I'm at a standstill on it, a little too busy to work on an actual story, and not really sure where to go with it. I realized I didn't really have a plan for it, so I'm going to get that sorted out first, but I will be coming back to it.

I love photography. When I was younger, I went through a phase where I wanted to be a photographer. That was before I found my passion for writing. I still take pictures, but I'm definantely still just an amature. Most of the pictures I take are of me and/or my friends, or things I'd like to paint.

Painting is another hobby of mine. I mainly work in acrylics, but I'm starting to explore water color a bit. I'm not the kind of person who can dream up a picture and make it happen. I get ideas for pictures, but I always need a source. If I try to just draw it and paint it, it would turn out to be blob!

I like to do a little with graphic designing and such, but I'm not very good and know very little about that area of the art world... Mainly, what I do with that is just mess around on the programs I do have or the internet sources I have access to and if what comes out of it looks good, I might put it up here or just save it to my computer.

Like I said, though, my main focus is on writing. It's not just an art or a hobby, it's a way to express myself and get things off my mind. My poems are mostly written in the moment and about whatevers going on in my life and my feelings toward it. Occasionaly I'll write something that's not really about anything, or about something mentioned in class or in a converrsation of people passing by. That might have sounded creepy... I don't intentionally evesdrop, I just overhear a lot... Sometimes I really wish I didn't... I tend to get to knowing too much about what's going on around me... Which is a little ironic because I avoid watching the news and have no idea what's going on in the world and other countries unless someone tells me about it...

On deviantart, I have three friends that I actually know in real life, one I met over the internet and have known for... three years I think... And I watch a ton of amazingly talented people! Some of which have watched me in return, or watched me first. There are also many other people here on DA who are simply amazing! Ever since joining, I've been amazed by the people I meet here, even if I only talk to them one time. Before, I wouldn't have believed you could meet such kind, amazing, talented people over the internet. I'll never doubt that, now, though. It's true that the internet is a whole new world, but it's not much different than the one we live in. It has it's dark side, but it also has the brightest, sunniest places you could ever imagine!

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Favourite genre of music: Country
Favourite style of art: Photography/Acrylic Painting

Favourite TV Shows
Chuck
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Rascal Flatts
Favourite Books
The Host
Favourite Writers
Eoin Colfer
Favourite Games
Kingdom Hearts
Favourite Gaming Platform
Playstation (Two, I don't have three....)
Tools of the Trade
Pencile, paper, eraser, and the occasional paintbrush
Other Interests
Reading; painting; writing; drawing; volleyball; video games (XP); roleplaying; hanging with friends

Random Act of Kindness

Random Act of Kindness

I drop ~NijaChan (https://www.deviantart.com/nijachan) off at work, like I always do, and notice my car is running on empty. So I stop at the gas station to fill up. I'm not sure if I have enough money to fill up completely, so I decide to go with half a tank. As I'm putting the nozzle back and twisting the gas cap back on, the lady in the car next to me asks how much my gas was, so I told her around 17 dollars. She asks if I already paid with a card, and I tell her yes. Then she asks if I filled up all the way, and I tell her no, I just filled it half. So she tells me to fill it the rest of the way and she'll pay for the rest of my gas, just tell her how much the new total

AAAAAARRRRRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAARRRRRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm done! I am so done with it all!!!!! I hate this soooo much! Why can't she just accept my choice and move on? My stupid parents have been drilling me for months about college! I make one decision, but it's never good enough! One of them always has something to say about it! Now I've finally sat down and thought through my options logically and came up with a decision that would benefit me the most in the long run, but it's not good enough for my stupid, over bearing, clingy mother!!!! She claims I haven't thought about it seriously! Then she says, oh no, I've thought about it seriously, but I haven't thought about staying with her seriousl

For All The Danny Phantom Phans

For All The Danny Phantom Phans

I was filing report cards during my second period class today (I have office aid) and one of the kids' last names was Fenton! (this was for the Junior High, so I don't know the person, and no, his first name was not Danny, sadly...) Anyways, yeah... That's my little Phandom tidbit of the day! Other than that, I'm sick again... :(

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ChitaNoYumeHobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thanks for the raves
thanks for the fav on my jellal and erza photo XD
MystchiiefStudent Digital Artist
:iconsnugplz: Thank you so much for the fave!
CheekyBirdHobbyist General Artist
:iconyea-plz: thanks for the :+fav:
anipo1Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave :)
maraqua90210Hobbyist General Artist
You are very welcome ^^
thanks for the fave ;D