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A shitty poem
Farewell
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It's 5AM
And I just realized I won't ever see you again.
All the things I'll miss.
The hugs, the kisses
The fights, the tears
The angry messages
The lovey, cutsey, gushy messages
The cuddles, the songs
The warmth of your hand
The books, the movies, the games
All the missed opportunities
The regrets, the happiness
The walks, the talks
The laughs, the smiles
The sharpie drawings
The maybe-on-accident first kiss.
I'll remember them all.
I'll miss them all.
I may not have been right for you, but I love you all the same.
Have a wonderful life.
I'll be cheering you on.
Farewell.
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Literature
Twilight Parody
Once upon a time there was two whine- I mean, lovely teenagers called Bellend and Edweir- uh,Bella and Edward.
One day Bella perked up very dimly and announced
"Lets sell that weird green stuff that smells funny!"
Edwardo- I mean, Edward said
"You meen weed?"
"That monotone voice gets me so hot," Bella replied in the same dim way she always does, pouting out her lip and chewing on it like a ravenous Tazmanian Devil.
"Yeah, whatever. Lets do it then," Edward proceeded towards the phone, picked it up and boredly typed in a number.
"Yo dooood, wazzup maaan?"
"Hey Jacob, is that you?"
"Yeah, maaan. Whatd'ya want dooood?"
"We need about...10 tonnes of that weird stuff you have,"
"Catnip?"
"No, the green stuff,"
"Ohhh, alright then!" Exactly 10 minutes and 59 seconds later there was a knock on the door along with a howl, a sneeze and somebody shouting 'HONEY, I'M HOOOOOMMMEE~'which in it's own way is incredibly hot [citation needed].
After many unpacking Bella squeeled in a high pictch that
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These past few years have been troublesome for me and my family; for everyone I suppose. But recently I have been thinking about the past a lot; about my one relationship... Hah, one relationship on the books at 21 years of age; how depressing.

We were together for all of one year; we were never the closest of partners, both mentally or physically (with us living a hundred miles apart) One day she decided to call it quits, I'm not entirely sure why. Maybe she found someone else, or maybe she decided we weren't right for each other; either way, she ended it rather abruptly, but never gave a straight answer as to why.

I persued the answer though, initially so I could change, see if we could make it work, but as time went on it became more about principle... or just plain curiosity. Anyhow, after another year I finally got an answer; not the one I wanted of course...

"I just never really found you attractive."


Not the exact words; I forget them after all this time, but still. It hurt. It still hurts. I don't know what I was expecting, but that was definitely on my "Please don't say..." pile. I've always thought that maybe she just said the first thing that came to mind, to get me off her back... or to make it more 'final'.

I don't know what would be more depressing, if she was honest, or if she was lying. The implications of either are unpleasant to say the least. The latter means maybe she found someone else, or it just wasnt working; I could have accepted either of those. The former is the one I have more difficulty with, if she never really found me attractive, then why did she say yes when I approached her? Was it panic? Was it...

Pity?

Even if I go for "she was covering something else up", surely she could have chosen something less... devastating? Like I said, unpleasant at best.



But after that, I guess I never really got over it. I've never been in a relationship since; I suppose it drained what little confidence I had away.

In the end, I think that's the worst thing about this whole mess.




Hindsight is a terrible curse.

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MajorMagna Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2011
SO FUCKING PISSED OFF.
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Elkkun Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Y U NO COME ON MOAR!?
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MajorMagna Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2011
I DO!

I just haz no news or pik-churz!
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Elkkun Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
OHEMGEE, YU HAZ NU PIKCHURS?!
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MajorMagna Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2011
I HAZ NO PIKCHURZ COS I R WORKING ALL DAY LOL.
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Elkkun Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I STILL DRINK YOUR MILKSHAKE.
HAH.
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MajorMagna Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2010
NO! MY MILKSHAKE!
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Elkkun Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
8D PRESS THE REPLY BUTTON YOU NOOB!

ALSO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
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MajorMagna Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2010
You know I barely ever go on Devvy, I go on Faecbook moar!
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Elkkun Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
haha, no. XD
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