Finished lining Taaffeite Starling!
OMG is it possible?? I had her almost lined but had to do the brooch still and fix some other lines that just looked like shit. I finally have lines I am willing to color!! Do any of you do that? Like line something 50 times until you are willing to do something with it? It used to not take me so long but lately my hand shakes so bad that it is impossible to get a decent lined work in the first (maybe) 10 attempts lol
Medical Bullshit
Some of you may have seen the rant if you are on my private facebook. If not, then here it is again simply because I came to work and first damn thing this morning, I had a guest asking wtf was wrong with me!! It's medication-induced movement disorder people. I'm fine. I do not have to pee. I do not need to take a walk. I do not need an ambulance!!! I just can't stop moving!! I can't flippin' help it - asking me to stop produces nothing but pure rage!When your body requires constant movement and your hands shake uncontrollably most of the time (I have a hand tremor too), a lot of the art that does get done has to be redone. Think about your life if you never were able to stop moving - driving is a freaking peach! Sitting rarely happens. I sway, bounce, pace, and more nonstop. I also wring my hands nonstop and shove them in my pockets a lot to hide them. It is embarrassing and being called out on it makes it worse. This is why it takes me so long to produce art. Most of you are kind and don't mention the dry spells, but a couple people have in the past year and it is infuriating - especially when I am transparent about my issues and post them publicly on multiple websites.
Sorry for the micro rant, but damn it is just pissing me off to deal with this regularly at work nowadays. And it is starting to slip into my art world too.
