I was gonna post some song lyrics as a way of saying something's up, but I figure I'll be straightforward about it.
I emotionally feel like shit. I have some sort of depression where I start the day off moderately okay, then eventually shift into complete and utter shit in the evening and night. I want to get help for it, but the province's mental health program is such shite that I have to wait until late May for an appointment that I scheduled in February. So for those months inbetween I'm stuck finding reasons to not just lie in bed all day because I can't work up the motivation to do anything.
Of course I'm not so depressed as to contemplate self-harm, but it's still a shitty, shitty situation to be in.
And as much as I know you guys don't want me to be this way, it'll take a lot more than some well-wishing comments to actually have an effect. I honestly wish that was all it took, but unfortunately it isn't.
So all in all, I won't give up on doing stuff I promised, but please understand if I take a little bit to do it.