I am Amanda or Mandy if you like and I would describe myself as a gender fluid girl. Now first of all just let me get something off my somewhat flat chest. I have nothing against crossdressers TV`s or anything like that. You just doing your thing and I love them & respect them. But I feel I must differentiate myself from such. You see I realised I was given no choice but I finally found me and understood that for some reason a large portion of my DNA is feminine. It has to be I have no other explanation. You see I am not just a boy putting girls clothing on. And I finally disposed of those feelings of guilt & shame I have held for years and now im embracing the pink and the sparkly. But most of all the fantasy. And its like a weight being lifted so with great joy this gives me the freedom to look how I want and to wear what I want. I adore the freedom it gives me and just being able to let my imagination run free.
So the big question what is my sexuality. I would have to describe myself as bisexual. I like genetic women particularly strong women. And I like men too but real men and if they are married I really love that too. Not sure why but perhaps I want to be his dirty little secret. I do sometimes imagine being a wife to a strong successful man. Or a personal assistant/maid.
Thanks for reading & be well.