mallorymel
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The Charitable Mother
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My dedication to charity,and service to my community.
I'll win prizes, get respect for doing a gracious thing,
The cruelty and all abuse aside, Is the personal price of owning a human being.
You've been "chosen", paid in full, and forever in debt to me,
An obedient child just might find their new name on my family tree.
You should be so lucky to have a new mother as me.
The dead child that you replaced is alive in my memory.
Your parents did not want you and gave you to be sold.
You are a bastard, Illegitimate, born of sin and lust I'm told.
There are hundreds of unwanted children waiting to take your place.
children like you are easily traded, brought back and replaced.
Each time you mutter words and look at me with disgrace,
You should thank me, To be reminded, with each slap of your face.
You are my property, Unlike one of my beautiful diamond rings,
Although it is elegant and retains it's value, and you can't even sing.
Keep your mouth shut and don't you dare....
You will be my "Adopted Child" cross to bear.
To destroy a child's innocent and break their will,
Is not just a motherly duty.....It's a Thrill.
I'll win prizes, get respect for doing a gracious thing,
The cruelty and all abuse aside, Is the personal price of owning a human being.
You've been "chosen", paid in full, and forever in debt to me,
An obedient child just might find their new name on my family tree.
You should be so lucky to have a new mother as me.
The dead child that you replaced is alive in my memory.
Your parents did not want you and gave you to be sold.
You are a bastard, Illegitimate, born of sin and lust I'm told.
There are hundreds of unwanted children waiting to take your place.
children like you are easily traded, brought back and replaced.
Each time you mutter words and look at me with disgrace,
You should thank me, To be reminded, with each slap of your face.
You are my property, Unlike one of my beautiful diamond rings,
Although it is elegant and retains it's value, and you can't even sing.
Keep your mouth shut and don't you dare....
You will be my "Adopted Child" cross to bear.
To destroy a child's innocent and break their will,
Is not just a motherly duty.....It's a Thrill.
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The Suffocation
1 min read
On January 17, 2012 at 4:30 am I got out of bed feeling strange, knowing something was happening.
As I walked into the living room my heart stopped beating, breathing stopped, blood circulation and oxygen supply to my brain stopped, although I kept desperately trying to breath.
This desperate suffering that I can not find any words to describe the horror of dying while being fully conscious. Then calm when I realized that I was going to die.
While I was suffocating to death, I became inner focused thanking God for my life in that 20 seconds.
"I am dying" and "soon I will fall unconscious" and be relieved from suffocation.
"This is what it feels like to die"..." This is dying......I am dying right now.
Thank you God for my two daughters...and my life. Please God I beg your mercy-
"please hurry this dying" At that moment I was dead, relieved of suffering as my dead body slid down to
the floor.
As I walked into the living room my heart stopped beating, breathing stopped, blood circulation and oxygen supply to my brain stopped, although I kept desperately trying to breath.
This desperate suffering that I can not find any words to describe the horror of dying while being fully conscious. Then calm when I realized that I was going to die.
While I was suffocating to death, I became inner focused thanking God for my life in that 20 seconds.
"I am dying" and "soon I will fall unconscious" and be relieved from suffocation.
"This is what it feels like to die"..." This is dying......I am dying right now.
Thank you God for my two daughters...and my life. Please God I beg your mercy-
"please hurry this dying" At that moment I was dead, relieved of suffering as my dead body slid down to
the floor.
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