Playing: Epic Battle Fantasy
First of, (late) Merry Christmas and a (future) Happy New Year!
I'm surprised this account still exists. I've been absent for a long time, and I'm kind of sorry.
I'm in my last simester in my program, and I'm ending in January! After that, finding a job.
In other news, recently, me and my school went to a contest called "SeaFood Tomorrow", and me and my partner won 1 of 3 prizes in first place, at National level.
And around May and June of 2019, we are going to France to go against more than 5 countries.
Back to art.
I was sitting here in front of my PC and checking some art (as part of my routine), and a tiny sense of guilt caught me, because I've been drawing, rarely, but I've been, and I should post them here at least. Because that would be going against my word in my last journals.
In fact, I was close of completely abandon It and never come back, cause my thought process was going down to "what's the point of putting my drawings in dA, It's not like I draw 24/7 or at least everyday."
So this is basically finishing some unfinished business.
Not to mention, next month is my last month in my course, so It's gonna get balls to the wall. SO might as well post here sooner, before I get a possible mental breakdown.
I am not sure, because I feel drawing is not part of me anymore, but I stil feel a guilt of slightly abandon It.
All the money I used on materials, all the effort, all the time, and I'm throwing It away.
Hell, I have a load of drawing material in my bedroom gathering bits of dust and I barely use them. DAMN! I even have my drawing since I was in 7th grade!!!
This is going down in one of my life crisis, the ones where I can't decide my life.
I should rest...